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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Well. Now it's past midnight so which means it's New Year's Eve now. I'm trying keep my volume down in my bro's room so that my parents don't wake up and scold me. I didn't even switch on the lights. OMG. I'm like a thief....

Oh well.. Lets see. I guess every year, on this day, we all have our New Year resolutions. As usual, I'm going to use this time to talk about my New Year resolutions.

Last year, I said I wanted to study hard, grow spiritually, be nicer to everyone else, slim down.

Study hard for Os and know what course I want to go. - Didn't really fulfill study hours but I know which course I wanna get into. -NP Business & Accountancy is my goal. :D

Grow spiritually - Didn't really fulfill. It is recently that I started reading the Bible. Heh.

Be nicer to everyone else - Hmm.. I think I've been rather nice this year. xD

Slim down - Ok, at least I lost 17kg from Febuary till now. (:

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Alright, my resolutions for next year, 2010.

Yes, It's the marks a decade since millennium year, 2000.

I am going to be 18 then. How time flies.. Hmm. Lets see, I am continuing this post now, at 9.53 PM. Hah. And I have just sent out a six-page long message to more than 50 contacts in my phone. I believe my messages have broken its record. Oh well. Once a year. xD No, wait, I did it on Christmas as well. Oh no....

Ok anyway. Here's what I am going to do. I am going to list down my resolutions here as well as in my new diary later with Sophia. :D I am now at Sophia's house. Pauline and Wilson are coming in awhile. Hah.

In 2008, I spent my New Year's Eve with Eric, Puay See and Feline. We had our countdown at ECP, of all places. And the previous year, in 2007, and other years, I remember spending my New Year's Eve at home, as well as the first few hours of New Year's Day after the countdown on tvee. And now I'm here at Sophia's place waiting for the clock to strike 12 with Wilson and Pauline.

Alright. In the year 2010, I am aiming for:

Firstly, closer relationship with God. Growing spiritually stronger. Reading His word more as I continue working hard in my studies as well as in the relationships with many others.

Secondly, study hard and smart in my desired Poly course after getting my results in the coming January.

Thirdly, slim down to my desired weight by the end of the year. Get more nice clothes! :D

Fourthly, for my relationship with others to be better. :D

And lastly, not that important, please promise you will not laugh at me, but I really wish to meet the special him lah. I know, I'm still young. Oh well, give me someone who will take care of me eh. Hehe. Ok, you are allowed not to care about this last wish. Hahaha.

Anyway. Yea yea, here's an update on what had happened today. I went Dhoby Ghaut with Sophia for an interview at a modeling agent -Create Talents. Ok, what happened was, the day before, Tuesday, I went to work. And while waiting for Sharon at Orchard, this lady approached me, handed me with a name card and asked for my name, my contact number as well as my age.

Yesterday, one lady named Michelle, called me and asked me down for an interview. So I asked Sophia to accompany me down to Dhoby Xchange today. 'Cos it all sounded so interesting. But when we talked to the person, we realised that we had to pay quite a sum of money for the outfits if we were to join them. They will provide us with photo shoots and stuff. Oh well, we don't have that kinda money so we decided to "ask" our parents. But that's to sound nice. We don't have to ask, we already know what answer we will get already.

Ok, so yesterday, I went out with M'am Pei Jun for a movie. Supposed to use the complimentary tickets but 'cos the movie we wanted to watch - Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 was a new movie then, so cannot lor. Then we paid for the movie. The complimentary tickets are then wasted. Anyway, the movie was good.:D I like it. :D

I cancelled my work booking for tomorrow for it is New Year's Day and I have promised Puay See I would spend all my New Year's Day with her. (: So, yes, I'm going out tomorrow with her. (:

Then back to work this coming weekend. It's gonna be my brother's birthday on Saturday! :D But I think he'd be working? Well, I will too. ):

Heh. Alright. I will load some photos when I'm back home tomorrow. :D Love you! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

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Monday, December 28, 2009

It's three days after Christmas! :D This was how I had spent it this year. On Christmas Eve, I went back to HOGC and follwed by CHC for Christmas service as well as visit old friends. Gave away some chocolates. :D Haven't seen my old CG friends from CHC for a long time. Great to see them again. (:

Lets see.. Hmm. Drama at CHC was as usual powerful. (: So, yes, I went for two services in a day. ((:

On Christmas Day, I went to BC for service. I went for both Chinese and English services. They were great. :D Drama was awesome. :D I really enjoyed myself. Had supper at T 3 with Liane & family as well as Grace Eu & family. (: Yes, I was the extra one. Heh. I got home at 12 plus am.

Then, I went to work on Saturday. Felt very tired after work. And I got home like 1 plus am. Immediately after bathing, I went to sleep. =x Went for this year's last Sunday service at BC. Fantastic. After service, went for lunch at Bedok South market with M'am Lisha, Grace dajie, Shu Qi and Yi Chun. Then to my place to get stuff, and went Yi Chun's place to slack abit. Heh. After that went to Sophia's house and watch tvee. :D I practically stayed there the whole day. Haha.

So today, I went to get my second pay, and went for dinner with Hui Yi and Xin Hui. Thank you, Jin Hui for accompanying me to Outram to get my pay. :D

Dinner with my closest friends were fantastic. :D A time to chat, and laugh at each other. :D And thank you, Hui Yi, for the wonderful gifts you have brought back for us from HK. :D

Am working tmr again. Should I do OT tmr??? I wanna earn more money. But... Oh well.. Am kinda tired of this job. I'm going to work on New Year's Day. I know New Year's Day every year has been the day I hang out with Puay See? So, Puay See, you have to contact me soon. If we are really going out, then I have to cancel my booking for that day quickly. I don't wanna get a penalty of 25 bucks for cancling booking last minute. =x Hah.

Ah. I realised I have been too busy to update my blog that often. Then lesser people are coming to my blog. So sad right. Bleah. But I really don't know what to update about. 'Cos certain things abit personal lah. So cannot really blog about them. Oh well. ENJOY. :D



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Thursday, December 24, 2009

It's been almost a week since I updated my blog. Kinda bored. Ok, anyway, today is Christmas Eve! :D

Lets see what I had done in the past week. Had been busy preparing for CCA Openhouse which was yesterday. Melting chocolates and stuff. This year many people making chocolates to give away. I'm one of them. :D I'm making roses also. But only some will get roses and chocolates. 'Cos I don't have enough paper and time to make roses for all. =x

Heh. I was looking at who's online and stuff. I saw this particular PM. It says, "No one wants ME for this Christmas )): " So, I was just wondering, I did offer to give him a pack of chocolates after a very long hesitation, but he don't appreciate it? Amd Christmas, everyone is busy. Oh well. It doesn't concern me. At least I tried. (:

Ok, back to where I was. I'm going for 2 services today! One at HOGC, the other at CHC. Tmr am going to BC for service. :D And Saturday, back to work. Sunday, meeting up with ex-CG friends so not working. :D

I think I can get my second pay on Monday. I think got more than 300+? I hope? Hah. But this time, am not going to spend it ok. I've spent way too much on my Crumpler bag the previous week. =x

Oh yes, let me talk about about CCA openhouse this year. Hmm. This year, I've seen my juniors become more responsible of their tasks and leading the younger ones. It warms my heart. (: It probably is my first time seeing them working so hard for this openhouse and CCA. I'm so touched! ((:

And I just realised a new Pizza. Rite Pizza. Its nice! Nicer than Canadian, Pizza Hut. Really. Its contact number is 6899 3838. HAHA.

Okok, enough of advertising. Hehe. I had fun yesterday at the openhouse. :D

After the openhouse, I headed to Hui Jin's place and wasted my afternoon there. Heh. So yah, think that's all. Am going to pack my chocolates already! TTFN! :D


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Friday, December 18, 2009



Britney Spears - My Only Wish

Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) we'll be all the love under the mistle toe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be alone under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.


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Thursday, December 17, 2009

HELLO. :D Alright. I'm back again. Lets see. NDP chalet on Monday and Tuesday. Stoned at home on Tuesday afternoon. Cycling with Guan Shen and Jin Hui for the whole afternoon yesterday and met primary school buddies at night. Went out with a friend today to Orchard.


Lets go in depth. NDP07 chalet was great. Included some NDP08 girls as well. (: I had fun. We did alot of crazy stuff. Took alot of photos. :D That's what happens when Pam's around. HAHA.


Oh well. So I overslept, again. =x Not on purpose. I slept in the morning and had to wake up afew hours later. =/ Oh well. For two days, I had a total 8hrs of sleep. Which was not enough for me. xD So I came home on Tuesday afternoon, tried several times to upload the photos but got irritated and decided to take a nap. And that's how I slept for 3 hrs straight. =x


I met Jin Hui at night to talk. HAHA. Ok, I don't know. I was rather bored so asked him down to chat. And I met him again yesterday in the morning to cycle. Went to Guan Shen's house to get the bike. :D And pulled Guan Shen along to go cycling with us. We cycled to East Coast park and all the way to Changi Beach, ate abit there and rushed back to Bedok. I was late meeting my primary school buddies. =x


You know, Guan Shen, Jin Hui and I had to ride our bikes in the rain twice??? So we were all drenched, dried and drenched again. Hahaha. Ok, so what happen was, I had to go home and bathed, get changed and rushed down to Bugis. By the time I got there, my dears Eric, Ka Yan, Wei Teng, Melvin and Nelson have already eaten half a cow. Ok, means they were 3/4 full already. I ate very little? That's what they said. Hahah.


We went Starbucks to slack abit and chat. :D I seriously love these sessions where we sit down and chat. I told them I was the most innocent one. 'Cos all of them had their first love given away. HAHA. Oops. And I was surprised to hear their stories of how the guys got together with their ex-girlfriends. Quite fresh for me. Haha. I really hope to meet them real soon! :D


As for today, I went to Orchard and finally got my Crumpler bag! :DDD I'm super excited to use it! YES! :D




P.S- HAPPY 1245th POST! :D

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Monday, December 14, 2009

Alright alright. I know my blog is a little dead. That's why I am here! Haha. Ok, so, I have been working, working, working. And yes! I got my first banquet pay! *happy* But got to get it from Xin Hui 'cos I asked her to safe keep for me since that day I was working. Not very safe to carry the cash around. Yes, my pay will be in cash.

You know I got home at 5am this morning and I am now awake?? It is now 10am. I woke up at 0920am. I'm going for NDP chalet! Having mixed feelings. Hmm. This week I won't be working most of the days. I will update more when I am back tomorrow. BYE.

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Saturday, December 5, 2009

Alright. I know this post is coming in abit late. But I didn't quite have time to make a birthday update. :D Firstly, thank you to all those who have remembered my birthday. :D For those who didn't, its okay, I'm over with it. (: At least I know that there are lovely people who still does. :D

Lets see. I was working in the night of 2nd December. Calls and messages started coming in even before the clock striked 12. (: I started getting busy replying all these messages and answering calls since I was quite relaxed at that time. Nothing much to do. 'Cos there are times when we stayed back for OT and have nothing to do.

I got home in the morning like 3 plus? Then I was thinking, "Ok, I wasted 3 hours of my birthday." Haha. Oh well. Anyway. So, I was spending the first half of my birthday at home stoning in front of the computer and felt that "oh well, this birthday is gonna be just another day.." Then I went out to meet my two officer friends. They treated me good food. :D Kinda felt slightly happier. Heh.

Then, went to meet Hui Yi and Xin Hui in the evening. They brought me to SMU's Settlers Cafe. They scared the fish out of me by telling me to leave the Cafe before the bill was paid. I was so shocked I didn't know what to say. And they finally told me it was a trick. Omg. Can you imagine if we didn't pay our bill, I believe the guys in the cafe will come running after us and stuff? [That's what happens all the time on tvee. I guess. =x] HAHA. So I was quite dumb to actually buy their story. =x

Ok, after that, they flashed me the receipt and say I was a bad girl who walks off without paying her bill. Haha. It was their treat. Heh. Thanks alot! :D

After that, we headed to Teo Heng to sing for like 2 hours to 1am. That was how I spent my last few hrs of my birthday. Hah.

Anyway, I am going to list down the names of the people who have wished me.

I received my first birthday wish from Daryl B at about 1140 PM.
Follwed by Ann Chee at 1154 PM.
Ethel at 1156 PM.
Hannah and Yi Chun at 1158 PM.
Jing Han at 1159 PM.
M'am Pei Jun, Sophia Zheng, Wilson Yeo at 1200 AM.
Lee Wee at 1201 AM.
Wei Teng at 1202 AM.
Ka Yan at 1203 AM.
Jia En at 1204 AM.
Jin Hui at 1211 AM.
Jaena at 1214 AM.
Eric at 1229 AM.
Carmen at 1239 AM.
Jasper at 1247 AM.
Grace at 0142 AM.
Chu Qing at 0307 AM.
Shinas at 0447 AM.
Veronica at 0756 AM.
Vanessa Yeo at 0757 AM.
Joey Su at 0928 AM.
Pauline at 0939 AM.
Puay See at 1013 AM.
Pei Yin at 1035 AM.
Nabila Goh at 1108 AM.
M'am Lisha at 1119 AM.
Phyllis at 1127 AM.
Dylan at 1149 AM.
Si Hui Lim at 1249 PM.
Chai Lian at 0304 PM.
Adriena at 0400 PM.
Crystal, Yap Sheng and Nicole Chua at 0402 PM.
Justin[HOGC] and Deng Jun at 0403 PM.
Danette at 0404 PM.
Yew Siong at 0405 PM.
Zi Hao at 0425 PM.
Phua G at 0433 PM.
Xiao Wen at 0438 PM.
Cherry at 0503 PM.
Swee Ping at 0504 PM.
Chan Huei at 0613 PM.
Ling Li at 0640 PM.
Wan Jing at 0920 PM.
Hui Ying Chai at 1010 PM.
Jessica Tan at 1034 PM.
Sharon Quo at 1140 PM.
Roy Tan at 1157 PM.

Calvin Lee 1221 AM of 041209 [belated]

Xin Hui and Hui Yi who had spent my birthday with me. :D

and not forgetting the ones on facebook.

Lizanne Ng,
Moses Lam,
Ariffin,
Eddy,
Hui Juan,
Doreen Lin,
Audrey,
Kar Yin,
Grace,
Carmen,
Melvin Leong,
Vanessa Yeo,
Anthony,
Debbie,
Phet,
Yi Wei,
Elaine,
Si Hui Khor,
Dzahir,
Karim,
Hock Rong,
Ka Yan,
Aunty Judith,
Xue Yin,
Si Yang,
Jun Hong,
Yong Siang,
Yu Bing,
Kelvin Ng,
Ian,
Jun Jie,
Alice,
Chai Lian,
Jie Ying,
Hao Wen,
Dione,
Phyllis,
Wilson Low,
Mandy,
Jasmine Cheang,
Brandon Lye,
Qiu Mong,
Dominic Lim,
Adeline,
Wei Xiang,
Candice,
Michelle Lua,
Edward Ng,
Jeffrey,
Roshinee,
Shirley,
Eldrid,
Chew lao da[?],
Diana,
Rina Ong,
Kamy,
Bevan,
Joy,
Ling Li,
Ming Huang,
Hadi,
Hui Ying Chai,
Devan,
Deborah,
Calvin Lee,
Daniel Thay [belated],
Feline [belated],
Paul Yeo [belated],

Zhi Li [belated]
Zhen Xing [belated]

and, some of my colleagues.
Bryan,
Jia Ni,
Wai Ling,
Taufiq,

Amir

Thank you so much for the lovely wishes. (: Though there are some of my close friends whom I felt rather disappointed with as they've forgotten my birthday, I had many others who wished me. It's a gain and a loss. I'm still thankful for all that I have.

This year's birthday had been simple yet enjoyable. (:

Thank you. (:



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