Ok, I hope my neck is getting better soon. I feel so pathetic luhs. Anyway, Miss Han taught me Vectors today. Supposed to meet Mrs Foo but she had to do some students' testmonials stuff. Oh great. I really don't understand Vectors. It seemed as if Miss Han is very fast! Maybe it's just because I'm slow. Er hem. Brandon, you know what to do right? Make me understand Vectors. :p HAHA. Shucks. I heard that I scored on 20 plus/40 for my Matrices test! And reason for the damn poor results? Careless mistakes. Well, that was what I was told. I actually asked Ms Ho or rather Mrs Tan if I can have a retest. Ahh. Crap. I was kinda expecting a little higher for it.. Sad. Anyway, what's over is over. The only thing I can do now is to work doubly hard for Mid-year exam which will be less than a month away?! I so hope I don't get slaughtered. =/ Maybe that's why I didn't tell that guy I actually scored 20 plus. Er hem. That's it. Oh yey! Finally, I can come home at least earlier today. Maybe I will have an hour of nap later. Haha. Oh shit. I haven't studied for my coming History test this week. And besides that, I'm having a Maths test on the topics we did in class this Wednesday? I'm gonn have Compre test tmr and summary on thursday. And Chinese test on Wednesday as well. Oh yah, English Oral will be next week. Die. I hate Oral. I cannot do Oral well lor. I feel damn embarrassed. Just hope my examiner is a nice prson. (: Ok luhs. I shall end here today. I hope I don't have to spend recess alone tmr. I'm going to be home late tmr AGAIN. ): blogged @ 3:53 PM Sunday, March 30, 2008 Taylor Swift -Teardrops On My Guitar [Verse 1:] Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see, That I want and I'm needing, everything that we should be, I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about, And she's got ev'rything that I have to live without... Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's just so dam funny, But I can't even see anyone when he's with me, He says he's so in love, he's fin'lly got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night... [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, The only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishin' star, He's the song in the car I keep singin', don't know why I do... [Verse 1:] Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be, She better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause... [Chorus] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, The only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishin' star, He's the song in the car I keep singin', don't know why I do... [Bridge:] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light, I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight... [Chorus] Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart, He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do... He's the time taken up, but there's never enough, And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see... blogged @ 10:20 PM Pictures. searching for white hair... blogged @ 7:09 PM Ahh. I sprained my neck this morning! ): This was what happen, I just finished bathing and putting on my clothes, then suddely "PIAK!". I heard a craking sound from my neck. And now, there goes my sprained neck. Of all places why the place supporting my heavy head?!! Damn it. Now I can't turn my head to the right. I have to turn my body instead. -.- I can't lean my head backwards and right-wards either. T.T I wish I can "PIAK!" again so that like those in the dramas, my neck is ok already. :p Nvm if you don't understand what I'm talking about. Despite having my neck sprained, I still went for tuition at Miss Tan's place. I would rather be ill than go to school with a sprained neck. -.- You know. I was looking through my Archives just now. And I realised how bad my English was when I was in Sec1. All those posts are boring. I think I'm gonna create a new blog. However, this blog will still be here for archiving purposes. Meanwhile, I needa find a nice blogskin to fit this in. And I will use the current blogskin for the new blog. I wanna start anew. Or maybe I should just delete my Sec1 posts? I don't know luhs. And I'm lazy to ask others to relink me. Look at my links. More than 50 people okay... I can't believe I have so many links. Oops. Ok lah. I'm so gonna delete links already. And what's more I think it's dumb to keep my Sec1 posts. It's a disgrace if people happens to flip through my archives. If you are reading this post, please do tell me if I should change my URL, and start a new blog. I can't bear to delete this! Too much memories. Bleah. Ok lah. Do ag ok! :D Your comments are most welcome. But! On one condition, not allowed to spam. I'll be so greatful if you don't. :D blogged @ 6:29 PM Saturday, March 29, 2008 Wow. I sat in front of the comp for 4 hours odd reading somebody's blog. Wth, it's not even someone I know lor. Fancy reading all the archives and stuff. I should read mine instead. Haha. But I think I will die if I really read my past posts. 888 posts leh! Want to die ah. I feel damn sinn-ed now. Spent 4 hours straight in front of the comp not getting up for more than 4 times. And I dozed off while reading some ofthe posts. Bleah. Wahlao. Now I see long posts I seriously am too lazy to read already. One thing 'cos I can't read fast. And I think I read damn slow. I think people like Jing Han who can do speed reading, can finish everything in less than 2 hours. =/ Oh great. Finally I finished reading it. =/ Anyway, went to school in the morning for lesson. Yah, supposed to be self-stufy with teacher's supervision but because Hui Jin and I didn't do our Practice Paper1, we were told to go to the classroom beside the one Miss Rahma was teaching Sec3A students. And we ended up doing our work ourselves. -.- Damn restless luhs. Like do do do do until we don't feel like doing Maths already. =/ Dropped by at GB room to see how they are doing. It's the first time Jing Han and I are helping out as stepped-downs. Wow. The feeling was great. But of course I do miss joining in the contingent. Ahh. Moreover, I still cannot let go of my juniors, my responsibilities as a senior or rather a pioneer, it iss somehow mainly the reason why I went back to take a look. And also, I just wanna finish up whatever I haven't finish with Jermaine and Winnie. Chey. I thought I can see some improvements today but was kinda disappointed at the results. Suddenly, me not being able to teach Jermaine and Winnie well, make me feel damn useless. Like wahlao. What the hell am I doing? I can't pass to them the knowledge I have for drills. It's either they didn't put in the effort, or the way I teach drills suck. Of course I think the latter will be a better reason of why they can't learn well. I'm so tired. I really don't know how to teach them. I offered to teach them in the beginning. I thought of giving up. But someone told me that since I have started, I should end it well and not giving up when I felt difficult. Yah, made sense. And another said that I should learn to be more patient with Jermaine and Winnie. Perhaps, yah, I lack that quality. I don't know if I can turn things around. Maybe if I'm able to, I will, try my best to make the best out of these as long as I'm still in BNSS. Even when I have graduated, I am still gonna come back to serve like Zhi Li and Kim Hong. But of course I wish I can turn things around and struck them. Haha. Everytime I meet up with Zhi Li and Kim Hong, we will always be talking about the same topics. And we can go really far ahead. Haha. That's interesting. At least I have people who share the same thoughts as me around me to "complain" about things. Heh. Ok lah. My posts these days have been rather looooooooooooong. =/ So, TATA. :D blogged @ 6:50 PM Friday, March 28, 2008 Ok. This is my 888th post on this blog already. Oh. It's still surviving. :D This blog have been with me for 3 years and still counting. About one more month and it will be 4 years already. That's fast. After all the laughters, cries, it had always been with me. There were ups and downs. Ups when there were words of encouragement. Downs when irritating spammers visit my blog. I had changed my URL thrice. The first was frenzie-galz.blogspot.com, then inspired-memories.blogspot.com and now the current part-of-the-past.blogspot.com. Maybe I will change it. Next time when i've found the perfect one.(: I don't wanna read my past posts. I know the stories. I will feel so dumb to have written all those. Like complains about certain gfroup of people, indirect confessions [dumbest thing I've ever done..], and all those you can thin of. I'm being so random now. But well, this blog brought me through my darkest moments. Maybe I should post everything on my blog instead of telling others right? I was thinking of changing my blogger account to wordpress. It's because I so find Wordpress cool. Can lock/put password to posts I don't want others to read. Interesting luhs. But nah. Shall just stick to blogger. If you happened to read my past posts, please don't get offended at the way I was in the past. I might just be complaining about some of you reading here. But it's all in the past. I only complain about a certain person if I'm very sure about that person is not going to read my blog. (: But of course I don't really have much people to complain about. Haha. Oh anyway, I really don't feel like I've stepped down from my CCA luhs. Somehow, I think my spirit is still there. Like you know, my juniors still come to me asking me about the attire for meeting tmr, telling me that they are unwell and to convey the message to Ms Ho, still receiving the programme for Saturday. But yes, I'm going back, I cannot let go. I feel that I still have a responsibility to hold in GB. No doubt, GB somehow have become my second home already. I think I feel happier in GB than in SLC. I still have things I don't understand. But I'm not gonna elaborate. If I do, my post is never gonna end. Rather long post today. So yah, that's it. (: Still going to school tmr for lessons. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI YUAN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZI EN! blogged @ 11:11 PM Thursday, March 27, 2008 School was fine. I thought waking up later will make me more alert in class. But nah~ Doesn't work. I still sleep throughout certain lessons. Recess-ed with Val and friends. I realise I can be rather happy with them. Though I'm the oldest, but somehow mixing with them is joy. :D Took my Matirces test today. I have no confidence of scoring well for it. I don't know why. Maybe because of my low confidence that people run at the sight of me. People didn't wanna talk to me for long. Oh whatever. Anyway, I realised I remembered a Sec1 girl's name wrongly. Her name is supposed to be Selene but I kept thinking it's Jerlyn. Hur. I wasn't really in much mood for tuition. I don't know why. Like POA tuition last Sunday, I wasn't really concentrating. Like my mind was somewhere else. That's sad. ): And I didn't feel like talking today. I mean I suppose I didn't talk much today. But I'm not down or what. It's just. I don't know. Fine, I'm not anyone whom someone will wanna talk alot to me or even start a conversation with me. I care so much for others' replies. Well, it did meant so much that will keep me busy thinking for the whole day. And it's just that I just don't feel comfortable with people not replying me. Suddenly I feel this way because of something. Oh whatever. Ok, I shan't elaborate. That's it. blogged @ 10:54 PM Just came back from Musical Night at Victoria Theatre. Had our 27th Speech Day as well at VT. I was involve as one of the prize winners. Chey. I thought Colours award like got medal or what. So it was just a Certificate. Butnt bad luhs. At least I got my name printed on it. HAHA. Oh great. I have more time to sleep all the way until 0730hrs. It's a normal schooling day but just my school, we get to go to school later. It's a break for me. Haha. Anyway, everything was fine. Jin Hui actually ran to Grace's house to shower after school before gathering at the concourse. Hur. My whole day was at VT. Was only in school from 0715 until 1300hrs. Then went VT already. I actually dozed off during the GOH's speech. Oops. Oh anyway, when the Musical ended, Guan Shen, Jin Hui, Jin Wei, Grace, Pauline, Xiang2, Jia En and I went off together. I was just walking beside Guan Shen and they started the tian mi mi song again. -.- Some stuff happened, dun wish to elaborate, That's it for today. Byebye. blogged @ 12:32 AM Tuesday, March 25, 2008 School was fine. Had Pastoral Care today. And so, today Mr Jhee brought in some Classified section from The Straits Times and asked us to see the jobs' requirements. So yah, most of the jobs required education and that was the purpose Mr Jhee asked us to look at them and think about what we wanna be in future. Seriously, I really don't know what I wanna be.. Tough decision. Anyway, I'm always complaining aloud that I'm lonely. After school, Mr Jhee saw me outside the staff room and asked me to go inside with him. He wanted to talk to me. He asked if I was ok. And started to tell me that when I complain that I'm alone, my self esteen automatically goes down. Well, I don't know. And he was telling me about him being a loner when he was in school. I can't believe that he actually felt like that before. But well, I guess, my life's gonna be like that. I realise I can't really mix around. Or rather I know that people are gonna be in their own world so I decided not to mix with them. I know the conclusion is still gonna be the same. Why make myself more miserable? Well, I know that whenever I'm down, I may need people to be around me. Even if there's no one, I'm just gonna live with it. (: Just wanna say, I had a great time in school today. (: It's been so long since I last laughed so hard that my friends and even Mr Goh started laughing with me. And all of them thought I have forgotten my medicine. Oops. Well, I do get a little mad at times. Hehe. (: You know what, I really enjoy talking to teachers. Well, maybe because I don't really have alot of people to talk to in school. =/ Ok lah. I shall stop all my whinings. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWIN! blogged @ 7:13 PM Monday, March 24, 2008 I'm freaking pissed off now. I really don't understand. We are 16 year olds yet we are treated like 10 year olds. WOW. Now we are "chased out" from Alpha. Reason being? We are still in BNSS. Wtfish is this. What's the meaning? Like hello. Last few weeks also don't let us go Alpha in peace. I've always looked forward to going for Alpha. Now, we are NOT allowed to go for any outings with them already. Or rather outings which are outside school with BB and BC's youths they all. We've stepped down which means we are not part of the CCA already. Going back to serve, it's another thing. I enjoy the BB boys' company. As well as the youths in church. Now because of some rubbish rules from the BIG SHOT, we ain't allowed to go for their outings, Alpha which means we are indirectly severing ties with them. I was told not to blame anybody. I'm not. I'm just gonna blame the BIG SHOT for setting such dumb rules. I fel so not-right now. Why am I facing these shit when I don't even have to? Like hello. We are not anybody whom you can ask us into the house and chase us out in any way ok. Read my blog for all you want. I don't care anymore. It's my blog which means I can post whatever I like. Yes, I'm being rude whatever. I know who is gonna read this. Don't have to tell me what I should do, what I should not. Don't give me bull shit. Don't use da dao lis on me. I can't understand. I won't understand. This is crap. Before we could even say "We aren't going for Alpha already. It's awkward enough for us.", they already chased us out. WOW. You may think it's trivial matters. But hello. You won't understand how we feel ok. It's like you invited us to your birthday party, then because of something, you chase us out of the party leaving us standing by the door don't know what to do. I'm not good at expressing myself. I don't know big words. But so long as I say what I wanna say, I don't care whether YOU understand or not. I'm pissed. Really pissed. I really don't understand. Don't tell me you don't know how to explain to me. I don't care already. That's it. I'm still considering whether to go back for GB to serve while preparing for my N-levels. I really don't know. I can't bear to let go. It's a difficult decision. I've had enough. I'm so tired already yet I don't know how to continue. blogged @ 9:08 PM Sunday, March 23, 2008 I didn't wanna blog today! But I'm starting to feel so bored. I'm supposed to be doing my Chinese workbook now.. I really don't wanna do. Or rather I don't like comprehensions.. Argh. I think I still prefer Math. :D Omg. I had POA tuition this morning. My heart was somewhere. I don't know lah. But I just cannot concentrate. It's like my mind is else where. If this happens during Math tuition, I can predict that Brandon will knock my head with a hammer. Oops. Eh. I'm kinda looking forward to Matrices test this week! I don't why. But of course I hope I will do well for it. I hope I don't have careless mistakes. Please don't let me have any! I don't wanna get killed. Oh yea, I'm looking forward to tuition! But of course not homework. Bleah. I have Miss Tan's hwk to do. And if Brandon is going to give me any hwk... I hope he don't give too many. Haha. Ok whatever. I'm so random. =/ I'm not emo these days. Just abit slow. Or rather I've been slow all the while. Bleah. Ok lah. I really have got nothing to blog about. I'm just feeling bored so I'm here to rant. Heh. Hey. This is so cute. This is Jing Han and Brandon's personal message Conversation on MSN.. PART1- Brandon: polly want a cracker? Jing Han: depending on what type. Brandon: parrot-typed of cos Jing Han: is there such a thing? Brandon: there is now! Jing Han: yah.. you invented it. Brandon: so i'm an inventer now Jing Han: yea.. you wish. xD PART2- Brandon: i wish for a coin pouch Jing Han: what for? Brandon: to hold coins?! wad else XD Jing Han: so old.. ever heard of sth called a wallet? Brandon: that supermario coin pouch is cute Jing Han: haha...tell me for wad Brandon: cos u asked Jing Han: i nvr asked Brandon: if u nvr asked, but i answered, does it mean i asked myself? Jing Han: definitely =D Brandon: -lost track- Jing Han: parrot parrot =) Brandon: cracker cracker Jing Han: -Signed out- Brandon: wad's up with supermario I said this, "eh you all think you cute ah. fancy chatting through personal messages. but actually quite cute. : D" to be continued... blogged @ 10:14 PM Anastasia - Life Is The Road (girl) We were strangers, startin out on a journey Never dreamin' what we'd have to go through Now here we are, and Im suddenly standin' At the beginning with you (Man) No one told me, I was going to find you Unexpected what you did to my heart (both)When I lost hope, you were there to remind me This is the start And life is the road And I wanna keep going Love is a river and I wanna keep flowing Life is a road now and forever a Wonderful journey. I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storys through In the end I wanna be standin' At the beginning with you. (girl) We were strangers on a crazy adventure (man) Never dreamin' how our dreams would come true (both)Now here we stand unafraid of the futeure At the beginning with you And life is the road And I wanna keep going Love is a river and I wanna keep flowing Life is a road now and forever a Wonderful journey. I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storys through In the end I wanna be standin' At the beginning with you. (man) New there was somebody somewhere Help me alone in the dark (both) Now I know my dreams will live on Ive been waiting too long Nothings gonna tear us apart. And life is the road And I wanna keep going Love is a river and I wanna keep flowing Life is a road now and forever a Wonderful journey. I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storys through In the end I wanna be standin' At the beginning with you. Life is the road and I wanna keep going Love is a river I wanna keep going on Starting out on a journey And life is the road And I wanna keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing In the end I wanna be standin' At the beginning with you. blogged @ 6:15 PM Saturday, March 22, 2008 Just came back from Jin Hui's chalet at Downtown East not long ago. Anyway, went Vivo City with Wen Xuan. 'Cos she wanna get some stuff for her juniors. Went arcade with her to play her Para Para thing. (Since she insisted.. =/) Wah. First time see friend play this kinda thing sia. She play until damn tired. And then was hungry. Had Burger King for lunch. Oh, I didn't know BK is quite nice. Haha. I always thought that food at BK suck. =/ But because Wen Xuan wanna eat BK, so we went there for lunch. After that, we were standing by the railings of a level2(?) watching some modelling show. Those wearing wedding gowns models were gorgeous. I mean they looked gorgeous. WOW. But after watching it for awhile, got damn sian of it. 'Cos they walk damn slow. Oops. Anyway, we left Vivo City at about 4? Then Wen Xuan went to meet her tutor and I went back to Bedok to meet Guan Shen. But in the end I went to Jin Hui's chalet alone instead of going with Guan Shen and friends. I got sick and tired of waiting for latecomers. =/ And I was already not very happy then. I reached the chalet at about 1745hrs. I didn't go into he chalet luhs. Was just standing by the corridor chatting with Jin Hui. And at the same time waited for the rest. They reached at about 7? And we started playing daidi. Wahlao. I kept losing. Hurr. Nvm. I had fun playing. Haha. Then went down for BBQ. I was supposed to leave early 'cos I haven't done Miss Tan's hwk and I'm having tuition tmr. =/ Anyway, Si Hui got Gastric suddenly. I quickly went to get sth for her to eat. She was ill so cannot really eat BBQ food. Guan Shen and I went to get fish porridge for her. Diao. The rest were like disturbing us like as if we were couples. Whatever. Nvm, I dun like him, he dun like me. So I dun needa be afraid. Haha. Si Hui didn't feel any better so I decided to accompany home. We cab-ed to her house. Then I paid for the fare. And sent her to her doorstep before I came home. As I was on my way home, suddenly I felt afraid. I fear certain stuff. I fear to see dirty stuff. I know it's dumb. But. I don't know. I haven't felt like this for a long long time. I prayed and I prayed. I hope I'm just scaring myself with non-existing stuff. My phone battery flat! Which means I had no companion to keep me company. But still, Thank God that I'm home safely. (: blogged @ 11:57 PM Friday, March 21, 2008 Alright. I have more edited pictures to share. :DD Hui Yi edited this.. I edited this.. blogged @ 8:16 PM Woke up early in the morning to go Tree top walk with Karen, Dione and Jing Han. Imagine I slept at 0130hrs and woke up at 0615hrs. Ok lah. That one not so bad. Haha. 'Cos I was chatting with Wen Xuan on the phone. So, we had lots to talk about. Almost half of the conversation was about Brandon. HAHA. =/ Anyway, met Jing Han downstairs then went to meet Karen and Dione at Clear Water bus stop. But Karen and Dione were late. Bleahs. Anyway, took bus 59 to Toa Payoh. Then took 163 to Mac Ritchie. But we almost lost our way. In the end we took a cab down and realised that we should have alighted so much earlier. Started our walk at about 1000hrs. The atmosphere was pretty sombre. Like I don't know. Then message Brandon also either he take forever to reply or never reply. I sian diao. Nvm. So, there was lotsa canoists there. All guys? Or there's little girls luhs. Anyway, the walk was fine. Jing Han and Dione walked so fast that there were times Karen and I totally cannot see them. In the beginning I still ask them slow down then after that I was too lazy/tired to even ask them to slow down. =/ Finished walking at about 1210hrs. Was dead tired. Literally slept in the bus to Toa Payoh Interchange and also when going back home in bus 8. Sent Jing Han home then I went home from her house. In the meanwhile, I was too tired to talk. I think she was also too tired to talk. So, yah there was silence when we were walking home from 87 bus stop. =/ Went home, bathed, slept from 2 plus to like 5 plus. I was damn tired luh. Ok luh. I end here today. Here are some pictures.. :D blogged @ 7:00 PM Thursday, March 20, 2008 What a long day today. Went to school as per normal. Nth really special. I had fun during lessons. Practically because there's someone sitting in front of Hui Yi and I entertaining us. And he, who is Jin Wei, entertained us for the whole day. Kinda fun. Yah, then after school, I literally spent like 1 hr trying to find THAT TEACHER. Like I was dismissed at 1345hrs. I went to find Valerie at her class first, see what time she finishing her stuff. About 5 min later, I went to look for THAT TEACHER. I called afew times, nobody's in the office. Fine. I went back to Valerie's class to like find her lah. Then I went to call THAT TEACHER at about 2 plus. Then again. There's nobody. WTH. You ask me to look for you then you keep disappearing from your office. I was damn lonely. One thing because yah, fine, all my friends went back already. And I was still in school because of one damn meeting which only 3 people turned up. -.- Like fine, I was scolded by THAT TEACHER just because I didn't look for her at 1330hrs. But it's not as if I didn't look her up. I kept calling and calling yet nobody's in the office. -.- Damn irritated. I almost cried ok. I mean seriously. I hate it when it becomes MY FAULT when I dun think it's mine. Or rather, I'm partly to be blamed. 'Cos I didn't look for her on time. Whatever lah. All the way until like 5 then I left school. Went home, slept for 30 minuts before I went to meet Brandon at Bedok MRT Control Station. He was complaining that it was damn hot there. Haha. So, yah, went back to my house downstairs. Started tuition at about 7. Everything was fine. Finished at 9 when we suppoed to finish at 2030hrs. Bleah. Had dinner at 511 after that. We chat chat chat chat until like 2235hrs. HAHA. Then finally he went home.. Then yah, here I am blogging. Damn I'm so pissed.I don't understand why my school is so... What's that called? Whatever lah. The Alpha prog I've been going for weeks, tmr have outing. Then received a msg say we can't go just because we still in school. But like WTH. It's a holiday, we are free to go wherever we like and wherever we want. It's not a school event for God's sake. We don't need a consent form. We are going on our own risks, with people outside school and those who have graduated. We will be accountable for ourselves. It's like #1 we step down from GB already. #2 we are 16 year olds not 10 year olds. #3 school is not accountable for us because it's NOT a school event nor a GB event. So I don't see the need to account to anybody. blogged @ 11:16 PM Wednesday, March 19, 2008 Morning run-ed today. After that went back to class via Spiral staircase. Went past Nat's class. He was like. "PAMELA!" *starts waving vigorously..* So paiseh luhs. Then he msg me say I never wave back. Hur. I wonder if his teacher thought who was that shouting. -.- Anyway. Went back to class and waited for the bell to ring. During Physics lesson, Mr Jhee wasn't around. And this DOCTOR cum LAWYER relief teacher came into my class to take over Mr Jhee. I hate her luhs. She's so unreasonable. She came in to class and started scolding people for no good reasons. And she made my classmate cry ok! I don't like teachers who make students cry. Hmph. And I was seriously wondering why on Earth is she in my school when she's earning big bucks from her career. And I mean ain't she supposed to be VERY BUSY?!! With her status, she don't have to be in my school being a relief teacher. Even if just wasting her time, she should just go to those better schools not ours. And I heard that she is kinda related to my school's somebody so she just came to help. WOW. Whatever. Walked past Nat's class during recess when I was going to the canteen with Roshinee to collect the sandwiches. Diao. He say I pangseh him. Hur. Nah. After silent reading, went to look for Nat since he says I pangseh-ed him. =/ The moment he sees Miss Poh, he quickly ran back to class. -.- Oh yea, I slept during Chinese lesson luhs. Damn sian. =/ Anyway, had lunch in school. No Humans remedial today. But I had to look for Mrs Foo for extra lesson. I think I walked past Nat's class for more than 5 times today. -.-'' Lesson with Mrs Foo was fine. I tried to make myself awake. And I think I did. Haha. i kept my yanwns to myself. Heh. Ok lah. End here today. Byebye~ I'm not gonna be emo here. Anymore. blogged @ 7:08 PM Tuesday, March 18, 2008 Went to school in the morning. Bus 225 came late. And I had to take the later 87. WTH. School was fine. Nothing really special happened. Had sassembly today. It was boring. Really. Half of the time I was just talking to Shi Hui. :D Had Chinese Supp class after school from 1430hrs to 1530hrs. Then after that I had this NE meeting thing. Mdm Nurmah gave me a burger to eat. Haha. 'Cos I was damn hungry. =/ Anyway, the meeting was fine. Everything finished at 5 odd. Went Tampines to meet Hui Yi. Needa go Popular to get some stuff. I bought my O Level Mathematics TYS already. *finally..* Great. Have a Maths test tmr. I hope it's gonna be pretty easy. =/ Oh anyway, I hope Brandon don't vomit blood when he teaches me on Thursday. HAHA. And I'm so going to look for Mrs Foo tmr after Humanities rememdial. I'm so going for remedial tmr. I don't wanna get another detention. -.- Alright. I shall end here today. :D BYEBYE~ blogged @ 7:49 PM Monday, March 17, 2008 Alright. It's school reopen again. WOW. March Holiday went damn fast. Like you know. I was hardly at home. =/ Not because I went out to play and stuff. But yah, Monday, Wednesday and Friday POA tuition. Tuesday go to school. I guess Thursday was my free-est day of this holiday luhs. But sill, I had practice at night luh. But anyway. School was fine. Morning ru in the morning. Oh, I didn't run today. I don't know. But I didn't really have the mood to run. So, yah was chatting with Jia En and walking and pretended that we were jogging. Haha. Had silent reading during recess. Then after that I went o disturb people at 2F. HAHA. Ok, I made it an excuse to find Valerie. But, haiyah. Of course that wasn't the real reason luhs. I went to see my didi. :p Oh, yah. That Pee Yu and Lee Mei ah. Say I zhui ren zhui until their class outside. WTH. Anyhow. He's attached for God's sake. -.- But anyway, I don't go for guys younger than me. =x Bleah. After school, supposed to have POA tuition but Miss Tan postponed it to Sunday so I went home instead. I wanted to sleep luhs. But was woken up by friend. Then I just did abit of my hwk. I'm still not done with my homework yet. =/ At least I can still hand in my English tmr. (: Ok lah. I have nth to blog about. So, that's all for today. BYE~ :DD I wished I can know more people- blogged @ 9:26 PM Sunday, March 16, 2008 blogged @ 11:13 PM Heh. Woke up damn early to go to school. Has Enrolment Service today. Then had to go there early for another rehearsal. So yah. Had rehearsal. Like once only? Then we went to put our Uniform outside the toilet that we will be changing at. Came back for Praise & Worship. Then had Puppetry by some of the youths. Had a video after that. Oh, then it was our turn to perform! WOW. So fast. But anyway, M'am Agnes said we did well. Heh. We left the best for the last. Haha. Then we rushed to the toilet and changed into our Uniform. The Gents was also occupied by us. Haha. Cool right. We rule luhs. :D Back to the Hall for BB72nd's performance. Half did a skit and the other half did Syncronised Drill. Then it was Award & Promotion dedication. Went up on stage to receive our awards and stuff. Then had a prayer of blessing from Senior Pastor. Was splitted into small groups. Played games, had lunch. Wow. I was interviewed by Dione an camera man. =/ What a good interview. I was sitting down lehhh. And I'm sure it will be shown in the video for next year's Enrolment Service. -.- Argh. I think I look damn ugly. I wasn't prepared ok! Hmph. And afew people didn't know about my interview so, they asked me to get interviewed. But the fact was, I was already interviewed. Haha. Then after everything, fall in for Vesper and then phototaking. Wahlao. I wanna take picture with Nat! Wth. Oh yah, Lee Mei and Val damn irritating they keep saying I like Nat. -.- PLEASE. He's attached ok. And what's more I'm like 2 years older than him luhs. But anyway, he's so cute lah. :D Went back to school at about 1 plus. Begged Ms Ho to open up the school gate to let us change out of our Uniforms. Cooked up excuses such as, "Oh it's raining heavily. If wear Uniform walk in the rain, uniform will be very smelly. Boots will spoil if walk in the rain. etc." Haha. So, Ms Ho had no choice but to let us in. HAHA. Jing Han and I went to Tech View to slack after that. So we literally spent the whole afternoon there. Saw Nat, Tai Chin they all at Tech View. Shawn PEH and Nat damn naughty. Hurr. And what, Nat ran away with my HP number not even leaving his. Then I haven't even sign his BB card yet. -.- Jing Han told them that she saw Jeremy they all coming into Tech View already. Nat and Shawn literally ran out of Tech View, and when Jeremy they all went in, they ran out from another exit. Hur. But anyway, Jing Han and I spent the whole afternoon at Tech View, chatting and playing games. Jeremy, Cheng Hoong, iat Seng and Yong Siang also spent the whole afternoon there. And at times we will hear them laughing so loudly. And we did not sit very near to one another ok. They were sitting at the other side of the food court. And guess what. They were competing with us to see who will leave Tech View first. Hur. And when Jing Han and I decided to go off, we carried our bags and went to the toilet first. They thought we are leaving, so Jing Han received a message from them saying "We win. Now leaving." WTH. But then, we were going back into Tech View to go like ask them some stuff. Then we ended up talking. -.- I mean Jeremy were giving us riddles and Jing Han too, was giving us riddles. Funny. After all of us left the food court, chatted awhile at the bus stop. Then Jeremy they all went off. So, they didn't go home. But they stood at the traffic lights and talk talk talk again. -.- I wonder why they got so much things to talk about. Jing han and I had fun playing the games at Tech View and we were laughing so hard too. Haha. =/ Accompanied Jing Han go Bedok to get her ban3 mian4. Then came home for dinner. Here I am blogging. Eh. I'm so going to do my homework already. Spent the whole out so didn't do a single hwk. =/ Alright. BYEBYE. blogged @ 7:35 PM Saturday, March 15, 2008 Great. I'm back to blogging. Friday, 140308 Tuition yesterday at Miss Tan's place was fine. Her dining table was overcrowded. Haha. Imagine 6 ppl at the dining table. Had tuition with 4 other ppl yesterday i.e, Yan Yi, Yi Xin, Lee Wee and Qi Rui. Yey. I was on time whereas the rest were late. Heh. Anyway, had tuition for almost the whole day. From 1130hrs to 1615hrs. And lunch at about 1430hrs to 1445hrs. See, we had only 15minutes for lunch. I was quite ahead of them so I was doing what they were not doing yet. =/ I went home at about 1700hrs after going to the Fair Price at East Point to get some stuff. I reached home at about 1720hrs? Useed the comp awhile and left the house at about 1800hrs for Alpha. Alpha was fine as usual. I still owe Jeremy a drink. But he say don't need already. :? I don't know luhs. Maybe I'll still get him a drink. Soon. Haha. Went home with Jing Han. Then I reached home at about 2300hrs? Bathed and used the comp. And slept at about 0040hrs. Today, 150308 Woke up and went to school for GB meeting today. So yah, I'm back to being a Squad Leader which I haven't been for a long long time. Oh, I so miss being the commander. ARGH. But, nah have to step down. ): I requested to be commander for tmr. But must see if M'am allow. =/ 'Cos it's like Sec4s step down already then I no chance be commander already. I just wanna be the commander for the last last time! Pretty pleaseeeeeeeee? Anyway, had badgework, dance practice, "fire-drill-in-10 min" [No, I'm talking rubbish. Just that we had to be tested on our changing time. Officers wanna see if we are capable to change into our uniform in 10 minutes. So, can decide whether to let us dance in COY Tee and Jeans or in Uniform.] So yah, all 12 of us who are dancing, managed to change our uniform within 10 minutes. I changed mine in 6 minutes 30 seconds. Dumb. I made a BIG mistake today. And I mean BIG. I actually ran between BB contingent!! I mean they were in a contingent, and Sir Caleb was gonna give a command when I ran between them! Shucks. I ran and apologise at the same time. Luckily, Sir Caleb never tekan me. =/ If not, I die. We don't have to report in Full Uniform tmr instead, we will be reporting in COY tee and jeans. Reporting time is 0800hrs in school. Sian. So many things to bring tmr. Btw, tmr is my school GB and BB Enrolment Service at Expo Conference Hall. I was allowed to invite friends and family but nah. I don't think anybody will wanna go to see me. =/ Imagine us having to change our uniform IMMEDIATELY after dancing on the stage. And we only had 10 min to change. Wow. But it's better than wearing our Uniform to dance. Haha. How will 12 girls wearing Blue Uniform dancing on the stage look like? Hmm. We will look damn funny even though nobody's gonna laugh at us. =/ I was like talking to Nat when I kena scolding by Captain. 'Cos I wasn't helping the Sec1s with their uniform. Oops. Oh yah, Nat became my gan di already. HAHA. Bleah. So, anyway, went to buy my lunch at Tech View with Jing Han. As usual, full of boys from BB. But ok lah. Used to it already. They always go Tech View for lunch after parade. Unlike us. HAVE to go home cannot loiter. -.- Went home and slept my afternoon away. I slept at about 3 plus(?) all the way to 6 plus. I was too lethargic. I also don't know why. Ok lah. I still have homework to do. I am here because I wanna take a break from my work. Heh. Skiving eh. Haha, alright. BYEBYE~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI TING! blogged @ 10:25 PM Heh. Spent some time editing pictures on the Net last night. And I think it's so cool! I mean the website.. *P.S: These are only part of them. Will upload the rest soon. Damn tired now.. blogged @ 12:01 AM Friday, March 14, 2008 Here are some overdue pictures.. HAPPY TOILET SUNTERTAINMENT wow. I can't see my eyes.. =/ Trying to carry the big big tub of water.. Mayor's arrival.. SLs playing at the Inflatables. Trying to see what's going on in the Inflatable.. CHEESE! :D The teapot set sponsored by the Mayor and I got it! :D blogged @ 11:38 PM