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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Why do I put the blame on others all the time? Why do I feel that all the time it's not my fault when something goes wrong? Why didn't I ask myself what was wrong? Why did things turn out to be the way it is now? Sometimes, I really feel upset that things which used to be mine, is no longer mine. What is belonging to me now? I have no idea. I seem to be lost.
I'm not being emo now. I am just reflecting. Reflecting on my own life. Where am I now? Why do things happen? I have learnt my mistakes. I have hurt my own friends. But there's no way I can take back the hurt I have caused in others' lives. Though I may have learnt my mistakes, I will never be forgiven. No matter how much I try to mend it, the scar is still there.
Who am I left with? Who is still in my life? I probably have chased away all the friends I used to have. I shouldn't be the one feeling upset because I was the one who had caused the hurt.
I know apologising doesn't cure. But I still wanna apologise to whoever I have hurt in the past or even in the present.
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Monday, February 23, 2009
I've to do this dumb thing because of Tan Puay See. -.-''
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog. B)Tag 8 people to do this quiz. Those that are tagged cannot refuse C)Continue this game by tagging 8 other people
1.What have you been doing recently ? `school >> home
2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off ? `Nope.
3. What happened at 10am today ? `having Social Studies lesson...
4. When did you last cry ? `last week?
5. Believe in fate/destiny ? `kind of. Like what Eric always say, "Destiny cannot be denied."
6. What do you want in your life now ? `Do well for O-levels. Period.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood? `None. I don't like carrying umbrellas. I love the rain. :D
8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed ? `Sleep. Duhh. [Don't think of otherwise.]
9. What bottoms are you wearing now ? `TPJC's shorts.
10. What's the nicest things in your inbox ? `Eh? I don't know. Haha.
11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ? `Eh. Nah. Simple and sweet?
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ? `Nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught ? `The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons.
14. What are you proud of ? `Hmm.. Some of my juniors. (:
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say ? `Mummy-"Your app on 230309 at Outram"
16.What was the last song you sang out loud ? `Eh. I don't remember. Heh.
17. Do you have any nicknames? `Yah. Definitely.
18. What does the newest text say ? ` Hui Jin- "Now lo mah kai or burger ?"
19. What time did you go to bed last night ? `Eh. 10plus?
20. Are you currently happy ? `Contented.
21. Who gives you the best advise? `Mum, teachers, brothers.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ? `Eew. No.
23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night ? `Nobody.
24. Is something bugging you now? `Just a little. But I don't think I should elaborate.
25. Who was the last person to make you laugh? `Alfi
8 people to be tagged: `Jing Han `Dennis `Ka Yan `Jaena `Iris `- `- `-
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Okok. I'm back again. Miss me? Hehe. Anyway. it's been a week since I last updated. Don't blame me for having Ka Yan's picture up there for so long. Heh. I don't have any interesting stuff to blog about these days. Monday to Friday, as usual, there were school. Saturday, GB meeting, lunch with Kim, Zhi Li, Jing Han and Xin Hui. Sunday, POA tuition, met Ka Yan to pass him his gift. I still owe my GB girls V'day cards. Haha. I promised I would give them last Saturday but I didn't have enough time to finish everything. Thus, I had to drag one more week.
I heard that this Saturday is our last parade. Then we step down already. So fast. OMG. I can't believe February is coming to an end in like 4-5 days time! Which means I have last than 7 months to study for my O levels. I have to seriously put in more effort in my Comb. Humanities and Comb. Science but of course, Math, English and other subjects. I have the best teachers how can I even disappoint them when so many says that they love Sec 5 students because we are hardworking?
Anyway, had gym session this morning during morning run. I brought along skippping rope with me to school and I asked if I could do skipping instead. Yey. And I did it. :D
Ok lah. I needa complete my assignments already. Have a great week ahead! *loves*
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Monday, February 16, 2009
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ONG KA YAN! :D
Oh my goodness. We are friends for.... 10 years?!!!! Last year it was 9 but this year is 10! 2-digits lehhh. It's okay, we will still be friends 10 years down the road, XXX years down the road!
You turn 17 just after I turned 16 last December. HOW CAN?! Never wait for me. But it's okay.
I thank God for a friend like you. You have left your footprints in my heart.
Yep, and I wanna wish you all the best in every thing you do. Let's work hard together to get fantastic results for our O levels at the end of the year.(:
And you! Any how scribble on my TYS. I'm so sad. ): But it's over. My TYS is still with you. I'm gonna get new one. Time for you to get new one too! :D
And yah, I will get your birthday present soon. (: Ok lah. May you have a great year ahead. :D Enjoy your Birthday! :DDDD
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY KAREN CHIN!
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Sunday, February 15, 2009

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! :DDD
Hey. It was Valentine's day yesterday. How did you all spend your V day? With your loved ones, friends, or even alone? Well, I spent the first half of the day with my lovely GB girls, 3 hrs on sleeping and 4 hrs with Jerlisa. Haha. She came over to my place and chat.
Perhaps some people fall in love on this day, get married on this day. It made it a memorable day for them. To me, every day can be Valentine's day. And well, it's just another day. Many people look forward to Valentine's Day. People celebrate, people feel lonely, people cry and etc.
Anyway, yea, people exchange gifts on this day. I don't understand why chocolates,. why flowers, why sweets, why cards? Nothing special leh.
We got roses from M'am Pei Jun yesterday. And it broke. ): Argh. but it's ok. I used scotch tape to paste it back and put it into water when I got home. Now it blossomed. But somehow it looks as if the petals will fall off any time. =/
Lunch-ed with Jing Han, Kim and Zhi Li. Bus-ed home with Zhi Li and Jing Han. On the bus, there's a guy who was speaking to himself? And he was like "shouting". And he was singing "I'm a barbie girl in a barbie world...." according the them. I didn't hear but I understood why they were laughing until tears came out. Haha.
So, what is love?
Well. It depends on how you define it.
Take a look at this, The love movie
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY M'AM HWEE LENG!
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Friday, February 13, 2009

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY WAN JING!
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
Argh. My parents and my eldest brother is in Thailand now.. I think? They are not at home, which means my second brother and I should be at home. But my second brother went to his friend's house and I'm the only one left in the house. Have to wake up on my own tmr for school. I've rested for 3 hours in front of the comp already. OH MYY.
My blog seem to be so dead. No new tags. Bleah. Oh yes, I will be uploading photos to my photo blog soon. Haven't updated for quite some time. I wanted to go Tampines to get some stuff just now but I ended up playing games on Facebook. -.-
Anyway, had our class photo taken on Monday. And tomorrow I will be having another photo taking for CCA. It's my last CCA as well as class photos in Bedok North Sec!! I feel so sad. I haven't got to take pictures with some of my dearest friends for a long a long time... Sigh.
Oh and thank God we didn't have any remedials today. Though I wished we had. =/
My cough is getting better? I hope? 2 weeks!! It's okay. Now I fall sick better than exam period fall sick right. Haha. Alright for now. I needa bath and start doing my homework. I'm finished. I don't think I will be updating my blog too often. Nothing much to update about. Don't let me be the only one updating my blog when all my friends are busy doing their revision. OOPS. Ok lah. I end here for now. TATA! :D
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY M'AM PEI JUN! :D
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Sunday, February 8, 2009
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHUAN YA! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY PEE YU!
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Went for Leadership Conference yesterday with Yi Chun and Xin Hui. It was held at Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School. Ms Ho sent us there in her car. I was still coughing like mad. Still remember going for the same conference with Jing Han last year. Just that there was Campfire last year at HQ but not this year. So it ended quite early at around 5pm?
Saw many of my NDP`07 friends. I was pretty excited. Heh. Anyway. yah, it was good. But the conference's content was more or less the same. I realise the only sir in GB HQ was quite thin before he join GB. Now his face is so round! I didn't know until I saw his photo in the file given to us. =/ Not important.
Went Puay See's house to bai nian last Tuesday. Took many pictures in her grandma's room. A bit crazy lah. I will upload the pictures tonigh or later when come back from tuition. But there are photos on my Facebook already. Can go can see. ((:
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
Heh. I'm back again. Haven't updated for 4 days. =/ It seemed so long though. Anyway. Had been a little busy the past week. Had lessons all the way to 4.30pm. And I've been ill for almost a week now. Coughing very badly. I don't know is it because of my cough which made me really restless during lessons. I kept dozing off. And I hate it. I had been able to concentrate in class for the past few weeks. But not after I fell ill. RAHH.
I guess I just have to recover quickly. ((: JYJY! :DDD
Hmm. Lets see. This week was really busy and tiring. I've succeeded in stopping myself from eating too many pineapple tarts! Thank God. But I've been controlling my temptation for CNY goodies. After all the only goody I like is pineapple tarts. Hah. Got improvement! *claps*
Ok, enough of randomness. I will become 120% or below by next Febuary! JIA YOU! I know i can do it! :DDDD
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