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Friday, October 31, 2008

Ciaossu. :D I'm back. (: Heh. Anyway. I'm done with my exams already. I shall play until the day I get my results and start chiong-ing for next year. And at the same time, start exercising during the holidays. Slacked too much already.

Heh. I'm a little addicted to that anime. Many of my friends are like watching it nowadays. So cutee!! You know, many people don't believe I would actually watch an anime. True, I don't watch animes but this is exceptional. Haha. Shi Hui recommended me to watch it so I just watch lor. After all, I have nothing much to do on the net as well.

I'm also waiting for my Hot Shot Epsiode 15 to be out on the net as well. Haha! It started when Pauline kept telling me about the show so I was curious then I started watching it. :D

While the rest of the Sec 4s in Singapore are still having their exams, I shall go and have my breakfast and start watching my anime. Heh. Jia You people! :D

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SURYANI!
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JEREMY CHUA!

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Had our annual BBQ last night. It was successful. :D It marked the last parade of 2008. I had lotsa fun. I'm so happy to see everyone enjoying the games, the food and the time together.

I spent the whole morning preparing the food for BBQ. And of course without the help of my team: Valerie, Phua G, Jessica, Hui Ying, Phet, we won't be able to finish everything on time. And of course, the rest won't have such wonderful food. Haha. Many thanks to them. And my mum! She cooked the fried rice. Everyone said it was nice. :DDD Phua G's luncheon meat was wonderfully cut.((:

Some unhappy stuff happened. But it was over shortly. ((: Stupid taxi driver. Instead of Pasir Ris carpark A, he brought us to Carpark D. And insisting that he was correct and the other was wrong. Oh whatever. At least he realised his mistake and give us 3 bucks discount which I think it was still very steep - $11.

Reached the pit, left everything there and I was too pissed off to get my phone back from Phua G. I went to meet M'am Hwee Leng at E!Hub to get some stuff. I didn't have my phone with me so I wasn't able to call anybody. Thank God I saw Moses. I asked for his phone and called my own phone hoping that somebody will pick up. But sadly, nobody picked up. I called many many times and I got panick. I went to get the stuff myself. I walked all the way back to the Pit. And I was stupid enough for not knowing that there's a shortcut. I went to walk the long long way. -.-

But after that I was ok already. I almost cried. =/ But anyway. I still enjoyd myself. :D

And I swear I'm gonna get my camera back from my friend. I don't really like my bro's camera. so many pictures are blur lah.

Anyway, after the BBQ, cleared up and went home. Phua G's dad sent Jing Han, Jessica and I home. Thank you Phua G! *loves* I realised everytime after BBQ, there's always somebody sending me home. Heh.



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Saturday, October 25, 2008

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY LEE MEI!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LING LI!

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Friday, October 24, 2008

I can't believe I actually vomitted two days ago. =/ Felt awful. Anyway. My bro injured his finger last night. He woke me up from my dreamland to tell me about his injured finger. This morning he showed me agian. I thought it was a dream. =/ I guess it was because I wasn't even awake. I was just semi awake. =/

Had Math paper 1 today. Bad. I don't knpw if I've regretted taking O-level Mathematics. Like nothing seem really right for me lah. Fail fail fail. I feel so demoralise. Shit. Why?!!! Maybe I haven't been working hard enough... Maybe I get exam-blues... Argh.

Nvm. I'm left with one paper. Worse come to worst, I will retake it next year. [Hopefully I get into Sec5..] I'm not gonna give up so easily right. I'm Pamela ok. I don't give up so easily. :D

Tmr's BBQ with my love -GB 73rd! :D Met my lovely juniors today for groceries shopping at Giant. Fun lah. I so enjoy their presence. When out with these Sec1s, I feel like a big sister having to take care of 3 younger sisters. Like taking care of my daughters. So cutee. Haha.

They will come over to my place tmr to prepare all the necessary stuff. Then set off to the BBQ. I'm so looking forward to it. :D I'm going to take lotsa photos and flood my photoblog. I haven't update it for some time now. I think.


HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY XIN HUI!


HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SAN SAN! :D

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I have done too many wrong things in my life. I haven't done anything big in my life. I wonder what have I been doing for the past 16 years.

I would like to apologise to many many people.. I think I've done you wrong. I think I've done wrong. In fact, I am in the wrong.

I would like to apologise to people I've been giving cold shoulder to. I've unintentionally removed you from my life. Maybe just for that little while. I guess, every one deserves a second chance. Even people who were ex-convicts deserve a second chance. Why not friends who have tried to do their best in pleasing their friends, being there for them?

After all, their intention is good. They might have done nothing wrong but I felt so funny. They could have done something that I really dislike. But, maybe that's how they express themselves. I've been doing some reflections on my life. How am I treating others? I always complain about how others treat me but I didn't really thought about how I am treating others, people who care for me, who love me.

I'm sorry. I really am. Please forgive me.

If you want to be listened, you should put in time listening.
-Marge Peircy

The only service a friend can really render is to keep up your courage by holding up to you a mirror in which you can see a noble image of yourself.
-George Bernard Shaw

One who knows how to show and to accept kindness will be a friend better possession.
-Sophocles

Today a man discovered gold and fame,
Another flew the stormy seas;
Another set an unarmed world aflame,
One found the germ of a disease.
But what high fates my path attend:
For I-today-I found a friend.

-Helen Barker Parker


HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HAZEL!

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Monday, October 20, 2008

Fantastic. Less than half the class turned up for school today. AGAIN. =/ After all, those who turn up for school get to learn about things which will be taught next year. And I guess, smaller group of students are definitely easier to teach.

I have been busy with my Math these days. I'll be having my Paper 1 this Friday and Paper 2 next week. That's really fast!

I wonder why I've been so 'anti-social' these days. I realised I have nothing more to talk about to certain people in my life. I realised I've been more and more... I don't know. I just feel that I've been rather mean. Argh. I must stop everything before it worsen. Please please correct me when I'm wrong!!

Alright. I will update again. Oh yes, I scooter-ed with Wan Jing again! Haha. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN GUANG!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ROSHINEE! :D

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Sunday, October 19, 2008



HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HUI YING! :D

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY PHET!

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR/SIR SHAWN KOH! :DDD

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Friday, October 17, 2008


HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JIA EN!

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

That's right. 13 on Monday, 9 on Tuesday, 5 on Wednesday. It's only the first week! How interesting. HAHA. =/

So my classmates were talking about tmr in class today. We were discussing how many people will turn up for school tmr. So, they came up with a conclusion that since we had 13, 9, 5 then minus 4 = 1. And the 1 student will be me. HAHA. But of course I didn't agree to it. I said that there will be 3 tmr. I won't wanna be left alone in class and staying in school for 6 hours doing nothing.

You know what. I told my mum I wanna buy a bike. And I promised her that if she buys me a bike, i will go ride it everyday. :DD I just love cycling. :D

Ok, I shall end here today. :D Byee.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Even more people came to school for class today. Make a guess? 9! I can't believe it lah. I was just saying that now, we don't record absentees on the whiteboard anymore. We shall just record the names of the people who are in school. How interesting. Anyway. Had lessons today. I mean. Finally we are having lessons. I won't want to rot in school. Thank God the teachers started teaching abit. As usual, I fell alseep duirng English lesson. Ouch..

Went home, got changed and went to meet my beloved officer. She's still as beautiful. :D Anyway, she's really busy preparing for her wedding in November. So happy for her. :D Gonna get sth really special for her. :D

Alright. It's late. Got to sleep. Good night.


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Monday, October 13, 2008

I can't believe I had over 4 periods of lessons free today. And only 13 people turned up for class today. Alot of people right? Haha. Math papers are next week!! I thought there was still tim last week but I realised that there's not enough time for me already!

Have been playing so much these days. Can't afford to slack anymore. Still, action speaks louder than words. Thus, I must do well by working harder. JY JY!

My bro bought his PSP already. Wah. Everyone around me owns a PSP. Every ten people, I bet there's 8 who owns a PSP. My hands are getting itchy now. =/ But nah. I won;t spend this kinda money. I'm not a gaming kinda person. (: Alright. Out for now. BYE BYE.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HUI QI!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY VANESSA GOH!

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

Heh. Went ECP with Sophia, Xin Hui and Qian Hui today. It was fun. Nothing much actually. Let the pictures describe the trip. After all, I'm lazy to blog. =/

There's school tmr, which means I can't sleep very late tonight. I have been sleeping at 1, 2 am these few days. Maybe I'm having panda eyes already. But I'm not sure. Haha.

Photo Blog


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Saturday, October 11, 2008

I didn't know Hot Shot was nice until people told me that. I started watching Hot Shot about a few days ago. And I think it's nice. (: Too bad. It stops at episode 11. I shall wait for episode 12 and so on to be released on the Internet. ((:

It's the 11th October today. In 13 days I'm taking my O level Math Paper 1 and on the 30th, my Maths Paper 2. I guess I have said this for umpteen times. Time flies! I can't express how fast time is flying. So many bitter, sweet and sour feelings. So many thick and thin.

I don't wanna go back there again. I really dread going that place. But why can't I be brave enough to let them know? Well, I really don't know.

My brother is soooo tempted in buying a PSP. He got his friend to lend him his PSP for a night and, he ended up being 'addicted' to it. And he tries to multi-task, computer and PSP at the same time. I guess only Shi Hui's brother can do that. Haha.

My blog is a bit dead. What am I doing? My blog is feeling left out! =/ I find using the computer, blogging, going on MSN is so boring. I would rather watch movies on the net which will help me to waste time sitting in front of the computer stoning. =/

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Went out with Shi Hui and company to Bugis. Supposed to go Sim Lim Square to get Zai Xuan's PSP fixed but he said his dad had already sent it for servicing yesterday. So we went shopping. Actually we didn't really shop. I don't know what we were doing as well. =/

We went to Bugis Junction's BHG to shop for awhile. An arcade for children caught our eyes. Thus, we went in and played. It was really tiring. 'Cos the equipments were designed for children then it made it really difficult to play as the equipments are all for a certain height! But we all had a great time playing with them.

Walked and walked and walked. I think we walked finish the whole of Singapore. No lah just kidding. :D


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Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. It's not in order.

[1] Eric
[2] Shi Hui
[3] Sophia
[4] Wan Jing
[5] Pauline
[6] Zai Xuan
[7] Jing Han
[8] Jaena
[9] Yan Yi
[10] San San
[11] Yi Xin
[12] Si Hui
[13] Charlotte
[14] Qi Rui
[15] Ka Yan
[16] Dennis
[17] Wilson
[18] Paul
[19] Kah Ming
[20] Edwin

How did you meet 14?
* Qi rui
> Schoolmates.

What would you do if you never met 1?
* Eric
> Life will be sooo meaningless.

What if 9 & 20 dated?
* Yan Yi, Edwin
> I can't imagine.....

Will 6 & 17 date?
* Zai Xuan, Wilson
> SHi Hui will be very upset knowing her laogong is gay..

Describe 3.
* Sophia
> Hardworking, independent, good listerner.

Describe 7.
* Jing Han
> Good listerner, determined, fun-loving.

Do you know of any 12's family member?
* Si Hui
> eh. nope?

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
* Paul
> I will be laughing and at the same time faint. HAHA.

Who is 9 going out with?
* Yan Yi
> Er hem. I dunno. Haha.

How old is 16?
* Dennis
> 18.

When is the last time you spoke to 13?
* Charlotte
> Eh.. I forgot. Seems like a very very long time...

Who's 2's favourite band/singer?
* Shi Hui
> No specific ones.

Would you ever date 4?
* Wan Jing
> She's a female.

Would you ever date 1?
* Eric
> If you think I have a chance. (:

Is 19 single?
* Kah Ming
> yea.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
*YiXin
> She happen to be a female as well.

School of 3?
* Sophia
> BNSS

Where does 6 live?
* Zai Xuan
> nearby school.

What is your favourite thing of 5?
* Pauline
> good natured, blur-ish look.

Have you seen 2 naked?
* Shi Hui
> Nah.

5 person to do this survey:
a. Jaena
b. Si Hui
c. Grace
d. Pauline
e. Xiang2

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Today marks the end of my N-levels. Now that N-levels are over, what's next? O-level Mathemetics then our long break, and receive our results. Time to work hard again!

POA paper today was quite easy. I can't say that it is very easy cos you will expect much more from me! (: But generally, it was quite ok.

And if you have realised, I'm back on blogger again. I'm too lazy to use Wordpress and I can't bear to part with my blogger. =/ Though I had imported all my posts there, I decided to come back. Haha. But I will change my URL soon when I'm inspired to. :DDDD Alright. That's all for now. Oh yea. Don't have to go back to school this week. This also meant that I don't have to wake up super early for school! :DDD Heh. Alright. I stop here. BYE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY M'AM GRACE!


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Sunday, October 5, 2008

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY XIN YI! :D



HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY NATHANIEL! :D

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Saturday, October 4, 2008

Hey. I went to T3 with friends today. Don't laugh at me. I sat the skytrain for the first time today!!! So excited. Haha. Ok I know this is dumb but Skytrain is sooo cool. Too bad with the wrong people. ARGH! But of course not Sophia. :D

Anyway. We were supposed to study for POA or rather be tutors to these few boys. I think only Daryl was studying. The rest felt so restless they talk and talk and talk despite our constant reminders. -.- Oh whatever. The boys got restless, so we went to jalan jalan at T2. Took Skytrain back to T3. Actually I don't know. I think I forgot what was done yesterday.

I went to Sop's house at night. It's been so long since we chatted this way. Thank you Sophia! *loves* I was trying to transfer the movie over to my DVD-RW. But sadly. I can't! ):


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Friday, October 3, 2008

Can't believe it's October already. Like 20+ days to O level Math. What have I been doing? Am I not working hard enough? I'm going to do many more other school papers next week. I'm having my last N-level paper next Tuesday. I must do well. I must not equal with **. I must be better. I mustn't disappoint Miss Tan. CHIONG AHHH!!!

Anyway. I don't understand certain things. Am I ignorant? Insensitive or what? Like why aren't my brothers talking to each other? One dislikes another. One is so fussy. One is so particular about food. Whoever eats his things or didn't leave anything for him, he gets angry. Wow. What is on his mind? I have no idea.

I really want to change my URL. I wanna start afresh. And I would prefer it to be private. Like for those who wants it, get it from me kinda thing. Whatever. I'm not thinking about this yet. I'm concentrating on my studies now. Alright. For now, I shall leave it to God. I'm lifting up everything to God. Bye.

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HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY YICHUN!

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