Saturday, September 26, 2009 Hoho. Had our Graduation Ceremony yesterday. Not as fantastic as I thought it would be. But still, I had fun. To think time is going so fast that it was already our turn graduate. Shouldn't our Graduation Ceremony be a memorable one?? Nothing much to be memorable about? I guess. Except the fact that I've taken many photos. Ok nvm, I don't know what I'm at but it's okay. (: Anyway, after the ceremony, we had refreshments in the canteen. There were many mango puddings left. What happen was, you know how typical Singaporeans act when there are free gifts?? They will chiong all the way just to get a free gift right?? That was what happen in the canteen yesterday with the 5A people. They literally chiong-ed to get mango puddings. Example, Wan Jing, Pauline, Zai Xuan, Yi Xin and so on. Super kan chiong. I think Zai Xuan's bag consist of more than 10 pudding inside. Grace even more powerful lor. She da bao-ed beehoon and kuehs home. Haha. Tian ah. =/ I didn't eat any of the food provided yesterday. Wasn't feeling very well... Oh welll.. (: Oh yes. I was super pissed off last night. Super upset. 'Cos I accidentally restored my my backed up data which was previously done so when I got my phone repaired. Leading them to replace my current items. WTH. *Sigh* 2K plus messages all gone.... But nvm lah. God is trying to tell me sth. Hah. Oh well... Nvm lah... Ok. I'm about to rest already. TTFN. P.S *PHOTOSCAPE ROCKS! Save me alot of trouble from upload one by one. :D* blogged @ 10:21 PM Friday, September 25, 2009 Heh. I'm in school now. I know I shouldn't be here. I should be self-studying now 'cos its Art lesson for the Art students and they are doing some research in the computer lab. :D Anyway. Here's a peek into my results. My lousy prelim results. Oh wellll..... Not very happy lah. Not very good also. Well. I only have myself to blame. I seriously didn't touch any books for this prelims. In other words, I didn't study AT ALL. *Yah yah. Please do scold me. I know I know...* I've always done VERY badly for my Sciences, Chemistry in particular. But this time, my Chemistry did better than my Physics. My Chemistry is like 10 marks higher than my Physics. When I used to do so much better in Physics. Thank God for my Sciences, they are almost of the same standard. So it is easier for me to catch up on both. ((: So yea, my Chemistry this time was slightly higher. And I'm happy still though I failed it. 'Cos I know I have improved in my Chemistry. (: Don't talk about Humanities. I screwed up everything. Am still thinking of how to face Mdm Fina, my mum and Mdm Aishah. I mean, and other teachers lah. I guess I;m gonna tell Mdm Fina that though I've failed this time round, I really promise that I will work doubly hard for my Humanities. I'm only going to focus on my weakest subjects first which is, Science and Humanities. I know I needa focus on other subjects as well but for now, I have alot of things to catch up on for these two subjects. If I fail my Humanities, I won't be able to enter Ngee Ann business school. Math and POA is somewhere there. I'm near to a distinction, I guess. I know this time round, my POA was not perfect. For the first time, I didn't score a distinction. I am upset. I seriously am. As Sunday draws nearer, I am getting more afraid. Afraid to face Fanny. But I have to. I only have myself to blame for not studying hard enough.... Ok, I gtg. It's POA lesson now. Will be back when i get home. BYEEE. Oh yes. It's my graduation ceremony today. Gonna take many photos!! *loves* blogged @ 9:12 AM Saturday, September 19, 2009 Ok. I'm dead. I don't know why. Ever since the week before September Holdiays, I have been online almost everyday. This is really very bad. This week especially, I've been here every day and not for a short while but quite a long period of time... I'm the computer for the whole day today. I wanted to study History. But when I start reading the text, my head started to sway left, right, left, right and then she decided to go and sleep. Since nobody was entertaining her. The person who was supposed to call me after his soccer, must have forgotten to do so, and so, I wait until I practically went to sleep. I think I slept for an hour? Jasper power. I don't how he did it but he simply could go and sleep like at anytime. Like right now, he's sleeping also. Just about 5-6 hours ago, he was taking his afternoon nap. Then now he went back to nap. =/ Oh well. Anyway, Jasper made me so tempted to get a webcam. =x Rah. Nvn, It's not important. I was pretty pissed off luh. Someone asked me out for dinner this afternoon. When I came out of the toilet after bathing, I saw this message which simply told me that he's not meeting me for dinner already. Well, I sian diao until now I haven't had my dinner... 'Cos my mum already knew I was going out for dinner so she didn't buy for me. Oh well...... It's okay lah. Don't let people know I didn't eat can liao. 'Cos I'm not hungry. Don't feel like eating... =x I seriously think if my life carries on like this for the next few months, I am definitely going to get into trouble. I will seriously hate eating. =/ Now I'm already like, see food in front of me also I damn sian. Or even think of food only I sian half already. =/ I wonder why guys like to know how big are a girl's boobs. I mean seriously. Why do they keep asking? I've came across 2 on MSN already lor. Damn it. *disgusted* Hmm.. Gonna wake Jasper up in a while. Lets seeee.. Ok. He just told me he wake up already. Don't need to call already. Ok lah. Enough for today... blogged @ 9:45 PM Thursday, September 17, 2009 Hello potatoes. :D I've a surprise for you people. Hoho. I believe many of you cannot remember/ don't know how I look like when I was in Sec1 and how much I have grown up to be what I am now. Are you excited??!!! Hehe. Ok enough of my crap. Scroll down people!!! :D This is a summary of my 4 years of growing up.... Now... Get Ready for some laughing. HOHOHO! This is a summary of me in the year 2005... Yes, when I first entered Bedok North Sec. as a Sec1 Student... (: This is a summary of me in the year 2006... Yes, Sec2.. Finally growing up.. :D Year 2007 Sec3 Year 2008 Sec4 And finally where I am now.... Presenting... The summary of me in the year 2009, this year. Sec 5. :D Heh. So now what people?? I seriously think I've grown up alot. I mean of course physically and mentally. (: I had a mushroom head when I was in Sec1. Thanks to the rebonding I did before I graduated from Yu Neng. I still remember it was my mum's idea for me to do rebonding. =/ That would be my first and last time rebonding my hair. I had a really bad experience! Staying at the salon for more than 4 hours just to get everything done... You actually needed only 3-4hours to rebond your hair but, I stay there 6hours. Wow. I had short hair then, I didn't know short hair rebond longer than long hair. =/ I vividly remember what time I went to the salon lor. It was about 1030 in the morning and I only went home at 5pm. -.- And I remembered my rebonded hair invited many ants to my place. You know why? It's because of the peppermint shampoo they had used. -.- Hmm. So, I think I really look like an idiot when I was younger. But I will always flip through the photo albums and appreciate my memories. :D I'm thankful for all the memories everyone have shared with me. All these memories, are locked up in the safebox in my heart. :D I love you people! *loves* blogged @ 4:49 PM Tuesday, September 15, 2009 Ok, I broke my promise. I'm here again. Just feeling a little puzzled. Well, it shouldn't start/end this way. I definitely need to learn how not take people's words seriously. That's the problem with me. I take people's words too seriously and I end up being the one who's hurt. -.- For a moment, you were happy, you felt like, "Wow! My life's got new things to look forward to already." Then the next moment, you realised that they were nothing but a dream. -.- How sad. Hmm. I have no idea what I was so happy about yesterday. Thank God I wasn't like that today. I'm back to normal. I'm back to starting point. Suddenly one song sung by M2M came to my mind. "Don't say you love me, you don't even know me....." Yah yah. Sounds so emo. =/ But it's okay, its just a small thing. No biggie. It's just that I needa pick myself up and start a fresh. Back to my old routine. This way, I don't have to worry about anything and everything. I have friends, that's it, I have fantastic friends. I don't need something else to fill the emptiness in my heart. Yep. After so many things, I've grown up. So much more matured. Oh well. Lets start a fresh. (: I'm doing what I think would be right. Heh. I'm still a happy person. :DD blogged @ 3:14 PM Ok, I know I'm not supposed to be here... But well. I just feel like coming online for awhile. :p Hmm. Lest see. I don't why. Today's a happy day. I could still smile when I couldn't finish my papers. Yes, Both Math and History. I shouldn't even be smiling. But I just feel happy today. :D No wait, I thought I've always been happy. Ok, nevermind that. Just that I'm a bit crazy today. The whole world cane see that. =/ Super unusual. Normally if I couldn't finish my exams papers, my expressions on my face will change completely. Even if I couldn't finish something in time, my face will change. But shucks. I don't know what's wrong wih me today. Fancy smiling at my imcomplete work. =x My friends were telling me that it's the first time they are seeing me in this kinda weird mood. HAHA. Yah, now I ask myself what's wrong with me today? Haha. Oh well. (: Hmm. Lets see... Went for tuition this afternoon after school. But of course lunch before that. Eh. I don't think I'm going to eat from that stall again.... Ok, its a stall selling duck rice in the food court opposite East Point. =/ But I'm not picky with food. Whatever comes along, I grab. (: On the way to buying dinner, Teng saw me and we wetn to have dinner together. Had noodles. =/ The uncle bias sia... Gave Teng 3 fishballs and I got 2. Hoho. It's ok lah. I don't quite care actually. :p Eh I think my blog abit sian ehh.. I was thinking of having songs. But super common. Oh well. I guess, at least I have some "fans" or regular readers. Hehe. :p Anyway, to my regular readers, thank you for your lovely support. Appreciate your regular visits. :D And to my new readers, welcome! Hehe. I have many many links so even if I didn't update, you know, you still can blog hop around to my friends' blogs. (x And perhaps come back again to see if I've updated. :p That's if you're lucky lah. Hah. And my blog have been rather wordy these days. Why uh? Hmmm.. Ok lah. I'm going back to study for my POA and Physics paper tomorrow. Heh. Cya people at the end of the week! *loves* blogged @ 12:02 AM Sunday, September 13, 2009 Olivia Ong - Sometimes when we touch You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply Id rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you In what you say or do Im only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honestys too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through all the insecurity Some tenderness survives Im just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth And sometimes when we touch The honestys too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides At times Id like to break you And drive you to your knees At times Id like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you try I watched while love commands you And Ive watched love pass you by At times I think were drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again And sometimes when we touch The honestys too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold ya till I die Till we both break down and cry I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides Subsides Patti Smyth & Don Henley - Sometimes love just ain't enough Now, I don't want to lose you but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you but I don't want to be the one to cry. And that don't really matter to anyone anymore. But like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door. (Chorus) But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough. Now, I could never change you I don't want to blame you. Baby, you don't have to take the fall. Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you. Maybe I just want to have it all. It makes a sound like thunder it makes me feel like rain. And like a fool who will never see the truth, I keep thinking something's gonna change. (Chorus) And there's no way home when it's late at night and you're all alone. Are there things that you wanted to say? And do you feel me beside you in your bed, there beside you, where I used to lay? And there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch. There's a reason why people don't stay who they are. Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough. Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough. Oh, Oh, Oh, No blogged @ 10:34 AM Saturday, September 12, 2009 Sigh. My grandma was admitted to CGH this morning before dawn.. I really hope that she's okay. She's the only grandparent I'm left with. She's suffering from stroke since 1990, the birth year of my second brother. So, I have never got the opportunity to eat what she had cooked. My loss. Bleah. So, yeah, really am praying for her health.... Eh wth. Enough of these. Shit. How did I get myself into such situation? seriously, I have no idea. =/ Hmm.. Lets see. This week is September Holidays and its somewhat packed to the max. And I was rushing like some crazy woman one Monday and Tuesday. Especially Tuesday. Monday, had Math remedial from 0800 to 1000hrs. Went to Hui Jin's house for lunch as in we packed to her house. Then had English remedial from 1-3 pm. I took a cab down to Telepark for Math tuition which starts at 3.30pm. Thank God I wasn't late. Same for Tuesday, just that I went to Mdm Fina's place at Tampines for tuition then to school for English remedial and then back to Tampines for Math tuition. =/ I didn't have time to eat lor. So I ate two meals that day. Like one at about 0950 the next meal at 7.30pm. =/ Oh well. But i managed to survive through all tiredness. :D Woots! Hehe. Ok. So anyway, Wednesday, Math remedial in the morning then followed by English in the afternoon. Thursday, Math remedial in the morning and then helped Miao Jun with some Math in the afternoon. Then POA tuition at night. See. I'm super busy. :p Then come Friday, English tuition in the morning, lunch at subway with Yuan Ru, shopped for baby Sarah's (: gift at TM then headed home, waited for Jin Hui to call. 'Cos he needed help for Math. What is going to happen later is that, I'll be meeting Jing Han at 0915? to meet M'am Pei Jun at Hougang Mall then go M'am Agnes' house for her baby showers. :D I'm looking forward to it. :D Then in the evening going for Belinda's 21st birthday party at Bukit Batok. Wah. I hardly have time for myself. =/ Then Sunday, tuition and study for HISTORY paper on Monday. Whooo. Okay. So that's all folks. See you again! Byee! blogged @ 2:00 AM Friday, September 4, 2009 Ok, this week seemed very short. Maybe 'cos I didn't go sch for two days. Which is Tuesday and yesterday. It just meant that my Prelims have started. I believe I've said that in my previous post. Heh. Anyway, Sorry people, I broke my will this week. I was online for the whole week. Ahh. I need discipline! Help me! RAH. Okay. Next week is Sept holidays. I don't think I wanna come online that often. I aim to finish Math papers!! As many as possible! And of course do POA, Science and History. Like after the hoildays. Continuation of Prelim Exams. After that about 2 more weeks then O-levels already. Shit. What have I been doing for the past 8 months?! I really am going to start studying. Whatever it is, all the luxury stuff can wait until I finish my exams. Its really time to focus. And for some of you, who are aware of the TAGGED stuff, don't worry lah. I won't do anything stupid. I just can't believe it. One picture can attract so many attention. =/ Maybe I should put my ugliest photo. HAHA. Ok anyway. I won't post ugly photos lah. Bleah. So, the main thing is, nothing's gonna happen and I'm not going to meet anybody whom I got to know on the net or anything. I would just be jumping into a trap to kill myself. I may be naive, but I'm not dumb. (: For people who don't know, nevermind lah. Don't needa know. It's dumb. Haha. I'm posting this quickly 'cos I haven't bathed and my brotehr is waiting for the comp. RAH. Today's FRIDAY! Yet I don't get to use it longer. Oh well. It's okay. (: I have to do well! You too people! :DD Oh yes, my calendar had been updated for September! (: And for those big Birthday posts I usually put have to be stopped for these few months 'cos I really cannot find time to do them. And I don't know why I'm still unable to upload photos using Blogger. I have to use Photobucket! So it's abit troublesome. Please understand ok! :D Alright. I really gtg. Byee! *loves* blogged @ 8:29 PM Tuesday, September 1, 2009 Hoho. I believe you people came to see if I've updated about yesterday. 'Cos my Nuffnang showed 19 people came today. HAHA. Maybe there's more? I don't know. (: What happen was, it was Teachers' Day celebration yesterday. I slept damn EARLY. I slept at 5am yesterday just to finish up my teachers' day roses for my teachers. You the started doing my cards since 10pm the day before and all they way till 5am, I was still making my roses. =/ And I woke up at 0620. Then of course, I went to school. The security guard asked if I was tired. Surprisingly, I stayed awake for the whole assembly not feeling least tiredness. And to think I slept at 5 and woke up an hour later, I thought about the night which I went to find Eric on his birthday and that night I slept at 2am. And I was looking like a zombie when I went to school. =/ But definietly not yesterday. However, I felt tired when I went for my tuition at Mdm Fina's after school. Anyway, after dismissal from the hall, for a moment, I was a Santa Claus, distributing cards and roses to the 9 teachers. But I can't fins 2 of them, so I gave out only 7. After tuition at about 2 plus, I went home studied awhile with Carmen before I left the house to meet Hui Yi at Bedok platform then to Orchard to meet Matt, Qiu Mong and supposedly, Tian En, but he couldn't make it. Headed to ION Orchard's HK Cafe. It sure is an enormous place. Hui Yi and Mong got lost while looking for the toilet, for 15 minutes they were missing. So I spent the 15 minutes telling Matt about that guy whom I thought was slightly more normal than the ones who previously added me... Now, I don't know if he's normal. But well, didn't contact me already. You know I didn't even have time to rest in the afternoon, then there was this person, who slept earlier than me at 2am the night before, woke up later than me at 1130 and went to sleep again at 2 plus, woke up at 7pm. And slept again at 12 plus last night. -.- RAH. Anyway, Mei Lian came after work at about 9pm? We took photos and stuff. I really enjoyed myself. (: You know after we left the cafe, Matt went home, Mong, Hui Yi and I went to the 5* toilet to camwhore. =/ All the way until like 11pm and a little beyond that, we were in the toilet. Heh. Fun right. :p So I only got home at like 12 plus. Ok lah. Eh, tomorrow is my English Prelim Paper and Friday is Social Studies! And prelims continue after Sept holidays. Time is going to quickly!!! HELP!! blogged @ 9:59 AM