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Saturday, June 30, 2007

another long day today.met jinghan at 0800 this morning at pasir ris. reached hq at around 0845. had attendance taking, uniform inspection. uniform inspection was damn long lah. so many problems here and there.. and. i am soo proud today.reached suntec exhibition hall earlier than st johns. HEH HEH. cos sop and haziq says we report earlier than them yet we are always later than them when we reach suntec. haha. so we were earlier than them for the first time?

had kfc for lunch today. ok ah. today's not so bad.(: had 2 short runs and 2 complete runs.((: damn tiring. but well, can lah. we had burger for dinner.after dinner had the 3rd round. this time round, we had audience. like almost the whole place were filled.. oh yes, during the run before dinner, xueyi's boots' heels dropped off. and it's new though. yesterday just buy de. suay lahs. then must wear m'ams' boots to parade.

wah i damn tired. i just came home not long ago and i'm dozing off already. and as usual, we marched in public on the roads. many ppl were looking at us and stuff. today's parade was fun though. hmm. after everything, we marched back to the exhibition hall. infront of us was st john's. so i kept disturbing sop lah. then she dun want answer me. grr. then her sir was like eh you dun disturb my friend here ah. blah blah. sth like that. =x

after that, had vesper and bersurai. had our NDP`07 tees already. i was wondering if outside sell the same shirts. haha. cos if there are, then we won't be that unique anymore right?! so, when going home, jinghan told me to wear this shirt during sch NDP. hahaha. so i say ok lah.((: went lavender, pris needed the toilet so we went to some coffee shop for the toilet. i reached home at around 9 plus luhh. conclusion for today's practise: fun yet tiring.((: i damn tired already.. i shall stop here today.. byee.((:

blogged @ 10:04 PM

Friday, June 29, 2007

yesterday too tired to blog ah. so lazy to blog then dun blog lor. haha. yesterday.. went to sch. st john's day was commorated cos wed got AYC`07. oh! we spent literally the whole day in ITR2. but after recess go back class for chem. then after sch, went tampines with yichun and xinhui to get my trackpants. then went basement for some food. then go home.

and when we were crossing the road, going inter, there's this lady quite short, pulling a grocery trolley lah. then i never see, accidentally kicked the trolley. then the lady was like, "haiyur why walk blindly?!" i wanted to apologise lor. but she say until like what like that so i just kept quiet luhh. went to take bus back home. then at night mum's friend gonna come massage for me and mum. so mum asked me to be home before 1830hrs. it was quite comfortable though. yah. then after that watch tvee, went to sleep.((:

blogged @ 8:52 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

argh. i'm so tired lah. went to sch. had pe. but mr ganesan nv come so mr som relief my class. had early recess at like 0900?! ok. and i ate alot today. i feel so guilty!): anyway. after sch, i had SLC briefing outside GO. then went to find sop they all. they had rehearsal for tmr's st john's day.

then me, haziq, sop, hadi, aina, ros were like playing concetration again lah. this time with penalty. haha. i today damn suay. so many times kena punishment lah. then they ask me do some stupid and "entertining" stuff. but we all had fun luh. haziq they all all very stressed fo tmr. after that, i went to gather for taf. WHOO~! kangoo jumps for today!! so excited. i see the shoes i, "wah!" soo cool lah. then i was like, eh i scared i die. that kinda stupid thing lah.

but i had great time playng!((: hmm. after taf, went home with sop. then watch tvee. bath. hae dinner. watch tvee. and here i am blogging. an oh yes! i saw dom lim on tvee! haha. he wn 50bucks playing game with mark lee they all lah! cos it was at bedok. then awww. so cool. haha. ok lah end here today. BYE.((:






blogged @ 10:07 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

hmm. woke up at 0600 this morning to get myself prepared for AYC`07. left my house at around 0650. wanted to leave my house at 0640. but i find this find that that i end up leaving at 0650. hurr. walked to bedok reservoir. there were already quite a number of ppl already when i arrived.

we were briefed and stuff. there's ppl who passed me their belongings luhh. i was waiting for my duty as finishing judge grp c luh. anyway. parents and teachers ran first, taking the lead. followed by upper sec boys, upper sec girls, lower sec boys, and lastly lower sec girls. i realised there were alot of upper sec boys luhh. or rather there were more boys than girls lah.

soon, got ppl coming back. first person to reach back at the staring point was a parent! and surprisingly, the son, was also the first upper sec boy to reach! haa. like father like son.(: first teacher to reach was mr chua! hey, he ran later than the other teachers lah. ms ho came in second!((: cheerios![=

xinhui got 1st for lower sec girls this year!((: mich got 8th for lower sec girls. wah i tell you ah. yichun they all were like walking lahh. hurr. next year my turn to run le. valerie came in within 45 min!(: domLIM, jeremy they all came in top 25 for upper sec boys. leo came in 20 for lower sec boys!((: not bad not bad. and! i just realised that he's tidalwve! heh heh.

anyway. it was an exciting event luh. after everything at bedok reservoir, we had to clear up and stuff. and go back to sch for the rest of the events.. i went back sch with haziq, charlotte and sop. karen they all were eating ice cream on bus. then bus driver came upstairs of the double decker bus, 65. he came up and "scolded" them luhh. then after that isay bus driver like bu shuang. haha. then when we alighting right, i say sarley the bus driver not happy then anyhow drive ah. then felix say, "wait wait." i dunno what's he is up to lah. then when going off the bus he say a very loud, "huh? what? karen. what you say about the bus driver? huh? what?" haha. then i understood lah. haha.

went back to sch to have lunch. then went to 3G, play game. haha. sooo fun. too bad, had to report to the hall at 1245 for prep. hey! today i did a not-so-bad emcee ok! heh heh. anyway. joel and i was like trying to signal to each other from one side to another of the stage lah. my legs were trembling then.

after that, we had aesthetics. bnss idol, not bad nt bad. all can sing. heh heh. there's a duet, from tidalwave, woah. one of the girls damn pretty. and leo was telling me that. he was asking me that girl which class, sec what. then i jokingly say, "why leh? you want jio her right? wahlao. you hor. hais." haha. i told him i think they sec5. then he say, "huh that means older than me lah." *sounded disappointing though*

hmm. after the whole event. we had debrief.((: and oh yes. i'm happy for everybody who completed cross country! keep it up guys!((: hmm. went bedok to get some fruits, and help my dad buy his "carpark". yichun's mad today luhh. haha. ok lah. i end here today. cheerios! and BYE!((:


blogged @ 10:22 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

hmm. i dun think there's ath to blog about today..oh yes. we had briefing on AYC in the hall today. so paiseh lah. they used the pictures which they had used last year in the powerpoint lahh. like wth. then everybody knows it's me. hurr. nvm. lucky this year there are no pictures of me. haha.

lalala. eh. tmr AYC already! omg. i scared!~ i dun wanna be emcee! i dun wanna talk infront of the whole sch making myself like a fooooool! grr. can anybody take over me? pretty pleaseeeeeeeeee? i will feel like a fool with joel lahh. like some jokers on the stage. eh. at least he can talk. i hope i won't screw up the thing.. oh pls. god pls help me ok?

going reservoir in the morning.. at like 0630 must leave the house le.. nvm lah. i will walk slowly. i want see eric! oops. no lah. joking. hahaha. wahlao. i dun want leave the house so early lah.i will look like some mad woman going reservoir in my dark blue tidalwave house leader tee.. maybe ppl will think i'm going there to run. hurr. and i shan't be that mad woman on the streets. =x

oh yes. i stayed back for cheerleading competition this after. it was. omg. sorry ah. as the captain, and heard all the ppl even tidalwave members say our cheerleading screw up luhh. i didn't see. i only managed to see fireblaze, solarpower and amazongreen. amazon got third. fireblaze got first! and followed by solar. ok, i dun deny that they really are power ok. i see already my eyes wanna pop out luhh. but nvm, they fail now, bu dai biao they will fail forever what. so. JIA YOUS TIDAL!(: i can give you my moral support. heh!((: for the other houses, keep up the good work!((:

wahlao. i ate soo many toasts tody lahh. like i think got 5 lah. which is like 10 slices of bread? omg. so much carbo. for the first time i eat so many bread in one day. and i forgot to bring my money to sch! so, i borrowed from sop. bleahs. will return tmr.. yesterday and today also i go home at 4 plus. sian-ed. ok lah. i want go mum's room enjoy air con already. damn hot outside.. will continue tmr!((:

blogged @ 10:07 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

hmm. first day of term3. and i thought teachers will not really collect holiday assignments. but they did lahh. like grr. nvm. hmm. took bus this morning to school. saw kayan and zhenxing. i feel like we are strangers luhh. well, bi jing we very long nv see and talk to each other le.. lalala. anyway. sch today was fine. ms seet, new humans. teacher for my class came luhh. then i thought she very cold one. but she's soo nice!((:

anyway. we got new time table this term. and we are gonna have 4 recess timings. 0900. 0930. 1000. 1030. so cool. and thursday my class is gonna have the 0900 recess. hehe. so coool. ((: eh. this week's gonna be a very busy week. having AYC`07 this wed.. and i'm involved in the duty officials. and wth. i have no confidence in being the emcee lahh.. grr. but what to do.. all i can do is to pray hard that i won't start a cork up..

and sat's gonna be another NDP training. i dunno if i'm looking forward to it. but i'm definitely not looking forward to wearing full U.. grr. anyway..had 3 meetings today.. first i have the PFT thingy with mr te at the hall. second, i needa meet mr chew and mr ganesan for the service learning club thing. third, i have to meet mr pang for house leaders' prep again. hurr. i'm so tired today ok? i slept at like 0100 last night.. came back from school, and i started to sleep.. until 7 plus then i wake up..

didn't really feel like using the comp today.. also dunno why. but for my readers, i shall come and update my blog. heh heh. no lah. not being BHB here.. but then sometimes i feel that my blog is so cold lah. like other ppl the blog so many ppl tag. then my tagboard like so dead.. hurr. i still prefer cbox!): i'm gonna try back my cbox.((: ok lah. i had a long day today. and tmr will be one too. so. i'm gonna retire to bed already.. bye!((:

blogged @ 10:53 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

hmm. it's not the last day of the holiday. in fact, it's just the last few hrs before 12 luhh. time is flying fast. and i bet SOON i'll be taking my Os already.. in like 2 years later.. i'll be sitting for this major exam.. well, i dunno how it will be, how fast time will fly.. but, i swear i will work as hard to achieve good results.(: it's hard.. and since i've been playing for so long, its really time for me to be serious and get on focusing on my studies.. (:

anyways. i was home the whole day today.. i went tampines to get my sch shoes with xinhui just now. well. mum asked me to get them since my current pair of shoes has a big hole at the side. aww. i so bu xiang get a new pair lah! becos that pair of shoes, is only 6 months old.. well, jiu de bu qu xing de bu lai.. it means the old one dun go, the new one dun come. same thing to him? i guess? idf i dun let him go now, or if i give up the whole forest becos of one tree, i won't know how the other trees will be like?

oh. it's so not the topic.. anyway. after getting my shoes, went to macs for dinner. omg. fast food again. dunno lah. i just felt like eating fast food.. hurr. then, we went home. nth much though. just feel not so excited for tmr.. -.- but well, i decided to go to sch on my own when tmr starts..((: and tmr onwards, i shall be on the bus in the morning.((: haha. ok lah. i want go watch initial D le. BYE!((:

blogged @ 8:31 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

ehh. just came back not long ago from rehearsal.. aww. first run was so hot ok? then after that got wind le. anyway.. met jinghan at pasir ris, 0815. went hq. yey! today i learnt sth new! when others saluting, we are not to move and we are to stand at attention. woot!(: i nv knew it lah. i always thought it was others' business.. =x

anyway.. today, we walked from suntec to marina.. which i thought will be very far.. but no! it isn't. but the stupid bus driver go merry-go-round lah.. hurr. i wonder if he knows how to get there. haha.but anyway. we had lunch first at suntec's exhibition hall dunno what. then practise little while liao jiu go marina for rehearsal le. like so cool lah. we walk and play with the marshaller? he quite cute lah. but he very petite. HAHA. ok. i didn't say he short ok! lalala.

oh yes. many ppl of the public were looking at us like what lah. but i feel so fun. they even took pictures!((: haha. cool leh. i have never marched in public before.. feels.. so. PROUD!((: but i hate it when ppl set their "disgusting" eyes on us.. like that kinda, "eh what's that girl doing in a blue uniform? very ugly sia." that kinda mentality. i sodun like it. when they use "wierd" sights on us luhh. oh whatever. maybe positively, they find us pretty. hahaha.

hmm. we took photos before dinner. i think? i was telling jinghan they all, "eh later he say 123 then we cheeseeee ok?!" haha. and! I DID! haha. soo funny.((: had a complete round today after dinner. we walked long cut to marina luhh. but it's soo fun!((: ok whatever. eh! today got "aeroplane" fly on top of us when we were opeing our umbrella and when national anthem is played.. omg. soo loud ok. like nobody business. but it was cool lah. as usual, when canon was release, xueyi jumped up luhh. see her jump make me cannot focus on the thing lah! grr.

we had no kfc nor pizzahut today. but i still finished up my food. as clean as ever. heh heh. sir patrick liew sooo like to enjoy. and he's soo cute. (: damn popular among the girls. sir shawn koh also very popular. just that he's the GAY. heh heh. ok lah. conclusion for today's rehearsal: BEST AH!((:

blogged @ 9:17 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

hmm. ok. i literally spent my whole afternoon waiting for that bloody change-of-photo-in-my-passport lah. i mean like. s long lah. wait until can die. then sop waite soo long to make her ic, then they say must have original birthcert lahh. grr. but anyway. i just spent the whole afternoon at ICA with mum, sop and soooo many ppl. ppl that i dunno. HAHA.

wah. after the wait we went hawker for some food. aww. satay beehoon. i s love it. heh heh. eh. this week i eat alot lah! tmr still got ndp rehearsal.. then confirm eat some err that food.. heh hehe then monday sch reopen le. then monday afternoon got last prep for PFT challenge thingy.. THEN. wednesday jiu AYC le.. wahkao. got so many things waiting fo me to finish.. hopefully, everything will turn out just the way they expected.. i can't expect any. erm. cork ups on that day. esp when i'm the MC for that PFT challenge thing. hurr.

anyway. i won't be bringing my phone tmr.. so yah lah. anything. sorry if i have to reply things late and stuff. i decided not to bring my phone.. i feel that it's really not safe lah. some more tmr is walk from suntec to marina leh. sian-ed. i scared sia. but i can't care much. it's gonna be over soon. in one month plus' time. k lah. end here for now. byee.((:

blogged @ 9:49 PM


ok. we, pioneers of girls' brigade 73rd went out together today!! me, kim, li, peiting, huiying, huiyi, jovy and xinhui. missing: jinghan, huiting, michelle and yichun. if not it will be complete! and! squat of 2006, kim and mine, complete today! i'm like so happy ok? anyway. we went cine today. went to kbox. it was ohhhh. got two tvee leh! hahaha. okok. anyway, me and huiyi went tanjong pagar to get back her confiscated ez link card. cos she pasted neoprints on her card. then the bus driver asked her to give him her card. -.-


and it's like one month later then she go collect. hur. anyway. kim they all went cine first.. then we joined them later. after everything, we reached cine at around 1430 or 1500? around there lah. then we sing sing. eat eat. drink drink. throughout until 9 pm. we took pictures and stuff. and hey! kim, li, huiying and peiting helped me and huiyi smuggle in long johns. for dinner. haha. cos kbox cannot have outside food mah. then they put everything in their bag then bring in to us. heh heh.

we had a great time luhh. we took neos.. wanted to scan them but i think cannot le. dunno lah. my scanner siao. or rather my comp siao. whatever. hnmm. i shall post pictures!((: still got some with kim, li and peiting there. wanted to bring my cam. but with leewee. then fine lor. lalala. anyway. i shall post them.((:








like some monster in blue light. =x


whoo~!(:











kim, li, pam, peiting and huiying.((:
end here today. i shall post more pictures after i get them.. byee.((:

blogged @ 12:02 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

hmm. ok. for the whole day. not home. well. i went to lavender to actually have my passport photo changed. i took my photo. paid $5.25. went to info counter. and what? she tells me, "if you are under 16, your parents must accompany you." i was like. WTF. i spent that freaking time queuing up to take photo and do the change thingy. then she tell me i cannot change unless with the company of my parents. WTF. grr. so i went home instead.

i went home and got my hwk. and went to sop's house to do my hwk. but sadly, i have only done my summary. HAHAHA. anyway. after that she came to my house and use the comp. and i went to sleep luhh. cos very tired mah. then after that, me and sop left the house at around 1800hrs. went bedok guardian's phamacy to get her uncle's lotion and stuff. then i went to meet ber at bugis.

meeting her 1900hrs. and hey! she was punctual! hahaha. we went to find her dunno what. her handbag for clubbing i think? i feel that i' so much closer to her than my other cousins. at least she will ask me out at times. lalala. and i have only gone out with rebec they all ONCE. and stayed over at their place ONCE. oh whatever. anyway. me and ber spent that hr or so walking round bugis street. then went to have our dinner. we had it at the food court in bugis junction.

then went for bubble tea. then sit down at the staircase.. and we started talking about her ex.. how he can lie about anything. -.-anyway. we went separately after that. reached home around 9 plus going 10. and i was reading some novel chapter 1 to chapter 17. what the hell. i read until so shuang then no ending! wth. as in have to purchase the book to finish the last few chapters. wth. nvm. now is 10 minutes away from 0200hrs. and i'm still blogging. ok lah. i'm gonna be sick soon.. and i shall end here today. byee.((:

blogged @ 1:38 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

hmm. went to meet sophia, jinhui, grace, sihui, guanshen at inter today. cos they going the han river at simei today to "clelebrate" june babies' bday.. we meet 1200 at alighting point. then me and sop reached at around 1150. so we waited.waited.waited. 40 minutes gone. grr. none of them reached at 1200 lah! all of them late for at least 30 miutes lor! grr. so bad right. hur.

anyway. went simei meet grace's ganjie, cassandra. then we go east point there to have our "buffet". it's like seoul garden luhh. just that maybe it's cheaper? dunno lah. i think seoul garden better. at least we do not have to pay for our drinks? and we can refill as much as we like.then the han river cannot. one cup means one cup. and we had to pay for the drink. wth. nv lah. hmm. we eat eat eat. and wait for charlotte. then i'm like helping sihui and sop eat alotof things lah.

i feel so pig today. i literally ate alot today lah. like wth. gr. anyway. after eating so much, we had desert and ice cream. wth. like that eat ahh. no gain weight is fake one. grr. ayway. we walked around east point. and sop is like obsessed in everything she sees lah. lalala. oh yes. all of us were tricked luhh. cos we were in royal sporting house. then grace starts playing around with the eye shadow and stuff? so when we were in the shop they were using their hands and make our faces luhh.

hurr. then i thought one happen suddenly my face got ppl touch. hurr. nvm. no joke no fun. oh yes. we were "separated" after a little while. me, sop, sihui and charlotte decided to go bugis. but, we went to this fair price home mart opposite east point. then we were playing around in there. we came out, saw jinhui they all. then they say, "wah we have come to bugis already sia" like in a sarcastic one lah. haha. at last didn't go bugis we went to tm instead. then me, sop, sihui and charlotte went our way. then i say i want eat tako pachi. charlotte ting chen tamakuchi. and said "i also want leh. i want version4" so i was like. laughing at her for the whole journey lahs.

then i kept laughing and laughing like nobody business. and i wasn't expcting to see anybody i know there, esp him. so. we were playing around with the osim u-papa thing. then sop they all go in ice lemon tee. then i outside what. then i saw ericting.

me: ERIC TING!
him: eh, hello.
me: zi ji yi ge ren ah? [you alone ah?]
him: huh. mei you lah gen peng you. [huh. no lah. with friend]
me: ohh.
him: eh.i go 77th street already. byebye. [in a soft toneee]
me: orh ok lor. byebye.

like. then i was thinking.. we like nth to say luh! wth. hao peng you until like so stranger. I DUN WANT! ): but anyway. sop they all came out of ice lemon tee. then starts playing with that osim thing again. then charlotte agitated after seeing the puzzle shop not open. haha. then i was like laughing at her lo. hehe. so we went up to 77th street. then eric and friend standing outside. then we go in.. actually i feel.. i dunno lah. [like attract attention lor] grr,. anyway. i saw this pink pather cap. then i kept saying pink panther. lalala. attract attention. hehe. no lah. anyway.. i feel that i can't really be who i am lor. whatever lah.

anyway.eric say byebye to me lah. say he go first. then after lttle whlie we go down escalator. then i started looking out for him.. -.- then charlotte say, "bu yong kan le lah. ren dou zhou le.[dun need see le lah. he's gone already.]" then i was like, "eh who says i looking out for him sia. rubbish." but the fact is, duhh. ok whatever. hm anyway. we wen to walk around century.. then go home. yahh. and here i am blogging.((: ok shall end here.. byee.((:

seriously.. i still have no idea. i have no idea why i just can't keep to my promise to myself, to everyone, that i will give up? i wish i could.. i feel that i still can't bear to. we were like strangers, when we saw each other.. like. i felt so strange. really. i was really looking out for him when i bid good bye to him. i was. i admit. but. i can't tell him all these now. never. i can't tell him how i feel. there's so much between us. so much things happened. so much happened when he knew tat i liked him. and.we became like strangers. i made myself talk to him. i mae myself to make him think that i dun like him anymore. but it doesn't work. seriously, i just got a feeling that he still thinks i like him.. i got so many things i would like to ask him. but. i dun have the courage. i feel that. he won't reply me AGAIN if i asked him those things.. really. i just can't get myself right. just what's the freaking problem with me?!!

blogged @ 11:01 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

omg. it's the last week of june holidays and i haven't finished my hwk! how can.. lalala. i practically stayed home the whole day can. supposed to go out with sophia today. but she not feeling well then at last i just stayed at home to do my hwk. it's boringgggggg. but nvm. haha anyway. i was chatting with eric. and was chatting about css. then i say "css so sian. the guys all not say very shuai one." "i only see shuai ge on tvee nia. hehe." he say i hat knda grl who see shuai ge only. wahlao. i was like, no lor. i only see on tvee. i real life where got.

maybe have lah. but i bio only lor. not despo until "eh what's your phone nnumber?" that kinda girl lo. my eyes only bio tar bor but nv like them ok! i where got lke that. my heart bo space lo. hahaha. but i tell you ok. lalala. nth in particular. heh. ok lah. i end here today. byee.(:

blogged @ 10:20 PM


hmm. went tampines with sophia yesterday. we practically went there to see khairuldin dance luhh. quite cool. haha. well, HE CAN DANCE ok. anyway. sophia came my house first. then went to the cobbler near my house to fix her boots. then we went to bedok library to return and borrow her books.

she felt that it was too early. so we went burger king to slack awhile. then we went tampines at like 2 plus going 3? i think? anyway. we walked around tampines mall, got tako pachi to eat and stuff. thern went cs. walked around, went sembawang. and whatever. haha. at around 1745, we went to have our lunch at food junction. then after that went down to openfield beside tm watch dance, and wait for khai's turn. his dance is at 1915. so we justwaited there and see other dancers.

we left around 1920. after we see his dance then we left le. cos sop needs t go her aunt's house. oh yes. yesterday was papa's day. nth special. hahaa. i literally forgot it was papa's day.. haha. i had always thought that papa's day is in september. lalala. but it's in june~! -.- nvm. haha. hmm. yesterday damn tired. dunno why.. but i was chatting with eric. then after that he say brb. then he offline. so i also offline. then i msg him good night. HAHA. cos i just went offline mah. then i very tired. wanna sleep. eh. today must do hwk le. BYEBYE. haha. ok lah. end here now. byee.((:

blogged @ 11:57 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

hmm had rehearsal at marina today.. it's the 4th time i guess? well. it rained today.. and we had to march in the rain for the 2nd run. 1st run gb wasn't there to march yet. thank god we dun have to put on that freaking ugly hat. ok. no offence. but pls. thank god that our gb cap is not like that so guides. as in. it's uglyyyyyy. and if we put them on, guides will think that we not original.. and yahh. guides wear them nicer. as in their hat though.

but anyway, marching in the rain was fun but just that our boots get all dirty after stepping on all the wet mud. cos raining what then all the mud gets muddy and slippery.. the parade ground was very wet too. so we had to like stamp our feets on wet and slippery grounds.. we had diner a around 4? after dinner, we were entertaining ourselves though. i was saying and trying to memorise the chinese pledge luhh. "wo men shi xin jia po gong ming, shi ye bu fen, zhong zu, yan yu, zhong jiao, tuan jie yi shi...." then blah blah blah. whatever lah.

anyway. we were just entertaining ouselves.. then i was like disturbing the sirs lah. and and and. st johns were entertaining themselvs by singing some song with actions? quite cute luhh. then the main thing was, sir patrick liew joined in with them luh~! so damn cute. later i post the video that i asked sir shawn koh take de. i took so photos. but i'm lazy to post them.. ;p hmm. after all the entertainment, we went for our last run. it was the complete run with president inspecting parade [of course not MR. S.R Nathan lah] and canon. and whatever.

it's tiring luhh. but i have to endure luhh. eh! next week going to walk from suntec to marina which will obviously take like about 25 min? ok, that was what the sirs said.. and i seriously dunno if i should bring my phone.. will talk about it again.. hmm. next week full uni again.. i seriously hate it when i hav to wear full uni luhh. grr. anyway. there's no complains about our performance today.. at least that was said by sir shawn koh.

lalala. today.. ok lah. was kinda kena accused by some st johns' cadets that i like the left marker. WTH. no man. grr. i just like disturbing him. ((: eh i tell you ok. the sir like what sia.. i didn't take the bread myself, i didn't say i wanna bring them home. sir raja gave me like 4 breads ok. and i was like so reluctant to bring them ome lah. then that sir say like as if i ate alot lahh. wth. nvm. just becos i big size doesn't mean i eat alot ok. whatever lah. i'm so tired luhh. end here today.. byebye.


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class bbq - 150607





blogged @ 9:17 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

hmm. it's been a long day today.. and i'm reallyyyyyy tired. in the morning, i went to meet carmen for my camera. then i went home.. tried to heat up the chocolate i melt yesterday.. but. ok, it was a success in the beginning. but water got into the chocolate and it became like shit. like sooo hard ok. my bro and i were like trying to save the chocolate. but then at last fail lor. we even tried baking the chocolate.. haha.

becos the chocolate became like that, i decided to get new bars of chocolate.. i went ntuc to get the two bars of chocolate. then came back and melt it. this time i'm super careful, making sure that no water gets in.. finally, it was successful luhh. after that i went to bath. went down to get teng's lunch cos she's sick lah. then after that i rushed to tampines inter to get my batteries. and becos i meeting wilson. suling and sharon at inter, 1515hrs. so i rushed home to get all my stuff for bbq. and rushed off to bedok.

and i had to be soo careful with the chocolate luhh. but nvm. haha. hmm. reached bedok inter earlier than wilson and sharon. saw jerrold toh and suling. then wait for sharon and wilson. then we set off to east coast. wah sharon, suling and jerrold toh wear jeans luhh. then me and wilon was like. ehhh go bbq still wear jeans ahh. so hot le still wear jeans. haha. then we took 196 to east coast. we went to our pits. i went off with jerrold toh and wilson to rent a bike. cos i think we needed one each. yah cos i needa run here and there.

so we rented one each luhh. 3 of us got the same bike. yep. then 3E the pit there already got shawn they all le. my class only me, sharon and suling. we were like walking round ECP to find our pits luhh. haha. i can't afford to sit down andchat though. i had soo much to do. i had to get everyone to the right pit.. i was quite disappointed with those who came, didn't pay, and just went off after like getting what they were asked to buy.. and i'm disappointed with those who paid, and went off like that when they just came like a few minutes then they go off le.

well.. i know it's their choice to stay or leave. oh whatever. anyway. the food arrived at around 1640hrs. then cos none of the guys were here yet. so i asked juncong and wilson for help. eh! only juncong stayed to help me. wilson dunno run to where. then after getting everything, we went back to the the pit and put everything there. i started to run around to find ppl aroun again on my bike. finally saw fhamy and gang. then see they all like so lost i decided to shout at them. haha. went back to the pit and do whatever we need to for bbq.

anyway. starting the fire was. omg. but lucky finally, the guys helped though. i asked munir to light the fire for me. cos he smokes what so confirm know how to use lighter. and i admit i dunno how to use one though.. then they help me get the fire started luhs. was kinda glad luhh. then suddenly got sun rain. then we had to move everything into the shelter lah. then got rainbow!~ so nice. i was starting the fire so, i told suling to take the picture. so cool. after awhile, the weather very good again. ((: then we started to bbq. i was doing the food and the guys started bbqing for us. hehe. yep. i dunno why i ended up not bbqing, but i just did putting the foods unto satay sticks and so on.

i was like running here and there buy this and that. then i never really sit down and enjoy the food. i just ran here and there. i ran to 7eleven to buy ice, cos sharon they all screw up the ice. they put all the ice into the styrofoam box and put water. -.- then had to buy new ice lo. so i went all the way to 7eleven to get the ice. and pls! it was so heavy that i really had no idea on how to bring it back. so in the end i just hang it on my wrist. then went back gave the ice to them. they tell me no cups. -.- when i brought it there ok! nvm. so i went back to 7eleven to buy it. on my way there, i fell down on the bike lahh. and now it's like swollen.. but anyway, it was very very painful. i was about to cry. but i told myself not to.

i went to get the cups. ms tan and one malay girls saw me. then ms tan ask me what happen to my leg. i say fall down. she told me to go wash my wound.. yep. and i did. i delivered back the cups first. then i went to the toilet to wash it. some saw and asked me if i'm ok and stuff. yahh. then i say i'm ok ahh. eh. i injured i still run here and there lahh. we took some pictures. i wanna post them. but have to wait for someone to lend me a memory card reader. so that i can post them. cos my camera USB spoil. yah lor. if not next time go buy new one lor..yeps. anyway. did some clearing up before i left the place.

went to return my bike. then wilson go popular buy his books. then meet him outside macs then went home together. we took cab home instead. cos i got many things to bring home.. yep. then after that we go take cab home. dropped him off at his place first then after that i go home. asked mum to come down to help me pay for the cab fare and help me carry things. but i ended up paying the fare myself. -.- and here i am blogging after a fresh bath. didn't really enjoy my day. but still ok lah. haha. ok lah. i needa sleep already.i'm very tired. byee.((: i'll post the pictures next time ok?((:

blogged @ 10:54 PM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

hmm. thought can go cut hair tmr wth carmen. but then she suddenly tell me she going movies with her friends.. ahh. i ting liao very disappointed luh. but what to do.. she promised her friends first. hai wo kong huan xi yi chang. hais. i wanna get my hair cut luhhh. hais. i very sad! i wanna cry. but nvm luhh. not her fault that she forgot le. lalala. *SMILE PAM*(:

today. went to school for some AYC prep again. it was soo much better that last week. of course lah this time mr te took us to the hall and he organised everything for the PFT challeng thing. OH. i'm the MC. joel also. stupid lah he. grr. anyway. when having the prep, the bbq wholesale person called me and told me that the prder wasn't sent luhh! how can it be? but nvm, i called faizah immediately and told her to help me sent the things over.(:

we had so much fun playing durng the prep. like the mics aww. so cool. hehes. firs time be MC sia. oh whaever. i can't speak! lalala. nvm. i shall be entertaining.((: yey! mr jhee came to the hall today. had a short chat with him. i so like to talk to teachers lehh. lalala. anyway.. after the prep, waited for wilson to go inter together lor. cos he wanted to borrow books. then ask me pei him go. then fair! he pei me go ntuc. yey! we bought my bbq stuff. and i'm ready fr that chocolateeeeee melting. whoo~! hehe.

eh. wilson smart ok. he taught me how to cook the chocolateee.((: anyway. he treat me bubble tea! hahaha. okok. anyway. talk t him qute fun.((: he very indecisive in whether want go tmr's bbq not. then i ask him go my class one. haha. hmm.meeting him 1515hrs tmrat bedok. eh i'm soo excited ok? and ' gonn take lotsssssssa pictures. haha.((: lah. iwanna go do some hwk le. stop here today. bye.((:

blogged @ 10:35 PM


ok. i saw my name on jermaine's post that i was told to do this game thingy? fine lor. i do. no money one just do for fun. xD

GAME OF THE DAY(:
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6werid things about themselves.
People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6weird things as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end,you need to choose 6people to be tagged and list their names.

1. look at a particular sms and smile to mysel like nobody business.
2. saying that BANKS are not nice when others think it's nice. =x
3. dun understand many things and tend to try understanding them [that's not wierd?!]
4. sad or angry, also cry. =x
5. use straw to pick out leftovers stuck in teeth. ewww.
6. multi tasking everything. =x

6PEOPLE CHOSEN :D
1. puaysee
2. evelyn
3. jerlisa
4. teng
5. carmen
6. sheauyun
7. feliciaPOH

blogged @ 6:57 PM


due to dunno-what-reason, i shall reply my previous tags here. i think i won't be using the cbox already since it gives me so much trouble.. i'll try again later. but anyway. here are the replies.((:

shanetan(: >> you nth much o do hor? haha.=x

wen >> just. who are you ah? i mean it's so obvious it's a guy..

annchee >> haa. thanks for tagging.(:

puaysee >> OH. give me a break. you will NEVER look like a boy unless you go for sex surgery or plastic surgery. but still, you are a gal. -.-

sirshawnkoh >> wahh. you really tai ai zi ji le bah! we never say we miss you leh! hehes. eh really lor. that army guy so shuai4. you not shuai4 you is shuai1. hehe. nd it's SATURDAY not SUNDAY!((:

teng >> huh? what photos?

jermaine >> i dunno leh. it just seem like so sudden.. eh. i think i go try change blogskin. maybe is blogskin de prob. lalala. wah. really not? you sound so sarcastic.. but really. what do you know huh?

michelle >> haa thanks!((:

daBENzhu >> who are you? no, she's not from my school. (:

jedidah >> HELLO!((:

ok. tags replied..((: have a nice day!((:

**TAKE NOTE: I'LL BE DELETING MY OLD TAGBOARD SOON. SO TAG ME ON THE NEW ONE. THANKS!((:

blogged @ 8:04 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

hurr. i so sad. my cbox dunno what happen. wahlao. ppl can see mine i cannot see! and i can see other ppl one. except some like doreen and carmen,. i cannot see! what's the prob luhh. that time also like that lehh. now i go the website aso cannot sia.. some more that time little while jiu hao le.. ): hais. anyway. ppl. tag me on my new tagboard for the time being ok? thanks..

blogged @ 9:15 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

错了再错 - 张栋梁
退到了绝境再退破碎
到不能破碎能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下
我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧
即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说

blogged @ 9:18 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

ok. it's the first day of second or third week i guess? but anyway. i'm home almost the whole day.. i watched just follow law again thismorning when i wake up. cos i feel that i got nth to do except hwk?!! nvm. anyway.i feel that just follow law is a VERY nice show luhh. though i watched it late. but it's just a nice show luhhh.

anyway.. slept after watching the show as i was kinda tired.. HEY. my bro made me "fish burger" today... so cool right. heees. anyway. sop came my house. used the comp, we went to ntuc to help mum get what she wanted me to buy. then went home, sop used the comp again. wahlao. the weather like so hot lahhh. grr.

sian-ed. eh. i sent 100++ msges to puaysee lahhh. funny right? in one day ok! and i'm still chatting with her. hahaha. eh.. talk to her can die. she loves to say she's a man. OMG. i tell you. she keeps saying she more man. grr. siao right. when actually i bi jio man right?! hees. and she sent themsges hor. i dunnohow to reply one lor! sian-ed. oops. eh. just now i pei teng go inter. then now i'm like blogging and watching css results show at the same time luhh. ok lah. istop here.eyes and comp needs a rest.((: bye.((:

blogged @ 11:29 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

ok. i literally spent my whole day at home today. i didn't even step out of the house can. hurr. and so, there's nth to blog about luhhh. and yes! i haven't been "emo" for a long long time huh? hees. now. i'm thnking again.. =x

i know it doesn't work.. i still like you.. how hard it is to just let go.. i still go to your friendster profile everyday.. i still look through the pictures at times.. i still think of you.. i realised that i just can't bring myself to let go.. it's like hell. i went to your profile. and saw that old pictures.. our picture? you deleted away.. well, i dun really have the right to say what pictures you put and stuff. and i didn't say that you must have my picture up.. i mean. i never meant that way..

i felt wrong.. i felt like a sinner. like the past when you know i like you, you tried hinting me that you don't like me by not replying me. what does that mean? i hate msging you.. i hate it.. i hate it when you don't reply.. even as just a friend? i wanted somebody to talk to... i felt so useless ok? the day i gave you your bday present, i told myself that, i never will get the chance to be with you.. so i must give up.. ppl said. it's hard.. yes, it's hard.. but what can i do? i have been waiting for sth that i know i will never get an answer..

i know that i will never get the answer i want from you.. cos the replies you gave me aren't replies i'm waiting for.. and i felt tired. no matter. what. i must let go.. i repeated myself.. again and again and again. but. it seems that nobody really care. like you.. you said you care.. your friends took your phone, sent me that msg.. i know it's a prank.. decided not to believe it.. i dun understand why the first time i see some of your friends, they seem to know everything that's going around me and you.

they just seem to know that i like you.. why? why is that so? the rumours went on and on until now. from pri5/6 until now sec3. the rumours sill goes on. we are the "rumoured couple". i thought it's ok.. but. i feel that. i would rather it be real.. maybe in the past. but now, seriously, i felt pointless. i felt that i'm just not ready for one. give me a break ok? and serious. i dun wanna get into one so fast. i dun wanna end up like a mad woman.. crazy about love. oh, i can't care much.. you didn't reply. once again.. and i felt that. you are avoiding me.. i felt that you are hinting me again? becos you want me to give up like a snap of fingers?

really.. i really dunno what to say to convince you that i'm over you.. i'm gonna give up on you. it's a pathetic thing. i know.. but still, I MUST, and I WILL. i'm irritating. you replied others but not me.. you may say i think too much.. there's no such thing.. but. hello. i got feelings ok.. i felt hurt when you can't just treat me like your goodfriend like we used to be? okok. forget it. just treat it as i never liked you ok? just everything back to normal? like in the past? i know. it's impossible now. but i wanna tell you. i have removed the picture which i used to put as my screensaver, i have removed pictures of you in my wallet, i have deleted that folder which only contains your msges, just to forget you? like hello. i'm trying ok? i only wanted you to know that, i'm gonna prove to you that i can give up on you.. i can live without you. i can live.(:


enough lah. i'm enough of this emo thing.. blah blah blah. ok. i'm tired i'm ending here for today.. byee.

blogged @ 10:07 PM

Saturday, June 9, 2007

ooohhh. went hq in FULL UNI with jinghan. instead of meeting her at pasir ris where we were supposed to, she asked me to meet her in bedok. so ok lor. bedok lor. then so sian lah. i hate wearing full uni ok? grr. nvm lah. who ask me to be in UG. haha. hmm. so sian sia. like so nth to do at hq.. but anyway. main thing is not hq, it's marina.

had our rehearsal at marina again. soo cool ok? like had afew runs today. 2 complete runs i think? and for the first run, even i had to fall out. cos i was just feeling really terrible le. i wanted to si cheng one. but then when the st john gal beside me squat down, i felt that i cannot take it le. so decided to squat down too/ but also, if not for phyllis behind me kept asking me to squat, i won't ah. cos i wanted to finish everything de.

viki squatted down first, then m'am audrey, then dunno who. jinghan fall out also before me. i wanted to carry on! but i didn't ah. cos my leg really burning like siao le. and most of them fall out becos they felt faint and vision was totally black/white. yahh. then i was feeling terrible lor. sophia fall out also.. and like most fall out when the parade was finishing. our names were recorded lah. it's like. now they will notice us more. hurr. anyway. after that went back for early dinner. had KFC for dinner.it's a O.R Fillet Burger, a piece of chicken, one whipped potato.

it was.. ok lah.. mai hiam buey pai lah. hees. that means if dun fussy, not bad lah. haha. ok it's dumb. after dinner, we had nother run. i dunno if i should go on with the run. cos i see jinghan like that i also scared. she say she no confident. then at last she didn't go in. i went in instead. andi was soo happy to endure for the whole complete parade. like got audience ok. machiam preview like that. then i kept disturbing st john's left marker. hees. he quite cute lah actually. hahahaha.

eh. i tell you ok. i saw some shuai ges today. hees. really really. no joke. so shuai lahhhh. hees. ok lah. i go NDP not go bio tar bor one.. but i admit go there bio also lahh. hees. hahaha. hmm. i'm so tired. eh! sir shawn koh nv come today. hear from sir en hui that he went malysia.. sian lah he not around. cannot kah jiao him.. hees. sian-ed. ok lah. i end here today.. bye.((:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING!!((:

blogged @ 8:55 PM

Friday, June 8, 2007

went for AYC prep at reservoir this morning. it's. so.. omg. give me a break lah. it's like so disorganised ok? like hello. we went there hit mosquito ok. eeyur. nvm. like went there damn early ok. whatever lah. went hawker centre at inter with karen after that. we ate early lunch lor. sian-ed. went home.. slpt.. cos i waiting for time to pass.. then i sleep.. wanted to leave the house at 2 but then i see the time 1345 so i continue to sleep. then ended up waking up at 1432.

wth. nvm. anyway. i quickly got my stuff and left the house go find ting [ting sounds better than eric hor?haha.] walked to 85 market there then go look for ting's bazaar. he say opp 85 market.. sian-ed. then i reach there le i ask him come out cos i paiseh.. hees. then he came out, gave him the present and he called jermaine and blah blah blah. HEY. i realised jermaine's sister is from gb. wahaha. so cool. but anyway. ting's friends were like standard lah all those siao siao thing. like disturb disturb lah. i also dunno why lehh.

first time see me de ren hor jiu zhi dao wo shi pamela le leh. then like they seem to know sth lahh.. haiyur. whatever. eeyur. ting drop one star into the drain!! 96 become 95.. i ask him must pick up lorr.. cos got meaning de. haha. hmm. anyway. went to look for qinghui. EH. he changed soo much. he looks cuter now. hees. like last time he already so cute hor. now he looks like ah beng lah. but he soo cute!!((: hahaha. okok. anyway.. i had to leave at around 3 plus going 4 cos meeting ber mah.

so yah lor. went home first. then whe i go home bath, come down, ber tell me we meet later. so i say like when she rest enough then call me lo. then! i went back to the bazaar. look for them. haha. eh. i went back, then jermaine they all keep saying ting got thing to ask me. then i was like. err.. then they walk to another seat. wahkao! i dunno what they up to lahh. sian-ed. anyway.. fine lor. then i saw iris! my jiu xing. hees. hmm. pei her go buy thing then when i go back ting say he going home take thing. ask him wait for me then he just go off like that..

sian-ed. fine lor. then i just walk in the rain.. then i think lah. same old thing. anyway. when i was downstairs, ber called me say she rest ok luhh. then i go meet her lor. meet her at orchard. wah i wait for her very long lehs! but. ok lah. only wait until want sleep nia. hees. orh ting msged me when i was at cityhall.

ting: pam where u?
me: cityhall.
me: wanted to ask you wait for me one. then go home together. cos i afew steps away nia. then you all go off le.
ting: oh you nv say earlier.
me: i say wait. just that i didn't finish my sentence.
ting: i love u. [think.think.think confirm is prank.]
me: -no reply at first. decided to change the subj.-
me: enjoy your bazaar.
ting: sian no ppl liao.
me: hahaha. you all not ppl mehh.
ting: -no reply-
me: what you all doing now?
ting: bbqing.
me: wah. so good. i also want! xD
ting: -no reply-
me: eric, can i ask you sth?
ting: yeah?
me: just now got ppl take you phone?
ting: yeah some friends.
me: orh. then nth liao.[=
ting: okay then!
me: you nv ask me why?
ting: -no reply-

get the idea? ok, ber says i'm thinking too much. yah. i am. in fact i already knew it was his friends le. and if it's real. i'm not happy at all. cos if like i have waited for so long. then when i decided to let go, you tell me this kinda thing. i'm like. hello.. nvm lah. it's over.
anyway. it was stupid. really. i just felt wierd though. nahh. i'm gonna sleep soon. i'm really exhausted.. tmr I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY TO POLISH MY BOOTS!! grr.

1 more hr to ting's birthday. and i think i can't wait till 12. so, i will send hjim a msg now to wish him a happy birthday.((: byeeee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING!((:
ACTUAL DAY:090607[SATURDAY]

blogged @ 10:25 PM

Thursday, June 7, 2007

ehh. went tm with wanjing today. eh. we bicker all the time luhh. haha. talk to her can die. hees. okok. eh. today so sian lehs. i wait for wanjing 20 min ok! lalala. almost fell asleep. hees. hmm. went to get her pencil case. anyway. we walk walk. then she only know how to see phones.. hahah. and i only know how to eat. HAHAH.

okok. anyway.. having training this sat. FULL U. so boring.. yes! i hope we dun have to wear that GB HAT. eww. twp sided one lah. so. yur. wear the blue one still ok. but then the yellow one.. err. too off le lah. haha. ehh.. i want photos!! =x lalala. eh tmr. needa wake up early got bedok reservoir for AYC prep. then after that meeting ericting to give him his bday present. MAYBE going his bazaar. nono not his of course. haiyur. dunno lah. eh i end here. very sian lahh. nth to blog one. =x byebyebye.((:

blogged @ 9:03 PM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

first time at marina.. ooohhh. so cool. we got umbrellas! and i got the red one! but i tell you ok. i seriously dislike holding the umbrella lah. cos it's like. so difficult open lehs. and close also. grr. nvm. hey! i saw jesslyn today! hees. okok. hmm. met jinghan at pasir ris 1100. since she wasn't there yet, i went macs to get my "lunch" wahlao. i cannot eat RICE! and grr. nvm. at least i have macs breakfast for lunch. haha.


hmm. saw mandy they all in the bus while on the way to hq. so cool. haha. anyway. today, i can talk properly. i mean liek got sound lah. and sounds better. wah. i tell you ok. literally everyone asked me why my voice become so "man" wth. grr. then i say i break voice. hees. no lah. i just practically lost my voice in camp ok? is that ans satisfying?? haha. okok. anyway. marina bay is sooooo cool ok? i so scared we all drop into water lah. cos the thing like so no stable lehh! but nvm. i think it will be cool if all iof us drop into water in our uniform. HAHA. okok. i'm talking rubbish. can swim what in the water. then can have syncronised drill. hees. okok. not funny.


back to story lahs. eh. today is a nice sunny afternoon. want rain dun want rain. but nvm, it didn't rain.. left hq to marina bay in SBS chartered bus. wahlao. i tell all my mates to tap their ezlink cards. hahaha. okok. i really tapped my ezlink card. so stupid lah! but so fun. hees. ok i'm just trying to be funny. i asked my mates to press the bell also. haha. so fun. but then of course none of them go listen to me lah. later kena scolding luhh. haha.


reached marina, were given one umbrella each. and we start marching with it. aww. wah i tell you ok. the feeling on the pontoon is soo different from which at nee soon camp! feels so rather.. different lah. like on the pontoon like want break the ting like that.and hor like when you look at those seats, you feel like as if in front got audience leh! haiyoh. so cool. lalala. had a few runs today. then back to have dinner. after dinner, coy ics had to look for ms gan fopr some hat thingy. eeww. the hats are. omg. so gg-ish. haha. okok. nvm. ehh. after that i was like playing with the hat lah. put on my head then "PEACE!" then st johns look at me and laugh lah!


the sir also laugh at me lor. he also like laugh at me lor! so bad right. i was just trying to be funny! okok. i didn't expect tha reaction from them lorrr. oh yes, in the contingent when marching in, cos st johns behind us what. then we kept disturbing the left marker lah. haha. the xueyi was like. use the umbrella poke him lah, then he was like. his expression damn funny luh! then i also disturb him. hees. lalala.


eh. i do ath hor. also the st john sir and cadets laugh at me leh! so paiseh lahh. grr. nvm. i had fun. haha. hmm. ended damn early today like at 6. went home at 6 luhh. dropoff points were lavender and jurong east. of course we dropped off at lavender luhh. then cos my mates were playing with those hats what then i say they all cancer patients. HAHA. okok. no offence. sorry. ehh. anyway, went home and bath and here i'm blogging now. lalala. I HAD SOO MUCH FUN TODAY!!!(((:





my sweat and effort.

last expensive gift i'm gonna give to him.

FEARLESS!((:


BEST CAMPER -XINHUI!(:


FERRISWHEEL @ MARINA!((:
TWO cancer patients in GB. =x

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

hey. i feel that my voice's coming back. thank god i dun have to speak witrh a voice like that for 4 days. jinghan say i'll be like that for 4 days lah! cannot! i wanna talk one. hees. lalala. eh i went to buy that present today already. and it's the most expensive gift i had ever given lah. i swear i'm not gonna buy such expensive gift again. =x ok whatever. hmm. saw huiyi at tm today.

talk little while. then we go separate ways cos she going with her aunt mah. then yah lor. and hey. i'm gonna surrender my phone tmr to sophia in the morning. so if got ath then msg me lah but i can only reply it at night. so yah lor. hmm. nth much today.. just that. haiyah same old thing i'm thinking about again.

hmm. istop here for today luhh. hey! tmr i'm going for rehearsal again. lalala. finally i can go marina for training. lalala. haha. ok lah. stop here. byee.((:

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Monday, June 4, 2007

yes! i'm back from camp! i so love the camp. and i love my GL also. hees. no lah. as in admire lahh. eh. anyway. let me intro you to my grp,

GRP: FEARLESS ((:
GO: mr jeffrey lee
GL : dominic lim [BB]
AGL : pamela yeo [GB]
MEMBERS : xie yong guang [BB]
sun hong zhao [BB]
veronica leow [GB]
valerie hoo [GB]
lim xue xian [J-BB]
rayson yip [J-BB]
yew wen pan [J-BB]

ok. enough of introducing and proceed to first day of camp.((: it's a 4D3N camp in BNSS.

first day[010607]

had lesson in the morning from 0800 to 1100. then went to meet m'am they all at gb room after lesson. hmm. we had to be in full uni by 1300. and valerie was already in full uni when she came to school. haha. valerie and i went to tech view for lunch since there's still time before fall in. went back to school at.. i can't remember. then went to polish my boots. got changed at 1235?

after that, had open parade. then we played some ice breaking games though. we played the hoola hoop one. eh! i so happy to know dom lim in my grp. cos he's a very good leader lah. anyway. we had thinking cap for last day's Star Search. we had to prepare a skit that has got to do with our camp theme "DEFINING MOMENT" and our grp name "FEARLESS". and we decided to use "i not stupid1"'s storyline whereby terry and the guy joshua ang played was kidnapped by some guy lah. then kok pin the artist draw the picture give to police and the story goes on and on.

ah. we did change the storyline though. we had dinner at around 1800-1900. then we had a game "LOST" whereby we complete stations and win points lah. and most stations had to be blindfolded. there's one station that we had to send two best listeners and two best communicators to rep the grp to play the game. and i was the "best listerner" haha. and leo [hong zhao] was the other. then both of us were blindfolded. so it's like.. veron lead me to sth and pick it up, and another guy lead leo lah. then i was told to pick a cup and a bottle of water. then leo picked up a banana. and the water for leo to drink, the banana for me to eat. like opposite lah. then leo go eat the banana and ate half of it, then give me. then i eat as told. got his saliva liao lor. then he's like, wah the banana so nice. haha.

there's a station whereby we had to blindfold and pitch a tent in a dim lighted place. only one dun needa blindfold and that's GL cos he most experienced in it mah. had supper after that. then fall in, sing vesper. then washp up. then lights off. when lights off right, we didn't really sleep though. we were talking luhh. then m'am come "scold" us. grr. and the next day i had LC luhh then i cannot go jetty jump at SP luhh.

second day[020607]

woke up at 0545 in the morning. fall in. had breakfast. then briefing for jetty jump. but sad me and jinghan cannot go.. we waited until like 7 plus, m'am jasmine bring us go take a cab to juo chuan presbyterian sec. had to reach at 0830. wah. i tell you. the LC so boring.. bleahs. wahh. the LC from 0830 all the way to 2030 lah. then i tell you ok, the speakers for the talks are so boring luhh. like listen to them can die lor. had drill. and blah blah. eh we bought many tidbits from the sch vendor to bring it to school for party in the dom. haha. cabbed back to school. and we sneaked to 7 eleven to get strepsils for my GL and leo. cos they literally lost their voice le mah.

see, i so sweet. hees. anyway. back to school, went to the ava room for the BGR talk. but we went late luh. so yah. when we reach there it was like going finish le lah. then after that went down for our thinking cap. then supper. then vesper. then sleep. eh. i literally fell asleep though. haha. eh. i already sore throat lor. ms ho gave me honey lemon strepsils. then dom they all want that one so i gave them that one lor. then i took the exra strong one.. grr.

third day[030607]

it's the third day. and we didn't have to wake up as early as 6. we woke up 0700 though. fall in by 0730. after that breakfast. then got a talk on our theme. yey! we had survival cooking! so cool. eh. i cooked ok. so cool. it was 3 hrs luhh. we had to prepare a dish and decorate it and have it to let the judges to judge though. argh, it was screwed. but anyway, me, dom, leo were busy cooking the food for the grp to eat as lunch. then everybody eat first, then me and dom ate last. grr. after that we cleaned up. wah i tell you ok. mass tins are so damn hard to wash lah! but hey, i managed to wash them. hees.

after that we had telematch. wooo~ so cool. so fun lah! got 3 rounds. first is the hold egg on spoon, bean bag on head, and blah blah blah. second round is the pick oup sweet in a plate of flour. and blah blah blah. and last round is the water bomb one. wahlao. if play hor cannot kena the water bomb lor. if you wet, you will be taken out of the game. grr. then i first round jiu out liao. eh my sleves little bit wet nia lor. grrrr. nvm. at least i had fun. 1st round > 1st, 2nd round > 4th, 3rd round > 1st. and we also played a game like treasure hunt lah. then got give points also mah. then so fun lah.

after that we changed into out camp tees and had a thinking cap. after thinking cap take photos. wah. got buffet for dinner luhh. after dinner, we had our Star Search. and we were the first to go up to perform luhh. so paiseh luhh. dom and leo are the kidnappers. then rayson as terry. xue xian as kok pin and wen pan as "joshua". eh i've got an interesting fact to share. wen pan looks like TANK!! so cute! then we call him xiao Tank. haha. after star search, we had prize giving ceremony.. andwhat? FEARLESS got 1st! whoooo~! eh oh yes, we got 993 total. hah. and we got a trophy each. hees. so cool huh. that shows that me, dom and leo's efforts paid off. haha. sir edward showed us the pictures that they have taken in the camp and what we did during the camp for past few days though. it was sweet. really. wah. i tell you lah. my spre throat getting worst lah..

last day[040607]

soon it's the last day, woke up to be a very very hot day. and, i seriously lost my voice lah. i can't say what i wanna say properly luhh. but i still tried to shout. haha. ok. that's dumb. hmm. we had bread for breakfast today.. anyway. clened our dorms and stuff. whooo~! xinhui best camper from GB! leo best camper from BB! so cool luhh. and we were given a mug each. and it's printed with our camp's theme though. went techview with yichun, jovy and xinhui after camp. ate lunch and cabbed back home. tht's the end of camp luhh. when i get photos, i will post them. haha. i so love the camp! and i love FEARLESS!!(((:

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