Tuesday, January 27, 2009 Hmm. I shall make this short. I still have work to be handed in tomorrow. It's CNY day2. I had alot of fun, joy and laughter. :D Anyway, went to pai nian today. Headed off to my my mother side's gathering which was held at my 1st Uncle's place after going my paternal 1st Uncle's place, and some extended relatives' places. I took many pictures today as well. I will try to upload them on my Photo Blog ASAP. If not, just look at them on my Facebook. ((: There's school tmr! Argh. It's okay. I will enjoy. (: Alright. Gtg now. BYE. blogged @ 10:38 PM Monday, January 26, 2009 Yey. It's CNY day 1. Went to my uncle's place early in the morning. And as usual, we were the first family to reach. Had breakfast and slacked for awhile while waiting for the rest to arrive. I was pretty happy today. Took alot of pictures. You probably have to go my Facebook to see the photos at the moment. I'm uploading the photos into my Wordpress. So must be patient. Anyway. I didn't really look forward to it. CNY is getting more sian as the years fly past. People are changing. They don't even care about the bond in the family already. RAH. Tmr will be another long day. I still have homework to do!! Okok, I better get to work. I have to hand them in on Wednesday. If I don't, Mdm Aishah will call my mum. -.- Okay. I shall end here tonight. Update tmr. :D blogged @ 11:43 PM Sunday, January 25, 2009 Met Jing Han yesterday for a shopping spree. Went Plaza Singapura to watch The Wedding Game. Her mood became better after the movie. We headed off to Wisma Atria to shop. Went straight to Forever 21. Shopped for clutches and shoes and Jing Han's clothes. I'm so not in the mood to post now. =/ Anyway, went Far East to look for our stuff. Walked round and round. I was beginning to feel headache. Even felt like vomitting. But I drank some tap water and felt better after that. Took a cab home with Jing Han from Wisma Atria. I was drinking my Iced White Chocolate Mocha from Starbucks and was half way through the journey, I can't tahan already. I asked the uncle if I can open the window. But I didn't know that by opening the window, I felt like vomitting even more. I ended up vomitting in the cab. Knowing that I'm gonna vomit, I moved back so that I was gonna vomit on my bag instead of the cab. The uncle must be swearing and cursing under his breath last night. I'm sorry uncle, for dirtying your back seat. And I'm sorry Jing Han, for letting you smell something so stinky and see an ugly sight of me. Arghh. I scrubbed my clothes like mad last night. Thank God I'm able to scrub off the vomit stains. Eew. Didn't take any pictures in the end. Saded. But it's ok. There are many chances. (: Okay. I finished my update about yesterday. Yah, I'm ending it here now. I know it's abit dry but no mood to blog now lah. :X blogged @ 9:59 AM Friday, January 23, 2009 Right. Had CNY celebration in school today. Sad thing was, they didn't sing many CNY songs!! What is CNY celebration without CNY songs?!!!! I don't really get to sing CNY songs ok. Now CNY celebration also don't let me sing... ): But I still enjoyed myself lah. Didn't really take pictures except for the teachers ones. =/ I realise my windows media player have some problems. If I open, my comp will auto restart.. Sad right. But it's ok. I'm charging my camera battery now. My first picture will be take tmr with Jing Han. (: Eh. My eldest bro seem to be more excited than me lah. Hurr. Anyway. CNY is round the corner. I guess every one has already got your CNY clothes and have done your spring cleaning. If you have not done so, you are only left with one day! Heh. Yey. I'm going out with Jing Han for shopping tmr! *excited* Oh my gosh. I'm falling asleep in front of the comp again. Alright. I should end here for the moment. Maybe I should lie down for awhile and stuff. Aliright. Pictures will be uplaoded soon! blogged @ 10:00 PM Thursday, January 22, 2009 Pam is extremely happy today! She finally got her new camera. Please don't let her mummy know ok! Hehe. Anyway, thank you, Jing Han, for your day! :D And thanks for accompanying me to get my camera. (: I really enjoyed myself. Went to watch Inkheart after that. Missed abut of the movie but it was quite a good movie. Hey. But I used my own money to buy the camera. Using my EAGLES and my scholarship money to buy it. Heh. Yey. I'm going out with Jing Han on Saturday again! :DDD *happy* Ok lah. I'm random. But I'm really happy. :D Thank you s*t*ng! Hehe. :DDD blogged @ 11:14 PM Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Alright. Sorry for the late post. Hmm. Lets see. On Monday, I met Puay See and Feline at Tampines to collect my new spectacles. Then met Ann Chee. Had her belated birthday celebration at my house downstairs. We took quite a few pictures. Went Puay See's house to slack and take money. Then went to 85 market for dinner with Puay See and Feline. Had porridge! :D Waited for 69 with Feline at the bus stop. While waiting, we began playing our primary school usual played games such as Oh pillar, catch a pillar, lazy boy sexy girl, go to school, play a fool, Mr. Fool..... 205, Vampire and some weird games. It all didn't make sense. But we just enjoyed playing when we were younger. This shows how fast the time is flying. On Tuesday, school as usual, had Chemistry Practical Remedial after school. All the way until 3 plus. Went to look for Jing Han at 125. Went home changed, rested for while and went to meet Jing Han for dinner at 85 again. =/ But I enjoyed Jing Han's presence. :D Went home at 8 plus? Had Chem practical again today. And I had fun. :D I shall post photos later. :D blogged @ 2:53 PM Sunday, January 18, 2009 Everything is changing. Everybody is changing. Certain things cannot be changed. Like a broken friendship. When it's broken, no matter how you try to mend it there's still holes and stitches. Just like the nails on a wooden plank. You can remove the nails but you can never remove the scars and the holes. I have left a deep scar in some of my friends' heart and I truly regetted it. Sometimes, I wished I could turn back the clock so I can mend my mistakes. At least I don't have to hurt those really trusted me and were really dear to me. I can't change history. I can only change my future. Just when 2008 was going to end, church sang Auld Lang Syne and I cried. Because it's the end of another chapter in my life. Even on the last day of 2008, and the first day of 2009, I was troubled. However, it's all over. I accepted certain things already. Sometimes the phrase Forgive and forget doesn't make sense because you might be able to forgive the person but you'll never be able to forget him/her for the hurt he/she had left in you unless the person loses his/her memories. If not, it will be etched deeply in the mind. blogged @ 2:05 PM Friday, January 16, 2009 It's Friday again! It's the end of week 2 yet we have not got our Handbook. RAH. I cannot wait to get my Handbook. I love to draw and record birthdays in my book and make it really colourful. I wonder when we will get it. Anyway, it's openhouse tomorrow. Again. I can't predict what will happen tomorrow. I don't know if I should look forward also. =/ Oh, went for the English workshop this evening. It was good. I'm feeling rather tired now.. I am going to retire to bed. Good night! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ANN CHEE! blogged @ 10:34 PM Thursday, January 15, 2009 I seemed to have changed... As time goes by, I see many things coming along. People coming into your life and leaving the the next minute. How many will actually leave their footprints behind and assure you that they will be coming back whenever you need them? Not many I guess. So far, school have been alright. Minus the part when I "sweat from my eyes". It's okay, it's part and parcel of life. This period I'm going through, eveyone older than me or of the same age have already gone through it. It's just that mine was the longer route and I'm going to face it myself just like everyone did. Some upcoming events, Xiao Ping's Birthday to end in a few minutes. Ann Chee's Birthday later in a few minutes time My first English night class tmr. Saturday - CCA Open house 2009 Sunday - morning POA tuition, evening Math tuition. Next week Thursday - S.S test Friday- CNY Celebrations in school Saturday- CNY Eve Eve Sunday- CNY Eve Monday- CNY Day 1 Tuesday- CNY Day 2 Wednesday- Back to school Saturday- GB CNY home visitation Wow. How fast is that? I don't know. I bet it's going to come fast and end fast. Anyway, I'm ending here for today. BYE. blogged @ 11:57 PM Tuesday, January 13, 2009 Alright. Yesterday was the release of O level results. There are happy ones, there are crying ones. Oh well, I got back my Math results. It was not good. But, now, I know that I have such poor results. So, I must work even harder right? Mdm Aishah had been emphasizing us that the choices we make today will have consequences ever since Adam Khoo's workshop. It's true. It's either you work hard now and get good results or play hard now and get shitty results at the end of the day. You might be very smart. But if you are arrogant, you won't go anywhere. Just like some NA students who did not take their N levels, they thought that they already know it all. But at the end of the day, they didn't get fantastic results. Then they realised that they should have worked harder and not be complacent because they bypassed N levels. Anyway, I didn't do well for my PSLE doesn't mean I will not do well for my O levels right. After all, I believe that the past does not equals to the future. Oh my. I'm so Adam Khoo now. =/ I look forward to my future. That's why my URL is the future and I. (: It's so random but well, at least I don't keep dwelling into the past. I've loved and lost. But there's nothing to lose also. It is because I gain a new experience and I become stronger. I have to learn to be strong. I have to learn from my mistakes. I have to learn to move on. I can't live my life just in the same spot right? It will be so meaningless. Hmm. Anyway, had Drill practice today. Many didn't turn up. I'm so disappointed. I rushed out of my practical for the practice but to realise there's only so little people. Sigh. BUT. I'm really proud of my Sec 2s, Phet and Jovy. At least they came down. (: Alright. It's time for me to get serious. I shall end here today. Bye. :D blogged @ 10:12 PM Monday, January 12, 2009 Oh myyy. I'm ill. RAHH. Supposed to have tuition this morning but Miss Tan was ill so had to cancel today's lesson. I met Sophia to go shopping for CNY clothes. BUT! I wasn't really in shopping mood neither was Sophia. We ended up going Popular to get stationaries and stuff. -.- Tomorrow is school again. I wonder what we are gonna do tomorrow. I better start typing proper English now before it is too late. Tomorrow will be the day the O level results will be released. I'm feeling afraid. I'm feeling afraid for my friends who will be getting their results. But on the other hand, I will be praying for them, that they get good results. I'm also afraid of my Mathematics results. I still remember failing my Prelim Mathematics last year and I was so upset that I didn't even had the appetite to eat when the food was just in front of me. I was literally playing with my food. =/ I ate it in the end. It was the first time I really feel no appetite to eat. I don't know why though. Any way, all the best to those getting their results. I may not be with you physically, but I will be there mentally. ((: Alright. I shall end here. I needa sleep already! :D blogged @ 12:04 AM Sunday, January 11, 2009 Turn Back Time -AQUA Give me time to reason, give me time to think it through Passing through the season, where I cheated you I will always have a cross to wear, but the bolt reminds me I was there So give me strength, to face this test tonight If only I could turn back time If only I had said what I still hide If only I could turn back time I would stay for the night. For the night... Claim your right to science Claim your right to see the truth Though my pangs of conscience, Will drill a hole in you I seen it coming like a thief in the night, I seen it coming from the flash of your light So give me strength, to face this test tonight If only I could turn back time If only I had said what I still hide If only I could turn back time.. I would stay for the night The bolt reminds me I was there the bolt reminds me I was there If only I could turn back time If only I had said what I still hide If only I could turn back time I would stay for the night [repeat chorus until fades out] blogged @ 9:30 AM Saturday, January 10, 2009 Heh. It's finally here! Back in that room... Awww. Anyway, it's GB's first parade today. It is also the first parade Jing Han is coming back as an Alumni. Wahh. Now, I'm the oldest in 73rd. No more crap with sotong. But thank God she will still come back to help. :D Hmm. Parade today was fun. I enjoyed it. I haven't been enjoying during parade for quite some time. And I missed out so much in Sec 3 and in Sec 4. Now, I have to miss out another year. Sec 3 was NDP, Sec 4 was N-levels now, Sec 5 is O levels. But it's okay, at least I didn't spend this 4 years in GB in vain. And I continue to grow in GB. Though this is my last year in BNSS as a student, a senior, I'm sure to be back for more adventures in the years to come. :D Heh. Anyway, I went TP Openhouse with Dylan yesterday after school. It was quite a good eperience. Saw alot of people I know. RAH. TP seemed so windy at all times. I went again with Jing Han this afternoon. I managed to know more about the courses. I have decided on which course to go for. But anyway, it depends on my result next January.That's my goal. :D Went cycling with Feline last evening. Had Subway for dinner. Thank you Feline, for polishing my boots for me! :D Slept at 1.45am this morning and woke up at 6.15am. =/ Alright, I've been falling asleep since. I'm stopping here today! :DD blogged @ 7:38 PM Wednesday, January 7, 2009 So fast 3 days passed already. And Adam Khoo's workshop had came to the end. Just like this. I had enjoyed myself. Alot. I laughed and laughed and laughed, people just turned and look at me. But I'm like that, I just kept laughing my head off when they talk about sth funny. Well, though the workshop is over, our journey had just began. Time to start training for the fierce battle at the end of the year already. Eh alright I'm really really lethargic. Stop here. Good night. Have a good rest! *loves* blogged @ 11:23 PM Monday, January 5, 2009 It was a great day today. Went to school for Adam Khoo's Workshop. I was almost late so I took a cab down to school. Wahlao. $7.85 leh! But nvm lah. It was my fault for leaving the house late though. Rahh. Anyway. It's for the whole day. i didn't get to eat during recess nor lunch. And I waited soo long for dinner. And what was dinner? One hotdog and rice. -.-'' Hungry man is angry man lor! But it's ok. I can take it as my diet. Hahaha. Anyway, today was the first day of the workshop and it turned out quite well in the beginning. then we got transferred back to our classes. I was so angry!! But it's okay. I have to mix with them also... I hope there's food for me tmr. Haha. But it was fun. I enjoyed it. :D Very motivating. I shall be extremely motivated at the end of these 3 days at the workshop. :D HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ZHI LI! blogged @ 11:40 PM Sunday, January 4, 2009 YEY! I'm blessed with another 300 bucks from MOE. :D Went Kaki Bukit CC for Edusave Scholarship and Bursary Merit Awards Presentation Ceremony. Waited like super duper long for the GOH. But nvm, at least I still got my cheque. I'm so going to get my camera!!! :D Anyway, went home and rested for awhile. Met M'am Pei Jun at Bedok, then went to Yi Chun's house downstairs to discuss about our CCA openhouse stuff. At least we managed to have some ideas. Heh. Jing Han came down from her swimming lessons after that. Went down to Tampines and shop with Jing Han for awhile. I'm so happy to have them in my life. Thank God I still have them. (: So many things happened in 2008. Things which I wished never happened. I hate myself then. When church sang Auld Lang Syne during the last service of the year, I cried. I knew I can't turn back time. I knew that there's no way I can take back my words. I missed those times with friends I've lost. I really do. I lost many friends. I used to have great friendships. But I destroyed it in my own hands. I'm unforgivable. I hate the way I used to treat others. I'm still reproaching myself. People will have better friendships without me in their lives. I haven't been a good friend. Nobody care about my presence anymore. blogged @ 10:58 PM Alright. Met up with Iris to go Vivo City. We were talking about many many stuff. She was damn angry when she heard that her friend got a job from the agency which she had recommended her friend to. I really really had a great time with Iris. She never fails to brighten up my day. (: Went Subway for late lunch. It was very filling. After that we went window shopping and took pictures. I'm happy. (: Met Feline after that. She wanted to go Giant to get her shorts but she didn't realise Puay See and I had already gotten her a pair the other day. Heh. She was shocked when I gave it to her. Went for dinner at LJS. I ate a little but cost me a bomb. -.- Walked home from Tampines Mall. I went to post a letter, then we sat at that void deck. Chatting, listening to songs and also enjoying the night breeze there. Very fun. I just came home about 40 min ago. Yep. Okay, I know this bores you but I'm not in fantastic mood now. I will expain it soon. Good night and Bye. blogged @ 12:17 AM Friday, January 2, 2009 New year, new level, new class, new classmates, new teachers, new challenge, new beginning. Everything, except my friends and my school, have changed. This year will be a very challenging year. I have decided to stay in the Sec 4Express class I was tranferred to. You can say that I have no choice. One thing that made me stay on is because of the great teachers who came into the class this morning. I really thank God for the great teachers given to us. Teachers like Mdm Rogayah, Mdm Tao, Mdm Aishah. I might not be able to be with my friends, I guess it's time for me to be alone and independent. Well, it's a new beginning. I believe God has a plan for me. Since He wants me to stay, I will. And I will work hard to achieve good results. :D Thanks, I'm fine now. Shan't brood over it anymore. I shall take it as a challenge. Alright. I'm off to upload pictures. :D HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER! blogged @ 7:24 PM Thursday, January 1, 2009 I'm very troubled. Tmr is school reopen again. This time, school reopen is different. I don't know how to explain. But all I know is that, I will miss some of my classmates. I don't think we will be able to be classmates again. I was transferred to a new class. A new environment. I don't think I have a say in what class I would like to go. I wanna stay as Sec 5N and my class to be 5 sth. Not 4B. I don't wanna go to a Sec 4 Express class. God, please... I really don't wanna go to a Sec 4 Express class though it will benefit me somehow, I'm afraid of new people. I'm serious. Though I might seem so happy-go-lucky and ever sociable, I don't wanna meet new people, younger than me, having to share class with them. I don't know why, I'm just upset about the arrangement. I really have to make this decision to look for my vice principal. It's either I look for her, I might be transferred back to 5B or, I don't look for, I stay in 4B until I graduate. It's not that difficult right? I know you have a plan for me. Please help me with my decision making, lord. No matter which class I'm to be in, let that be your will. I will obey and stick to the plan. blogged @ 10:47 PM It's 2009! :DD HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D Heh. Went for countdown last night with Eric, Feline, Puay See, Puay See's boyfriend and Eric's two other friends. I seriously think that the countdown was unsuccessful. We went East Coast thinking that there won't be so many people. Who knows there were actually so many people. People with tents, people BBQ-ing on the sand, people playing with light sticks and fire sparkles. Well, it's New Year's Eve after all. Haha. Anyway, went White Sands for dinner with Feline, Puay See and her bf, Wei Xiang while waiting for Eric. But before we went for dinner, I went Sports Link to get something. Wanted to play Hide-and-Seek with Puay See and Wei Xiang but haiyah. They still found us. RAHH. Bleah. We went ECP at about 10pm? Reached at abut 10.40pm? It wasn't successful because most of us don't know the actual timing of New Year. -.- But it was fun. Giving one another friendship hugs. NICE. Took bus 16 back to Bedok Interchange then walked home with Eric, Puay See and Feline. Sat at the bus stop and took pictures again. Heh. Went home with Puay See. Chatted at her void deck until 2.30 this morning. I slept at about 4.35am. I can't believe I'll be meeting Puay See again later. Well, every New Year's Day is our date. That was what she said. =/ Anyway, I was telling Eric and Feline my resolutions and wishes for the year. Most of us want good results and also to study hard in the next level. Other things can wait. (: So yah, that was how my New Year's Eve ended. blogged @ 10:21 AM