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Haha. Alright. Same thing, more photos to be uploaded soon! Stay tuned! :D

Saturday, March 28, 2009 Hmm. Had our Annual Speech Day today in school. Had to report at like 0815 in the AVA room to take our attendance. Speech Day was kinda boring. Sat at the Gallery and just looked at the prize winners. How come it seemed like a yesterday event? But anyway, it was this morning. My brain s not functioning very well at the moment. Anyway, so blah blah blah, the awardees' names went on and on and on. After Speech Day, went down for Fiesta. I think this year's Fiesta is a bit boring. They started at 10, ended at 1pm. And, the stuff were all sold out before 12pm. -.- But I think this year the students are pretty creative and hardworking as well. Well done for that. :D However, the items weren't able to last all the way until like 12 plus except for some. Everything was sold out. -.- But well, it's ok. Oh yes, there's a stall, I think is 3D's, they earned alot! I mean from what I see lah. Their class did games. What happen was, each person gets 5 chances to get the netball into the netball hook. You get in 3 times and above, you get to choose a teacher to pour a bucket of water on them. The teachers were mainly, Mr Chua, Miss Fa'izah, Mr Lee, Mr Aliff and Miss Nadiah(?). Mr Lee being the hot favourite, Mr Aliff being the second and Mr Chua being the third. Why do I say that 3D was earning alot? It's because for one time is $3! Of course, using coupons and if you don't coupons, you use cash. Imagine there are so many customers who went again and again just to pour water on their teachers. If people can't shoot, they ask the one who is good at shooting, and then they get to sabo their teachers. Sounds fun right? Yan Yi adn friends played a couple of times as well. Kept targetting on Mr Lee. There were classes which actually sold bubble tea, ice cream, kachang putih, ice sticks, games wth the use of sand [I wonder they "stole" the sand from.] and etc. Bubble tea and ice cream was a blast I guess. So popular. But of course, I think all the other stalls did well too. (: Looking at my juniors working so hard for the fiesta, I hope they will do the same for their studies, CCAs. Looking back in 2007, we had a fiesta during CNY. It was in the evening. I didn't get to play games. =/ But I did enjoy myself with my classmates. Too bad our items were very little. Didn't make much profit. But it's ok actually. (: I heard there was a haunted house again this year. Sounds nice? But I didn't get to go again. -.- Oh well... I wonder how scary it was. Hmph.... Miss Nurul! :DDD More photos will be uploaded in my photoblog soon. (: blogged @ 11:06 PM Sunday, March 22, 2009 Today marks the end of my GB days in Bedok North Secondary School, Girls' Brigade 73rd Coy. Today, is my last Enrolment Service as a GB girl. 5 years ago, I was a recruit. 5 years from then, I am a Staff Sergeant. I can't believe 5 years have passed. When I was up on the stage to get my SSG rank, people cheered and applaused. A sense of satisfaction. (: I wondered, when I came down from the stage, how do I look on the stage? Did a skit today. For the first time in my life I'm doing a skit in GB. People voted for me to be the officer, when I was having lessons. A bit weird though. But somehow, I enjoyed myself scolding Jessica on stage. HAHAHA. No lah. But I had fun. (: Not because I acted as an officer but because there was a sense of satisfaction. I'm thankful for my teacher-in-charge, Mrs Tan Chin Wern, who has done so much for us. She had seen me grow stronger. She has taught me many things. She helped me with Math whnever I needed help. She's always there to help us. She encouraged me when I was feeling really down, when I feel dejected. She knows me inside out. I disappoint her today, I wasn't doing my part as a role model to the girls. I was talking and playing with Yi Chun during service. I shouldn't be like that. I'm not like that. She told me. I felt really upset, that I had disppointed her. I told myself, I must do better, I must be an example. I will never repeat my mistakes again. She knows my passion for GB, to nurture the girls into good leaders. I'm thankful for my Captain, Mdm Jasmine Tan, who has gone a long way in making GB fun and enjoyable. Her sacrifices she had made to bring us this far. She might not have fantastic cadets but she have cadets who are responsible, disciplined, respectful, appreciative, like the girls mentioned above. I bet she has seen the improvement 73rd Coy has made so far. The time anf effort spent in GB, is more than the time she had spent with her family. We always complained about how she "waste" our funds, how she disapprove our ideas. But we never knew, she had been giving, caring, supporting us behind the scene. I have learnt to appreciate her, other officers, my teachers and my peers. I'm thankful for M'am Pei Jun, M'am Hwee Leng, M'am Li Sha and M'am Sai Hong who have seen me grown as well, when I first entered GB in Sec 1. We started small, but they never fail to support, encourage us, do their best in making us feel loved, cared for. They never failed to be there for me. I feel really happy that I have them as my officers. If I didn't promise Pei Ting to join GB, I won't be in GB and I won't get to know wonderful people like my seniors and my officers. They are people whom I really can talk to, freely. I'm thankful for Jessica, Phua G, Hui Ying, Phet and Bernice. They have been wonderful. The best juniors I've ever had in the past 4 years. I'm thankful for their 'mentor', Jing Han, that she is able to be a good role model to them and that have a very good relationship with them. I realy admire for that because, I don't think I have forged a very good relationship with the girls whom I was taking. Because we cannot achieve it, we are training the girls to be strong enough to achieve it on behalf of their seniors and the company. I'm thankful for my juniors. I'm the oldest in GB. Most of my juniors have changed. I feel disappointed and upset, I feel that I have not done enough. I feel that I haven't done my part well. But I am still thankful for the memories in GB. I'm sorry for not being a good senior. If not for GB, I don't thnk I would have even noticed you girls. I really hope that you girls will grow to love the uniform and that you will show respect to it. With all my heart, I wish you all the best. I'm thankful for Jing Han, who have been a fantastic friend. If not for NDP in 2007, we won't even be friends, like today. I really regretted not knowing her better from the start. But now, I'm more than happy to say that she's my good friend. We had gone through NDP`07 together, and that we became smarter when we wear our uniform, more disciplined. I really enjoy time spent with her. She have taught me many things. She have always been someone I could talk to. She has been a wonderful girl. The Sec2s and Phet is lucky to have her as their 'mentor'. Thank you, friend! Last but not least, I'm thankful for my seniors, Zhi Li and Kim Hong, who have came back to serve GB even after they have graduated 2 years ago. They come back every week to teach drills. They really have been wonderful seniors. They made an effort to plan a recruit camp but the proposal was sadly rejected even without seeing. They felt disappointed, but they never gave up. They still continued to come back to serve. They made an effort to figure out how to teach drills to the Sec1s, even made a drill booklet for them. They really are, fantastic seniors. People come and go. People dislike the CCA because of the new punishments, the uniform, the officers/teachers, certain girls. But there are people who have stayed on. I pray that it will stay like that. There are some whose spirit I really admire. They perservered to achieve their goals, to get promoted. They worked hard for it. They deserve the awards. 4 years came and went. I will still be back to serve GB after my graduation. I might not have achieved certain goals, but I'm contented. Let's take a look at some photos. Sec 1 -2005 BBQ @ Pasir Ris Park Sec 2 -2006 St Hildas Sec. Sch After leadership camp @ Yacht Club Chalet 531 18th Aug - 20th Aug 2006 Sec 3 - 2007 Suntec Convention Hall 401-403 Actual day, NDP`07 Before actual parade. 9th Aug 2007 Sec 4 - 2008 One bus stop near GB HQ. After Leadership Conference at GB HQ. 1st March 2008 Sec 5 - 2009 S'pore Expo Hall 3A Enrolment Service 220309 Yep, Ok, a very long post today. I end here already. Gotta sleep, school tmr. TTFN! :D blogged @ 8:43 PM Saturday, March 21, 2009 Just got to know of a very shocking news from Pauline. I regretted not knowing Amelia better. She's been suffering inside her for all this while.. I never knew how much she had gone through. What had she done in her past life that she's so badly tortured in this life? I don't understand life. Every body will have to go one day. But why her? She's not even 15. I feel really upset. After I heard the news, I went to Jing Han's place to collect Ko Hui's cap. On the way there, thoughts ran through my mind. So quickly that I don't even know what was going on. I asked myself if it was a dream. No, it is not. She's gone. She's gone forever.... Please rest in peace my dear girl. I'm sure God will make your way straight. What if one day.. I get knocked down by a vehicle and lose too much blood that I cannot survive? What if one day.. I get a terminal illness and dies? What if one day.. I laughed too hard and I die of lack of oxygen? What if one day.. I never wakes up again from my dream? What if one day.. I pass away suddenly and that I haven't yet accomplished anything? What if one day.. I get burnt in a fire and not only am I disfigured but also unable to survive? What if one day.. I die in a operation theatre? What if one day.. I drown in the deep deep sea? What if one day.. I fall from a tall tall building accidentally? What if one day.. I get kidnapped and got killed by kidnappers? What if one day.. I fainted and realised that I will never wake up again? What if one day.. I got stabbed and die instantly? I don't know. I really don't know. I don't know what will happen to me/my friends the next minute... I hate to admit it. Suddenly, I'm afraid of death... blogged @ 8:22 PM Thursday, March 19, 2009 Haven't been to ECP with primary school friends for a very long time. I went there with Teng and Melvin yesterday before meeting the rest for supper. Nelson rode his bike to ECP to look for us. I seriosuly enjoyed myself. I haven't had such fun for a long long time. Went home at 1.25am. And slept at 3 plus, woke up at 8.25am. =/ I don't know why. But I can't find anything to blog abut these days. I feel that whatever I write here, becomes a center of attention. I must have offended some people along the way. I did. I guess. It's my class. I wished I could just apologise and take back whatever I have said. Probably that girl will know what I'm talking about. I sincerely apologise. I didn't mean it. I really didn't. I know words that have been said cannot be taken back. *I wished I could though.* I bet the whole class hates me. PAMELA YEO. Sigh. I'm tired. blogged @ 11:41 PM Sunday, March 15, 2009 Heh. I just had a very good weekend. Since four years ago when I joined GB, it just meant waking up at the time I wake up for school every day. For the first few times I was actually able sleep till 9am. As well as today, I slept till 9am. I didn't leave the house today. And I only went for tuition yesterday. However, tuition lasted for 3 hours going to 4 yesterday. Very tiring but fulfilling. Next week is torture. This week is March holidays. Though it's holidays, I'm only going to have a few hours break to be exact. I have to go to school from Monday to Friday. Monday to Wednesday for remedials, Thursday and Friday for enrolment service rehearsal. Saturday, GB, Sunday, Enrolment service. Wednesday and Thursday still got tuition. It's okay. I just have to treat it as normal school days. Just that I am able to sleep a little more. Heh. I actually watched some shows this morning when i woke up. I remember watching those kinda shows every Sunday when I was younger. I cn wake up exactly at 8am to catch the shows from 8am all the way to 11am. But nowadays, I don't wake up so early already. 'Cos now they have some dumb cartoons which I really dislike. Especially the ones which is filled with fightings. OMG. Lucky there's still Doraemon eery weekend 9.30am. But I seldom get to watch it luh. I shall make it a point to watch them every week when I have the time to. Hehe. EHH. I feel like eating Subway now.... I have a little craving for that now. Hmm. But I'm not eating it. 1. I'm lazy to go all the way to Tampines [nearest Subway restaurant to Bedok?] 2. I'm not very hungry. Bleah. Ok lah. Oh yah. I updated my photo blog already. Do check it out ok. :D *loves* HAPPY 18TH BIRTHAY PEI TING! blogged @ 6:54 PM Saturday, March 14, 2009 Went to have dinner with Teng, Nelson, Eric and Melvin at 85 last night. Also to celebrate Teng's and Nelson's 17th birthday. But well, Ka Yan supposed to be there also. However, he happened to have something on so couldn't make it. Teng's birthday was on the 10th of March and Nelson's birthday is on the 2nd of April. So, we celebrated both together. :D Anyway, had good food. I guess? You know what? My brain was in Pentium 1 mode last night. They were talking about Chen Han Wei then I thought they were talking about Ka Yan. So I was thinking of some stuff they said about Chen Han Wei as Ka Yan. Oh my... Time to upgrade already. No, I should have upgraded long ago. Hahaha. I really enjoyed their presence. They said they wanna meet up next week during my Holidays. Crazy people. They wanna go play lan then eat dinner. For someone like me who don't play games, I told them that after they have finished their lan-ing, call me up for dinner at Botak Jones. Melvin was irritating Teng with his Botak Jones. -.- Oh yea, I bought a cake for them at a bakery opposite my school. I brought down the cake when Teng had finished her business. =/ It was meant to be a surprise. But, it didn't turn out very successful. Maybe Wei Teng and Nelson are too smart. Haha. Took many pictures. I will upload them soon. But they are already on my Facebook. As for photo blog, I haven't finished uploading the past photos. But I have already updated some of the photos. Do have a look. :D Ok lah, I guess, I will end here today. Gotta get ready for tuition at 12pm. TTFN! blogged @ 9:40 AM Wednesday, March 11, 2009 Whatever I say, whatever I do, will nver change someone's impression of me. I hate all these. But why am I doing it? Yes, he/she have a point. Because of my attitude problem, many of my close friends left me. At least that's what I think so. It's going to be mid-March already! Got back my progress card today. Don't know where on Earth is my Report Book. But well, for Term 1, my results are not good at all. Was quite affected but there's nothing can do. I can only work harder for next term. Just a slight miscalculation, I failed one test. Like what all my friends have said, "learn from your mistakes." I bet someone have more comments later on. There's 2 more tests tmr. I can do it. I guess? Ok lah. I dun have anything to blog about. I'm afraid of doing every thing and anything. I'm lost. blogged @ 5:48 PM Tuesday, March 10, 2009 HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY WEI TENG! blogged @ 12:04 AM Friday, March 6, 2009 Life is so fragile. You never know when you will pass on. You never know what will happen to you the next minute. You may be laughing happily yesterday just like a normal day but you might not be able to live to see another day. People walk in and out of life every minute. People come and go. They left and will never come back. Then, you realised you have lost them and when you wanna cherish them, they are no longer there. You regret. Cherish your loved ones now. Start now. Don't wait until they are have contracted a terminal disease then you realise, they have not much time left in this world. By then, no point crying spilled milk. You won't be able to turn the clock around to save him/her from all these illness. Pamela <3* blogged @ 11:03 PM Thursday, March 5, 2009 Ok, I know my blog is kinda dead. In the sense that not many people really come here. And I haven't updated my photo blog for quite some time. I'm uploading the overdue photos into my photo blog. Hopefully every thing turns out well. Anyway, so yah, I had my first lesson of Math tuition on Tuesday. I was so embarrassed. I didn't know the lesson had already finished an people were coming in for their A Math class. I was thinking in my heart that, "the lesson is going to end already, why are there still people coming in?" In the end, I realised the lesson had already ended. =/ I took my mock exam after class 'cos I'm lazy to go back one of these days in the week to do it. I was freaked out when I saw certain questions. I didn't even learn! I was wondering if the person gave me the wrong paper. I checked and it was E Math which is correct. I checked with Mdm Tao, my Math teacher, and she told me that those questions are already not in syllabus! In fact, it's supposed to be A math questions! OMG. I'm going to tell the teacher. It's not fair.... Arghh. I had my Chem test today. It was alright, I suppose. Next week I'm going to have 1 History SBQ test, 3 Math tests during MT periods, 1 Math test in class, 1 Vocabulary test. Then the following week I have to go back to school for remedials. Well, it's expected because we can't afford to be complacent. Though it's a school holiday, it doesn't mean that we can rest. Oh well, I'm sure this was life for O level students. Haha. I think my vocabulary test next week will be a tough one. Mdm Rogayah says that she will take out 50 words from the worksheet she gave this year and the whole worksheet on last year's list. OMG. Ok lah. I shall stop complaining already. I end here for today. Long time didn't type until so long already. Heh. blogged @ 10:08 PM Monday, March 2, 2009 OMG. I can't believe I'm going tuition tomorrow. It feels weird. Like people are already in the midst of certain topics. If I don't do well for my Math this year, I'm so going to disappoint my mum. I haven't gone back to church for a long long time. At least that's what I think. No sense of belonging lahhh. Sigh. Anyway. I'm having a headache now. So I'm ending here today. Good Day. blogged @ 10:17 PM Sunday, March 1, 2009 There's goes February. It's the beginning of March! I lost a kilo in Feb. Haha. Ok. That was random. Anyway. I'm still feeling poorly. [Heh. I just learnt a new word. :D] Hmm. Let's see. I've been feeling rather letharigc these days. But still surviving. Ok, it seems like people have comments on previous blog post. Like I said, I wasn't attracting attention. I was just saying how I feel. I hate it when people do not use their names. Why did your parents give you a name? Argh. Forget it. But what that person says, does make sense. However, it's not that I don't wanna change. I've been pondering over it for a long time already. Anyway, tuition today was great. Went to Sophia's house to study. But I had a headache. I'm still having a headache though. I'll stop here for today. blogged @ 8:59 PM