Tuesday, April 29, 2008 Chemistry paper today. Had 1 hr 15 minutes to do it but I finished everything in 30 minutes. =/ I went drawing on my question paper again. Haha. Went for Breakfast with Hui Yi after our paper and after waiting for her. Since she was craving for Big breakfast. Haha. She came over to my place after that. Oh yea, we had free show at Macs today. Some lower sec students were making a nuisance out of themselves. And caused the manager to be damn pissed of that I heard him saying sth not so pleasant when he walked past me. Oh my. And their DM even had to come down to the Macs to "explain" and settle things. I will not name the school. The students just came to the Macs near their school. And scolded one another. One thing that really turn me off was those girls who shouted vulgarities across in the Mac. Oh my. That's a bad image on we, females. What to do? After all they are still kids. Anyway, yah, I'm gonna study later again. Probably after 8. Bleahs. Oh yea, Hui Yi is mad. She goes around screaming. Oh man. I'm going out with a mad woman! And she starts laughing at little little things. Make me laugh like mad woman also. See lah. Your fault. Lalala. Ok lah. That's all for today. Pictures another day. Too many overdue pictures. =/ blogged @ 6:07 PM Monday, April 28, 2008 I must have been the lousiest person on Earth. I'm a screw-ed up. blogged @ 2:13 PM Sunday, April 27, 2008 Went to school in the morning for Miss Rahma's remedial. Hui Jin and I was sitting by the windows during the lesson. And something stupid was that we thought there's aliens in the class. Which is not true but we kept hearing some alien's sound. In the end, we didn't dare to sit there already 'cos the sound was disgusting. The worst thing was, both of us heard it. =x Supposed to study with Jin Hui and Hui Yi in the afternoon. But we ended up playing cards. Haha. Went to church with Hui Yi after that. Hui Yi went to call Eric and saidI wanna meet him. Then he pop up behind me. And I still thought it was a joke. 'Cos Hui Yi always do that. So I didn't believe. Bleah. Her cell's interesting. I got to know 5 new friends. :D Abraham, who scared us from behind. And we didn't realise it was Hui Yi's friend. Hur. The other 4 was Mei Lian, Chiu Mong, Matthew and the other one is Chun(?) something one. I can't remember. =/ They are a nice bunch of people lah. Service was fine. Went for movies with her zone after service. Hui Yi and friends smuggled KFC into the cinema luhs. Haiyoh. Watched The Forbbiden Kingdom. Pretty creative movie. Ancient Chinese being able to speak English. Haha. Movie was pretty amusing too. Overall it's a pretty good movie. (: Everything finished at about 11 odd. Xin Hui, Qian Hui, Hui Yi and I went to Princess Macs to slack. Did so many stupid stuff. I can't believe I'm called a flirt. So, I have so many rumoured boyfriends. WOW. Hur. I have a bet with the rest. If I can stop talking for an hour, then good lah. I stopped talking for 30 minutes!! They tried all means to make me talk. But too bad lah. Eh then they threaten me lah. They called Abraham. And say what I like him. -.- Wth. Nvm, anyway, we played cards lah. And only went home at 1am. Bleah. I sent Xinhui and Qian Hui home. Then walked home alone. I reached home at around 0140hrs this morning. Bathed, used the comp and also conferenced with Hui Yi and Abraham. We chat until like 0340hrs luhs. I was afriad my mum will pop out anytime so I told them I had to go. See, I slept later than my brother but woke up earlier than him. -.- I'm gonna study later. Really must study already. If not I won't have anything to write for essay tmr... =/ And must do Maths too. Shit. Why Brandon must go overseas? I'm not done with Practice 2!!!! And I didn't know I have Practice 2 until I saw it with Hui Jin. I gave her one lah. And I didn't know it was supposed to be mine. -.- blogged @ 2:21 AM Friday, April 25, 2008 Yey. I'm halfway through my Mid year. And I have decided to take a break for awhile. I wanted to wait until Sunday then post but nahh. Doesn't matter. I have finished English, Chinese, Social Studies, POA paper2. Afew more to go! :D Happy happy. ((: And I have been meeting Guan Shen and Jin Hui to have some late night study at my house downstairs. Fun fun fun. But it doesn't realy help. 'Cos nothing get into my brain. Haha. But I enjoy their company. Bleah. One girl and two boys. -.- Nvm lah. They are like my brothers. Haha. English Paper2 was fairly easy. Easier than the N-level paper we did 2 weeks ago(?). And I think Miss Nurul is damn disappointed with my results. She wrote beside my results, "What happened?" =/ I feel so guilty. A just-pass leh! Omg. I was disappointed too. Bleah. Oh, POA paper2 was fine too. I can't balance my balance sheet. Or rather most of us cannot balance our balance sheet. =/ Some stuff happened to my friend. Hope she's alright already. That dumb guy. Make my friend so sad. Made me worried. Anyway, I think it makes no difference in school now. I do have a company for recess now. However, I feel so empty. Like I don't know. *edited* There's so many things I don't understand. I wish I can understand what people are going through. Though I haven't been through lots of stuff like love and stuff, but you know. I do wish to understand how people are feeling. However, it's never gonna be possible unless I jump into the river and kill myself. (That's what people wanna see right? Then they get a good view of an empty river. Haha.) I won't get angry because people said that I'm fat. After all, I admit that I am. I didn't say that I'm slim. I NEVER did say that. And you said that just to make me angry, aren't you? O rather, you think being fat is a sin. God didn't say that being fat is a sin. Only childish people will have that kinda thinking. And I don't see why I should be affected by people calling me fat. Maybe I would if I'm still that petty person in primary school. I only get angry or upset if things get too far. Or people who ain't so perfect saying a not so perfect person. Trying to show that he/she is so perfect. Or rather more perfect than someone. But they never agree to the quote, "Nobody is perfect." That's all. I'm gonna MIA myself already. Or rather just come online for awhile and check mail and stuff. Not gonna blog unless I have encountered something miraculous (which is not possible). Other than that, talk after exams. :D Hmm. Ok lah. I end here today. Gonna rest. Got tuition later. Oh yea, for those having your MYE, study hard k! Jiayou! :D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHANE! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MICHELLE LUA! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MRS SINGH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILIA LIEW! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE! blogged @ 2:21 PM Sunday, April 20, 2008 I guess I will be staying home the whole day today unless someone ask me out to study. Heh. Anyway, I'm kinda taking a small break from my book. I have been at my table for the past 3 hours or so. I woke up at about 0800hrs. Checked mail and stuff and started doing my POA first. 'Cos I haven't completed my assignments. Then I did some notes for English and Chinese Paper 1 like the formats for Informal and Formal letter and stuff. I started doing my SS after that. Wow. For so long, I didn't really sit down to study for exams. Or rather never did I seriously studied. That's the reason why my results have always been a just-pass. Haha. But I have decided to really open up the book and start reading, as well as making my own notes. Though everything are from the textbook. =/ As for Math, I'm just gonna try understanding certain stuff and learn how to understand ppl more. I think someone vomits blood everyweek when he goes home. I wonder why I keep forgetting such simple stuff. Even understanding it is so difficult. I mustn't make the same mistakes again.. History, I will start studying for it after I've cleared my SS. POA, praying hard that I will be able to do Correction of Errors. =/ Science. Hmm. Also praying hard that nothing goes wrong. =/ I shall be going back to my book in awhile. I'm just getting restless so I decided to blog a little. I think I'm getting afraid of tuitions. Maybe because everyweek, I keep repeating the same mistakes again and again. Careless mistakes. Simple addition, substraction, multiplication, division. I will cry lah one day. But I only have myself to blame. So, I must work hard and not disappoint the one who have always vomitted blood. I will save him from blood-loss. =/ I'm gonna have lunch already. End here. STUY HARD PEOPLE! JIAYOU ok! :DD blogged @ 11:59 AM Saturday, April 19, 2008 Thursday - 170408 I think this is sooo cuteeeee. :D when I start to get restless during the meeting, this is what happens.. heh. On the way to tuition.. My dearest Val Val. :DD She will kill when she sees this. Friday - 180408 She kills. Saturday - 190408 My class- Front. Centre. Back. I looked so restless. =/ busy.busy.busy. This is what happens when we were too lazy to do anything. Supposed to have Math Remedial. However, We weren't told that it was cancelled. -.- Before. After. [Shading and BNSS Logo by Hui Jin] blogged @ 4:08 PM Friday, April 18, 2008 HELLO! :D I'm back again. Heh. Anyway, had NE Validation today. Yea, the actual one which we have to talk to strangers from ahem. I don't know where. =/ I screw up lah. I mean ok not really. But I was suppose to speak up. However, I became tongue-tight. =/ Nvm, all the questions they asked were the ones which were given to us as reference. -.- Except the part when one of them asked us this question, "What is the role of Singapore in the United Nations?" All of us became tongue-tight. But they managed to whip something up. Damn interesting. And I can't sit straight lah. The table and the chair was kinda far apart and I just wanted to put my hands on the table I guess that was why I looked as if I'm lying on the table. -.- I was trying to cheat by having my Handbook under the table on my lap. But crap. My handbook slided down. And then there's a loud sound. You know sound projects in an enclosed area. Damn embarassing. I just covered it with a smile. Haha. And I only attend Chinese lesson for 5 minutes and there goes the bell. -.- I did a good deed today. I cleaned the class today. I mean I swept the class today. Cleared the rubbish bin trice. How amazing. Bleah. And I literally wasted my time during Physics remedial. I slept almost for the whole lesson. Then someone say I emo. Diao. Tuition was damn SERIOUS. Someone scared the hell of of me lah. Looking as if I owed him. Hur. Then make me moody also. Haiyah, I thought I was looking forward to tuition today.Too bad lah. But nvm. Someone made my day after all. But one thing that fears me is. I think quite a few people are getting the wrong idea already lah! First, it was Alicia, then it was Wei Teng and sister, then Ling Li whom I think is thinking of the same thing. -.- Alicia don't believe me! Then I see Wei Teng's face I know what she thinking about already. Ling Li, I don't lah. I was too paiseh to say hi. =/ I don't know. It's so. Funny. But nvm. I don't think I'm affected after we are just friends. He's not affected either. Someone hor. Shoot me like siao today lah. I also don't know how to response. Too cheam for me to react. Ok, nvm makes no sense. =/ Anyway, Thanks for making my day. Please don't look so fierce next time can. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAO JUN! blogged @ 10:15 PM Monday, April 14, 2008 I made and agreement with Shawn papa last night on MSN. He said I WILL be a new Pam after Tuesday night which tmr. Which means I will be a more energetic and not-shy person by Wednesday. Ouch. I don't know how is it gonna work. =/ I sort of promised someone I will change. I guess it really make sense. No one will like someone with no confidence. First, I don't want my blog to be a sad blog. (Like I always said but I never make my words count. -.-) However, I'm so gonna make my words count from now on. (: Just in case I'm really upset or sth. Haha. Oh anyway, I realised when one is REALLY happy, her day will be filled with colours. And that she won't feel tired like she always does. And that's what happens to me today. I realised how happy I can be at times. And how my laughters can make people laugh with me. And I have always been tired. But I don't feel at all tired. In fact, I feel so happy. I don't know why. I laugh at the slightest things. Maybe it's my first step of finding myself again. I'm nice. I laugh with people, I make others laugh with me, I cry with others. I'm sooooo happy that I'm happy. :D It's really been some time since I last laughed so hard. I guess? And I'm sure that if I'm happy everyday, I don't have to take afternoon naps already. Haha. I'm gonna be positive now. I wanna go to school happily everyday. I'm gonna fight all those emo crap. And I'm sure my life as well as others' will be brighter if I show them my beautiful set of teeth everyday. Haha. I'm gonna look at different views now. I'm determined to change that character of mine. It's impossible to please everyone. After all, I'm sure if I make that effort, people will know that I'm trying. (: I will learn more things as I walk this path. I've learnt alot from the people around me be it Jing Han, Hui Yi, Shawn papa, Brandon, Jol.Tay, Phyllis, Jaena, Lee Wee, Miss Tan, and many many others. All those things that I can't learn from the textbooks. I'm gonna treasure the people around me more. Living each day happily. She's done it, with great courage. I'm sure I can. :D I'm so gonna prove to others that I can do it. I can be a bubbly person after all. (: To them - I won't leave you girls in the lurch. I will walk this journey with you girls. It's tough but you have to hang on! I won't leave you. I promise. blogged @ 10:12 PM Sunday, April 13, 2008 Suddenly I felt useless. I felt that I'm not a good friend. I felt that I'm not an understanding friend. I felt so immature. Maybe because I'm immature that nobody would wanna confide in me. Maybe because I'm not a trustworthy person. I cannot be trusted. People are keeping things from me. Just telling me that they don't know how to tell me. And that they will tell me someday. Why am I making myself feel so pathetic? Nobody will ever wanna tell me things. They just want me to understand. I can't. One small thing can affect my mood for the whole day. That's me. That's why so many people dislike me. I'm useless. All I could help is physically but emotionally, I could do nothing. I felt like I needed someone to talk to, suddenly. When I was coming home from tuition. So many people's names came up to my mind. But none of them did I called. I even thought of the most impossible ones. But I just didn't have thecourage to call. I didn't know what to say if I were to call them up. It will sound funny if I just said I'm feeling upset when I call them. I don't know if I'm really feeling upset. The thing is, I just feel so small. I feel that people just come to me because they are happy or rather shared only happy stuff with me and unhappy stuff to another person. I don't know how to express this. I feel so inferior. One that knows me inside out, and what about me? I should know my bestfriend inside out but no. I don't. Yah, whatever. I thought finally I have bestfriends. But no, I really don't know if I'm one to them. All they had to do was to keep things from me. Trying to make me understand. But I will never understand them because I don't know what's going on. I told her that when she wanna say, she will, automatically. It just make me feel so insecure. I feel that I cannot be trusted. I feel that nobody will EVER confide in me. They said they share the same situation. Maybe I can't understand many things. Yes, this is something I really don't understand. And yes, now, I fully agree with the reason why so many people don't like me - I've no confidence in myself or rather my thoughts are negative. I really really don't understand.. I can't show that I'm upset in school. I can't let them know that I'm disturbed by such facts. I just cannot show my unhappiness in school. One thing is because people get irritated by my attitude and I. They will keep probing. That's it. I felt like a failure. It's not easily being a friend. I just am a failure being a friend to others. Like suddenly, I felt that I couldn't look for anybody. I might just be disturbing somebody when I call them to ask if they are free to talk. It just feel weird when suddenly messages you and said she's unhappy at the moment and asked if you are free to talk. Just what's the problem with me? So many people are gonna read this but I don't care. I'm still gonna post it. It's my blog after all. I'm so tired. I tired of how I'm treated. Just admit it. I'm useless, I'm a small fry, I'm not trustworthy, I'm immature and all you can think of. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEUK MAN! blogged @ 5:01 PM Saturday, April 12, 2008 Yey. Finnaly I finished 97% of my POA tuition homework. I spent like 4 hours to do everything.. Next, I must finish my Maths. The next few weeks are gonna be very packed with Exams, tuitions. I'm gonna see Brandon trice this week and 2 times the following week just before my Maths paper. I'm gonna see Miss Tan twice this week, twice next week and twice the following week. I'm gonna be so afraid of tuition already.. Because tuition = more Homework. I don't know what will happen if I don't finish them. Maybe I will jus get more homework... ): But good thing is, after my Maths paper, I will have a break from Maths tuition until he comes back from I-don't-know-where. And in June, I'm gonna have a long break from POA tuition. (: I have yet to count the number of times I have to see Mrs Foo for the next few weeks before Maths paper. And in 43 days, I'll be sitting for my O-Level Chinese Paper. That's scary. I thought after exams can rest awhile before I get back to books again. But nah. I'm gonna update my calendar on my Exam dates. 210408 - English Paper 1 Chinese Paper 1 220408 - Combined Humanities [Social Studies] Chinese Paper 2 250408 - English Paper 2 Principles of Accounts Paper 2 280408 - Combined Humanities [History Elective] Mathematics [O-Level] 290408 - Combined Science [Chemistry -Paper2] 300408 - Combined Science [Physics -Paper1] 020508 - Chinese Paper 3 Principles of Accounts Paper 1 050508 - Exams over! 260508 - O-Level Chinese Paper HAPPY BIRTHDAY M'AM LI SHA! blogged @ 9:56 PM Friday, April 11, 2008 Seriously, what's the freaking problem with me? I just can't get it right. I feel like this. I feel so damn useless. Sudenly I cried because I'm afiad I won't be able to finish my tuition homework. And that's so dumb. I was still laughing away before that. The suddenly, I broke down. Just like how I cried in front of Miss Tan because I failed my Chnese test. Now, I cried in front of Mr Goh and people of other classes. Wtfish is this? And someone claims tha he's so smart. What he said made me feel as if he's thinking that I'm not working hard enough. Maybe I'm still not working hard enough. I'm trying. I really am. I have been coming home pretty late these few weeks. EVERYDAY. And I don't come home late because I'm out playing. I was in school for the whole day. For Maths. For NE Validation. I didn't even have time do other stuff. Oh whatever, just say I'm not motivated. I need a break. blogged @ 11:17 PM Thursday, April 10, 2008 Had my NAPFA 5 iems today during PE. Finally I passed my SBJ. Haha. I was like so happy though it was a just pass. And the good thing is, I passed all my 5 items. That stupid 2.4km. Sian. I think have to re-run the following week after the guys have their run. Oh, NE Validation was fun. We kept laughing and laughing. Or rather I just can't help laughing. Most of us were damn restless durin the meeting and what happen was, one Malay guy sitting next to Valerie, he was drawing the sec1 guy opposite him on his NE hand out notes. So we just kept laughing. =/ We felt damn restless. Orh. I caught him using the phone during lesson.. Part 1 Real faces. Part2. HAPPY 900TH POST! blogged @ 10:28 PM Wednesday, April 9, 2008 I was having Silent Readingthis morning and when I was reading the Chinese papers school ordered for us, I realised our Horoscopes will be changed. I don't wanna change! I like being a Sagittarian.. ): And th new Horoscope I will be in is one that I have never heard before which is the new created horoscope. Don't know the English name for it. But has somethig to do with snake. -.- Maybe what he said was right. I cared too much on how others look at me which had caused me to have such low confidence in myself. People had high expectations of me. And all I could say was, "I'm afraid I can't do it well.", "I don't think I'm good enough for the job.", "I think I will screw up." I don't know. When doing anything, I always needed affirmation. What's with me? I guess it's because of how I appear that many people dislike me. And because I have no confidence in myself that people are running away from me, and making use of me. I feel damn useless.. Mrs Foo said that I'm a perfectionist. I want everything to look neat, nice, good and everything to be well done. That's me. I wanna/needa boost my confidence.. I don't wanna seem like a loser. blogged @ 10:11 PM Tuesday, April 8, 2008 I kept thinking tmr is Thursday. And I kept thnking I have to hand in my Maths homework to Brandon tmr. And I kept telling myself I must finish his hwk by today 'cos tmr's Thursday. And I'm going to have my NAPFA 5 items tmr becos tmr is Thursday. =/ But then tmr is Wednesday. =/ And I'm going to have my English Oral tmr. Shucks. I hate Oral Exam. I will be taking Chinese Oral on Friday.. Wah. Damn packed. Wahlao. Why is this 17 year old so childish? I wonder is it because he mix too much with Sec2 boys and made his thinking so immature. I expect him to be more mature than his classmates who are mostly 14. Thanks lor. I know my limits lor. I know I'm not pretty or cute or whatever bu you also don't needa pull down my confidence level right. I'm already such a not-much self-confident person already lor. Now make me so demoralised. Get lost man. I'm utterly disappointed in you. blogged @ 9:24 PM Saturday, April 5, 2008 Eh. Ok lah. I shall update since got people miss me. Hehe. I don't feel like updating luhs. Anyway, my blog is like so boring. =/ Ok, but I shall just make an update today luhs. (: I was pretty disappointed by some of them again. The same old disappointment. I wish I can handle them properly. Somehow, I still haven't got a way to teach, discipline, handle them correctly. How sad. Anyway, met Jol.Tay today after teaching drill at Kovan. Went for slippers-hunt in Heartland Mall. Then went HQ to look for Miss Angeline. Komathi got a surprise for Miss Angeline and told us to help by bringing out the birthday cake for her when she ask us out. Due to the wind, we didn't light the candles when we brought out the cake. Bleah. Jol.Tay gave my Eclipse to her juniors together with the sweets she bought for her juniors who are having their LC!! Hur. But she paid me for it afterall. Haha. Anyway, studied at Heartland Mall Macs. Wth. I confirm kena scolding one lah. Out of the 10 questions Brandon gave me for homework, all I did was the "solve xxx equations" ones lor. the rest what "write an expression of x in terms of y" that kinda thng I all leave blank. =/ And POA, I was thinking if what I did was wrong. 'Cos I haven't come across accounts with amounts which contains decimal places.. =/ It was raining cats and dogs today when I left school as well as studying in Macs. =/ Went back at about 7 plus. Met Teng and Carmen downstairs. Then here I am blogging. I cried so bitterly yesterday. I tried not to cry in front of anyone. I hope nobody had noticed my tears when I was in class. Imagine the moment I got back my Chinese test paper, suddenly the always-been-noisiest person-in-class, became the quietest. Went for tuition. Thought I won't cry. I didn't wanna cry in front of Miss Tan. But I was so quiet that she knew something went wrong. She did not believe that nothing was wrong. Then. all my tears started rolling down. I wonder what's wrong with me. Nah. Shan't talk about it. But I did felt so much better after the talk with Miss Tan. Night class was fine. Missed the last episode of the 9pm show last night!!! )): blogged @ 9:45 PM Wednesday, April 2, 2008 Thank God my sprained neck fully recovered already. I didn't even see a doctor. My mu just gave me this medicated thing to paste on my neck. Then after two days, I recover already. Or else I really don't what's gonna happen. 'Cos I kept complaining. Haha. Anyway. Besides 2 periods of Maths in class which were used to take our test, I had 3 more hours of Maths after school. 2 1/2 hours with Mrs Foo, and 1/2 hour alone. Pro right. And I'm gonna have 2 more periods of Maths in class tmr, plus 1 1/2 hour of Maths with Brandon. -.- And thank God I've started to understand Vectors more already. :DD Which is a good thing. And I'm happy. Haha. Sad thing. 2.4 tmr. I seriously hope I don't screw it luhs. It's my poorest section of NAPFA. =/ Haiyuh. I won't be surprise if I fail my 2.4 tmr. =/ Only last year when I took my 2.4, I failed by that freaking 9 secs. And thanks to Mr Ganesan who let me off so I didn't have to re-run because I failed by 9 secs. =/ Or maybe tmr I'll just fail by 5secs? HAHA. Nahh. It's so not possible. Something happened to someone. I hope she's alright. Though she forgot about me waiting for her today, I still hope she's alright. She didn't reply me. [Or rather whoever I msg, don't reply me. -.-] Just want her to know that I do care. I might be a busybody but, if you wanna say, you will automatically, if you don't I won't probe. Yah. That's about it. I wonder why people are so xian shi [I forgot what word to use. =/] Befriend people who are better looking, better natured, smarter. And those who are not so good looking, not so good natured, not so smart, have to stand aside and envy people who befriended them or whatever. Or treat the better ones like "WOW". But to the not so good ones, make use of them lor, use them to befriend someone better lor, or use them to help them finish food lor. Well, I guess people who are better do have more friends? And an ordinary person like me, remains out of the list. (: Oh, this paragraph is so random. =/Ok luhs. I'm going off already. Like since nobody is talking to me or will talk to me. I'm invisibly online. Crap. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELSON! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADHIRA! blogged @ 9:59 PM Tuesday, April 1, 2008 I was thinking through Mr Jhee's words just a moment ago. Suddenly, I remembered that when I was in Pri 6, I was often alone. Like sitting at the back of the canteen, crying the moment I thought about how alone I was and how many cliques I saw walking past me, laughing and smiling so sweetly. Now, even if I'm alone, I realised I don't cry because nobody is beside me already! Instead, it's pretty normal for me. Like how I saw some kids having to sit alone, have their recess alone. It's not that I'm a loner or something. It's not that I don't have friends. It's practically because I don't like to mix around. Or simply I cannot mix around. But somehow Mr Jhee just told me to try. Well, sometmes it's not easy for someone like me to you know... Take the initiative to mix around.. Can't blame me luhs. I don't know how to approach people luhs. I have always wanted to reach out to help others. But the sad thing is, I can't even help myself. -.- How pathetic uh. Anyway, so yah lah. Mr Jhee just don't want me to keep complaining that I'm lonely. And he just saw me eating alone today. Then he came up to me and asked why I didn't join Zoe and Chen2 or Grace and friends. Oh, I always repeat the same old thing. =/ And I can't possibly keep looking for Valerie right. Though I wish. Haha. Ok lah. I think I've been rather random these days. I also don't know why. Bleahs. School is boring. So boring that I kiao kah everyday on the chair beside mine. =// *Unglam* Hehe. Ok lah. I'm tired. And I'm gonna watch tvee. BYEE~! :D blogged @ 7:13 PM