Saturday, December 30, 2006 now is 12am., 31st dec 2006. oh well. my 2 days before new year which is 30th dec.. was actually another day. but not really. went church. today's prog was pass the baton and also last fellowship of 2006. hopefully this won't really be my last fellowship. i mean i have really wanted to leave. cos. oh whatever. i dun wanna talk about it. but ayway. had fellowship as usual. after fellowship i just went home lah. then ordered mac's delivery for dinner. oops. ok anyway. i got nth to blog today. oh yah. my new year's eve... will be a do hw day and just another day. well, at least for me.. cos. i dun really go out with my sec sch friends. for this whole holidays, at most i only go out with pauline, wanjing and sophia. and what i do with them? buy book, see ppl buy clothes, help ppl choose clothes, eat tako pachi. and i feel that.. oh nvm. and i somehow dun really like going out already. i dunno why. yes, if i nv go out, i will just be staying at home. but now, i really dunno even if i feel like going out, i will just stay at home. cos the one i wanna go out with most, isn't free all the time. so. yah lor. make me feel that evn go out also meaningless. so might as well stay at home. yeps. so yah lor. gtg. bye. blogged @ 11:59 PM Friday, December 29, 2006 hmm. went dinner at vivo city's no signboard restaurant. yes, the name of the restaurant is NO SIGNBOARD. haha. ok. anyway. i left my house at around 1846? then went inter to buy my dad's phone plastic cover. then rushed to the restaurant. we were supposed to reach at around 2000. but we only started our dinner at 9? hurr. nvm.haha. we had... chilli crab, chiken with dried chilli and some more i can't really recall. but nvm. wahlao. the chilli crab soo not nice. the fatty weng restaurant chilli cran nicer. the bun there so crispy. the bun at the no signboard not so nice also. HAIYOH. then the sauce super average nia. but anyway. took alot of pictures. but wth. my cam went no batt and i didn't have extra batt. so rebecca, edward they all brought their cam along. HA. lucky man. hahah. took many many pictures. we like superstar sia. all the flashlights. aww. no i was just joking. haha. hmm. after dinner, we youths went for movie at the cathay. we took a train down to dhoby ghaut. but before that, we bade farewell to jessi and aunty judith as they going back to england last night. ohh! i miss uncle steve!! soo nice. he remembered my name! whee~!! haha. okok. anyway. we bade farewell. then me, rebecca, esther, sarah, belinda, yide gorgor, edward and his friend, james went to catch a 2400 show. hmm. we watched curse of the golden flower. wahlao. jay chou so fake in acting can! hurr. go back rap lah! bleahs. and the show damn bloody one you know. haiyoh! so much blood. but then its nice lah. i mean not bad nia. the palace very very big lahh. dunno how many million ppl. bleahs. computer lah. haha. oh yah. nic came along too. yeps. its the first time we cousins go out together leh! but not complete! my bros, jessi, mindy, aston, charleston. but not counting mindy, aston and charleston. cos they are too young. besides that, i'm the youngest in the group can. but nvm. i'm big enough to take care of myself. haha. hmm. after movie, we went home but becos its 2 plus already in the morning, we took cab home. i took a cab with belinda, yide gorgor and nic. cos they dun fang xin me take a cab alone back to bedok mah. then i go their house stay for a night lor. then came back this morning. i left ber's house at around 0722? around there lahs. ok lah. stop here already. until i get those pictures, i will upload them. ha. k bye. blogged @ 10:08 AM Wednesday, December 27, 2006 wth. did anybody encunter internet connections today? i guess many of you did lah. lets see what the news is gonna say k. HAHA. anyway. today is a very very sian day. but i seriously wanna watch the magicians of love again!! arghh. haha. but nvm lah. i shall watch again next time. hee. haha. hmm. today's internet is really hassle. making me machiam nth to do lah. ii dun feel like doing my hw today. so i didn't do. =x ahahaa. ok lahs. gtg. byee. blogged @ 9:40 PM Tuesday, December 26, 2006 i just wanted to post some lyrics. but somehow it doesn't seem to work. i mean i can post them. but it was all stucked together. so i decided not to post them. deleted it. so troublesome. no matter how i try to make it not stucked together, it still do. so yah lah. dun want post already. what i wanna post was the magicians of love songs' lyrics. nvm then. soo nice lahh. too bad i can't share. ="( hey! today is my phone one month anniversary leh!. oops. haha. ok lah. i'm just bo liao lahh. haha. ok then. bye. blogged @ 8:37 PM hmm. today is the 26th dec. and it's just another day. aunty judith and jessi is leaving on thursday. cos jessi have her exams in jan. argh. wonder when will be the next time they are coming back. hmm. anyway. i'm just waiting for time to pass. today's time runs very slowly. and i'm trying to finish my hw. when i really have no mood for hw. its the last week of holiday. next week new year already. then i'll be going back to school on the 3rd jan 07. oh myy. why does time have to go so fast? so fast sec3 already. and i'm still letting my mind wander. ok. i shan't let my mind wander during class. i wanna be in top 10 list. cos i sinply hate some ppl in my class next year. ppl may know. or may not. i'm just gonna miss shihui they all. hopefully, we will still go recess together and stuff lahh. even though in diff class in 2007. 5 more days to year 2007. now, the friendship between my pri 6 budds and i, are kinda drifting apart. i know that. but nvm. its good anyway. i mean i won't want it to be very bad. but they have changed. and i seriously dunno how to talk to them. it seemed like i have nth in common anymore. i mean not even to my secondary budds. i just want everlasting friendships. but i want them true. i dun want ppl making use of me. i hate it. i hate ppl making use of me, taking me for granted. yes i admit it. i'm soft hearted, easily made use of. but why do ppl do that? i dunno. maybe.. there's reasons in them? oh whatever. i somehow dun understand myself anymore. i dunno what i really want. and guys, you know what? whenever i'm sitting in the hall watching tvee, when all those friends are like so close.. i just hope my life is like what is on tvee. i know, they are just dramas but. i imagine myself in their shoes. oh i wondered how they did that. and stuff. but i seriously dunno will that be happening in us. i admit i'm kinda envious in some stuff in some ppl. but, god created me like that. well, i shall just live one day by one day. still afew more decembers to carry on. a few more januarys. i will persevere on until my last day in bedok north. i will do my best. i'm gonna let my peers, my teachers, my family, ppl around me to be proud of me. really. i'm not gonna let them down anymore. i wanna exel in many many things. in my cca, my studies and the list goes on. i'm not gonna let myself fall. i'm gonna pick myself up now. i wanna start a new chapter in my life. i'm gonna to do my hw now. byee. blogged @ 3:09 PM Monday, December 25, 2006 [[CHRISTMAS EVE'06]] well. sorry for the late post lah. shall pos about last night... i guess you guys are waiting to read about my christmas eve huh? haha. ok. anyway. in the morning go get my sneakers changed then went straight to my aunt's house for "celebration". whatever lah. anyways. was kinda sian there. maybe talking and playing songs and blah blah blah. waited for time to pass. i went home at like 1615. cos i needa get my phone charged. batt low! haa. i continued to watch ai qing mo fa shi. ohh nice. haha. i'm like to addicted to the show. wow! and hey. i wish i could be that girl. awwww. nvm. so not possible. nvm. anyway. meet kayan 1805 at his house lift there. oh great. i didn't quite expect to go out with him lah. but anyway. went marina square. dunno what to eat. was like walking here and there. my mind was wandering i guess. at last we went to some err. dunno what place to eat lah. ok. its very ex can. one person $19.90. but then it should be around $40 for two. but it ended up $45.97. wth. nvm. go watch movie after that. wahlao. nth to watch one lor. so sian. at last watched eragon. wahlao. bad choice!! hurr. at first is night at the museum. then no more tickets. arghh. i wanted to watch cinderella but then dun have. hurr. nvm. the eragon is damn sian. don't watch hors! hahaha. i'm waiting to watch confession of the pain. but then how come no news about the show ahh? nvm. hurr. after movie about 11 plus like that. sian. then dunno lah. i suddenly cannot smile lehh. wth. nvm lah. my mind is just wandering. aww. how sih eric was there. was msging him for almost the whole thing. oops. for the whole movie, i'm just sitting there smsing him. haha. cos seriously. the show sucks. i kept thinking of some stuff. but i dunno what i'm thinking too. haha. anyway. we was walking round marina just to get to the mrt. wth. nvm. we didn't miss the train anyway. lucky we took the last 225 home. haha. if not have to walk home liao lor. i received quite a few merry christmas' msges. but then i nv reply leh. cos i lazy reply leh. haha. sorry ppl. hee. hmm. i came home and continued to watch my ai qing mo fa shi. haha. then after that went to sleep lors. [[CHRISTMAS '06]] ok. MERRY CHRISTMAS people. haha. ok. my christmas is boring. but i like. cos i can just stay home and watch ai qing mo fa shi. i have finished the whole set liaos. i'm waiting for new ou xiang ju to be recommended to me. and also lend me the vcd. HAHA. no lah. it will be great if you guys wanna lend me new ou xiang ju. i want taiwanese ou xiang ju only ahh! hahaha. ok lah. nth to blog today. and oh yah. i seriously envious the people in the ai qing mo fa shi lahh. haha. okok. nvm. byee. =D blogged @ 5:27 PM Sunday, December 24, 2006 hee. went to meet mum at bedok giant then went parkway to buy my stuff. haha. went home home after that to change my teeshirt and watch the magicians of love. omg. i'm like addicted to the show!! i love carmen to bits! =DD hmm. supposed to go church today. but i didn't go eventually. went to iris' family bbq. played daidi in iris' room.haa. i know two new friends today! heehee. but i'm better to liting. omg. she ask me ask to get kayan out on wed lehh. i dunno how to open my mouth man. how? maybe tmr when i see him then i ask him lor. but anyway. its more than 10 hrs later. haha. ok lah. stop here liao. wanna watch my show. hee. byee. =D blogged @ 1:56 AM Friday, December 22, 2006 heyhey. was at ber's house. went to stay over mah. so went to pai ah ma this morning with ah yi they all. was kind pissed off by my aunt and my mum this morning. but nvm. haha. hmm. waited like so damn freaking long for my uncle and my other relatives to reach the temple. after like praying and stuff, we went to have our lunch at the fatty weng restaurant and stuff. so we had... chilli crab, sambal kangkong, some steam fish, chicken, duck and whatever. can't remember liao. haha. hmm. after that went to meet ber's bf at bedok then go my house then went to ah hmm's house to get some food. went to jiu jiu's house after that. arghh. i would like to catch a late night movie! hurr. but nvm. nobody wanna go now. lalala. i'll just be going home i guess. hmm. nth much to blog about lah. i'm like at jiujiu's house now blogging. haha. ok lah. stop here for now ks. byee. =DDD blogged @ 7:28 PM ok. i was practically home all day. but i was watching ai qing mo fa shi. omg. yes, what carmen said was true. is very nice. haha. hmm. meet ber 7 at chinatown. then go meet aunty judith they all. oh great i love them! haha. they love me too! oops. okok. anyway. we were like walking around then there we were in a jewelery shop. was there for like an hour or even more? hmm. ed wanted to get a jade pendant. jessie wanna get her pearl necklace or sth? after that went for dinner at the nearby hawker. the food there was alright nia. haha. after that we were slacking? hmm. anyway. i was given a free taiwan pizza today. its like one for $2.50. the aunty gave the last one to me. hha. but not so nice lah. what the. nvm. haha. after that went for some ice cream at macs. but only me and ber ate the ice cream. hahaha. we were like struggling to finish everything can. haha. went to aunty judith's apartment at orchard. stayed there for awhile. then ber started to quarrel with nic again. well, hais. nvm. anyways. took a cab to ber's house where i am in now. haha. i just love jessie they all can. haha. seeing them tmr for dinner. going to visit ah ma tmr. go there pai pai. hmm. yah. i'm kinda tired now lah. needa get a shower. haa. bye. shall blog again at uncle's house tmr!! =DD haha. k. byes. =D blogged @ 1:11 AM Wednesday, December 20, 2006 [[my ideal guy]] 1. My guy/girl's hair style should be [ ]long [ ]curly [ ]clean cut [ ]kalbo [X]spike 2.the color of his/her hair should be [x]black [x]brown [ ]pink [ ]red [ ]multi-colored 3.he/she should be a [ ]performer [ ]gamer [x]not quiet, can't do anything aboutit. [x]leader [x]athlete [x]musician [ ]honor student [ ]prince/princess 4. he/she should be [x]tall [ ]6 footer [ ]small [ ]5"6 and below in height [x]anything nice for you 5. He/she should be [x]romantic [x]bad boy/girl [x]simple [ ]nerd [x]shy [x]smart 6. His/her skin should be [ ]dark as an african [ ]fair to tan [x]tan 7. He/she should be good in [x]sports [x]singing [ ]math [ ]science [ ]art [x]music [ ]cooking [ ]fortune telling [x]surprises 8. my ideal guy/girl 's eyes should be [ ]big as an owl [ ]chinito/chinita [ ]round eyes [x]none of the above 9. the color of his/her eyes should be [x]blue { if possible! } [ ]green [x]brown [ ]red [ ]pink [ ]gray [x]black 10. He/she should be [ ] primary sch kid [x] secondary teen [x] poly,jc or ite. [ ] sch drop out; gangster. [x] anything is fine with me but not aprimary school kid. 11. our age gap should be[x]just a few months [x]1 year [x]2-5 years [ ]more than 5 years 12. our date should be in anywhere . [ ] a restaurant [x]park [x]cinema [ ]paris [x]sea shore if you are a girl repost this as"my ideal guy...survey"If you are a boy repost this as"my ideal girl...survey [[CHRISTMAS!!]] 1. What do you want next year? `slim down. results showing that i can skip Ns. 2. Who are you going to spend Christmas with? `hopefully.. friends? or family? 3. Who do you wish to kiss under the mistletoe with? `haha. my crush? and i dunno who is it. =x 4. What is your favorite x-mas song? `joy to the world? we wish you a merry christmas? the angel one? . 5. Hot Chocolate or egg-nog? `hot chocolate. 6. Are you done with your Christmasshopping? `haha. nope. and i've got no money.=x 7. What are you going to get yourbf/gf? `haha. i dun have one. 8. Is it cold where you are? `ok lahs.. 9. How cold? `-. 10. Made a snow angel? `sadly, nope. 12. What is one thing that you would want this year? `slim down. 13. Are you out of school because of the snow? `no. 14. If so, what are you going to do for the rest of the week? `-. 15. Do you like Christmas? `yes but somehow, its like another festive? its jesus' birthday anyway. 16. Why or why not? `becos its the birth of christ. =D 17. Are you only nice to your parents because they are going to get you things? `no. duhh. 18. Are you always happy when this holiday comes? `err. ok lahs. 19. Do you make a big dinner for Christmas eve? `sadly, nope. 20. Whats ur one wish? `slim down. 21. What are you doing now? `multi-tasking. 22. Who is your fav. person ? `my friends. duhh. 23. What kind of musics do you like? `love songs? 24. What kind of games do you play most? `you mean comp games or what? 25. do you have a girl/boyfriend? `haha. nope. 26. what's her/his name? `-. blogged @ 6:00 PM ok. last night turns to be a really cold night as it was raining so damn heavily last night. i was abit mad lah. i on aircon, wear jacket sleep. haha. mummy this morning came in. see i wear jacket and on aircon she say i siao. hahah. cos i cover blanket also mahh. well. already used to sleeping with aircon le. haha. ok anyways. i slept around 2. and so i dreamt about vincentLEE, carmen and the 9pm show on channel 8 the steven. yes, the baobao's grandfather. haha. ok. so we were together lah. we share a room. which is damn small lah for 4 ppl. so we started chatting along. then i dunno why, i ask vincent about our group's stuff lah. so he told me. got once he becos of me 4am in the morning then sleep. he say he very scared. cos fellowship rate only 1.0 sth percent nia. then say he very very headache. he say because of me lah. say what i kept appearing in his mind lah. then say because i everytime cry? oh yah. at first we are chatting chatting then suddenly got ppl come in. then when they go out. vincent quickly close the door. i was sittinh on vincent's bed. steven on dunno whose bed and carmen is where steven is. but anyway. i ask vincent whether he like me or not. [[i can't believe it. relax. i won't do that on reality. =x]] he say yah. little bit. so i was like. ohh. ok. then after that like i think we chat until halfway he machiam become willie leh. haha. ok that's dumb. then after that my dream machiam kena cutr off sia. then i cannot remember liao le. i woke up. look at the time, i remembered that i once had a dream that i was together with vincent ok. then fighting over who jio who and stuff lah. damn dumb. hahaha. eh. THIS IS JUST A DREAM. so don't go tell him anything oks!~ i post this becos i know he won't read my blog. or he might not even know i have a blog lah. haha. ok lahs. i stop here liao. gonna go do my hw liao. byee. blogged @ 10:10 AM Tuesday, December 19, 2006 its just a blank space. dun have to spend your time highlighting the whole thing. nothing to read. believe it? i don't think you will. good friends? how many good friends can we truly make in the whole of our lifetime?? for 50 years in our life or even till 80, people whom you are really close with now, might not be people whom you will be really close in future until you're old. yes. you might be. you not be. i once thought.. that i'm able to preserve a friendship in very good condition even from primary school till we are out working. i'm envious of people who have really good friends now. i really don't know why i'm feeling this way. i don't really like my school. i wasn't happy with my posting. maybe because of my results during psle, that i'm posting to such dumb school. i don't know why i'm posted to a school where none of my friends are in it. most of my friends can be in their first choice. but why am i in my forth choice? and what was my first and second choice? i seriously don't know. my friends and i are drifting apart now. its been 4 years. even when we ar in primary school, we aren't that close. sec1, still can go out together even for the whole holidays? now, how many time have we really gone out together? i msged everyone. none replied. is that really the answer i want? or is it just because all of them have their own cliques now? they don't seem to care much.. yes. he said he care. i thought about it. i seriously think that he's just saying that to make me happy. i don't want empty promises. i want a sincere promise. i don't you just say say only. i want something real. i hates quarelling. i hate crying. i hate being angry because people don't give a damn to me. i hate being alone. i hate being someone whom were made use of time and time again. i hate being people's toy. i hate being a tissue paper. i hate people treating me like nothing but an empty shell which has nothing in it. why am i so nice to people who make use of me? why do i have to make that effort to please people when they just don't care. and continue making me their puppet? am i someone whom people think that i'm easy to bully and stuff? maybe.. because i'm very softhearted? i don't know. i seriously don't know. and yes. don't think i like being emo. i dislike and i hate being emo. and always about the same stuff? and why am i posting about such stuff? i don't wanna post like this. i just wanna be happy. seriously. i see no point bugging unto these kinda stuff anymore. bye. blogged @ 10:31 PM hmm. back from carmen's place. met her at inter. knowing that zhu is at inter also, i went to look for him. he was at princess macs. haha. see huis ya chi. so nice liao. but then still abit yellow yellow. =x hahaha. went back alighting point to meet carmen. cos she didn't wanna go look for zhu with me mah. started to rain again. haha. he got umbrella then together cross the road lor. that piggy keep saying that carmen's friend is her bf. siao lor. haha. carmen and that zhu was talking about their band stuff again. hurr. nvm. haha. carmen's friend came then me and eric was like talking lah. then he say my leg very dirty hor. then he take out his feet from his ADIDAS slippers.[ok not his. his bro's. =x] then he say eee. so dirty. kuai dian chuan hui qu [quickly wear back..] hahaha. okok. so carmen finished talking to her friend liao. then we walk to take bus together. me and carmen took 225 green plate. eric and carmen's friend took the same bus which was 69. carmen qian jiao dai wan jiao dai ask eric not to talk about carmen. HAHA. okok. went on to cut her hair later. nice. shi style de lor. oh yah. on of the hairdresser, look so much like JACK NEO just that he's shorter and smaller than jack neo. hahaha. went to carmen's house after that. played with chloe. omg. she's sooo cute!! arghh. she love me now! hahaha. oops. =x she won't let me go. haha. nvm. i love her to bits too!. =DD ahha. ok. i shall post the pictures. omg. 30 over sia. nvm. i post some nice ones. =D nice right his teeth? xD haha. look like jack neo? =x back. right. left. front. little princess. =D carmen's romantic lights. =) ke ai nehh. =D haha. trying to play on the beds. =x raining! xDD hee. look there!! << =) haha. ok done. byee. blogged @ 7:36 PM Monday, December 18, 2006 whee~! i received my eagles award today! i mean the letter from the eagles award! hee. yey!! so happy! haaha. although it's just 150 bucks, i'm very happy already! cos i nv expect myself to get such an award! argh. haha. i shall let you see my nice letter. wahaha. ook. i know i'm dumb. but. i very happy oks! wahaha. isn't this cool? hahaha. okok. stop here for now. byee.=DD blogged @ 8:21 PM ok. went cck to find ahyi to have some pants changed. arghh. then had lunch with ahyi and esther. omg. the chiken rice there so not nice can. or maybe the chicken is nice but the the rice fail liao lor. sticky together one. my downstair one so much nicer sia. haha. went walk wa at lot1 with esther after that. went back to tom and stef to get my bag and go home. haha. went back bedok and looked for m'am hweeleng at her office. handed in my scrapbook. went home. went back to ntuc to get some stuff. omg. raining again. hurr. i wonder how many times it wanna rain. so sian. okok. gor's waiting for comp. byebye. =x blogged @ 7:13 PM yes!!!!! i have finally completed my scrapbook for heritage badge! i spent 2, 3 days to complete the whole thing. and i have spent just hours doing that today. and its completed! so tired! arghh. anyways. went tampines with wanjing today. went century for lunch then went back to tampines mall. went popular to buy my remaining books. social studies bought! but my english and chemistry pract and theory wb no stock. arghh. nvm. went down to wallet shop wanjing bought her wallet. went basement buy tako pachi. then go ntuc buy what mummy asked me to buy. oh yah. today gorgor got work. then i go seoul garden to see him. hah. nv go kah jiao him lah. just outside walk walk nia. haha. he didn't see me. cos he was in the kitchen. haha. anyways. he will be quiting at the end of the month. haha. ok. anyways. i wanna go sleep le. tmr still must go ah yi there change pants. then maybe going hand in my scrapbook lor. ok lahh. i'm tird. my back is aching. so. yah lor. byebye. nights. =D blogged @ 12:06 AM Saturday, December 16, 2006 meet m'am peijun, m'am lisha and xinhui for breakfast today. i was supposed to meet them at 0900. yet i woke up at 0900. what the. hurr. nvm. hmm. ok i had a great time with them ks. haha. fun lahh. after breakfast, m'am lisha went home. then me, xinhui and m'am peijun go bugis for awhile. xinhui needa get her gift for exchange mah. so we shun bian pai neoprint lor. xDD haha. ke ai neh. haha. anyways. went to church after that. m'am peijun needa go lakeside for some talk. then me and xinhui go church lor. go there. put down our presents. then start walking around. haha. hmm. waited for the stuff to start lor. then had skit, christmas carols, gift exchange and lastly refreshments. haa. ok. i got a box of chocolate this year. ok. zhiteng got my present. HAHA. okok. it may look as if it cost like 2 or dollars or less, but its more than that ok! haha. anyway. i guess my box of chocolate is from matt? hmm. most probably. cos i saw him with the thing earlier. =x haha. ok. i forgot to bring my cam! wth. nvm. i managed to snap afew picts with my phone. arghh. then after that no batt!! arghh. gotta use vincent's phone to snap the cut cake part. haha. hmm. we were all like chatting and stuff. next week no fellowship. they going for church retreat. hmm. never go for church retreat before sia. hais. nvm. hmm. after next week will be pass the baton liao. wth. so fast. my hw how? oh shit. hai. i dunno what i have been doing during this holiday can. nvm. i'll try to do as much as i can. arghh. ok ah. i think that's all for now. post the picts. =)) hee. =D i look toot!! ahha. haha. =x nice? hohoho.~ candle on the table. aww. this is soo nice. =) heyhey. the ppl are cool! =D skit! oops. what are you guys doing? err. snatch flower? =x hmm. ok. that's about it. haa. k. byee. blogged @ 8:20 PM haha. heyy. i'm not tired ok. i dun feel like sleeping. but nvm.i shall try to sleep later. maybe awhile more? haa. hmm. you rarely see me online at this time! haha. hmm. lets see. its 0215 in the morning. hmm. i wonder what are my friends dreaming now.... zZz... haha. got ppl fream of me not? surely have one... like real lor. haha. okok. i'm just bored luh. haha. for ppl who haven't sleep, hey. its not good for you to stay up late ok! even if its holiday ok! haha. okok. i'm doing myself yet. xD but but but. i'm gonna sleep soon. cos even if i won't have panda eyes or headaches the next morning, but i shall will no energy for the day one. what's more, the more i stare onto the computer screen, it makes me feel as tired. haha. hmm. must start sleep early and wake up early liao. school is gonna open. and i can't get on like that. haha. hmm. i'm just not used to it luhs. so yah lor. sleep early ppl! haha. okok. stop my nagging. shall get back to sleep liaos. byee and good nights ppl!. =) [[hmm. i took around 8 minutes to update this. hahah.]] blogged @ 2:14 AM Friday, December 15, 2006 hmm. nth today lah. it's just another day lah. at home. trying to finish my stuff. arghh, i must finish up my holiday homework and my gb proj. oh myy. so busy man. and this holiday i didn't really go out lahh. cos like not very free mahh. nov only one week free nia. what the. arghh. then dec free. but very nua lahs. sian. i'm still wondering of many stuff. but nvm. it doesn't matter anymore. ahha. hmm. k lahs. today post until here. very short i know. haha. nth to post lahh. haha. bye. blogged @ 11:01 PM the following post will not be full of vulgarities. but it will not be just another post too. read it or not? up to you. smart to understand or not i don't care. hmm ok. my life is back to normal. i mean after one day of MYSTERIOUS happiness, time to get back to normal. its been a long time since i got this feeling. but nvm. i shall let it slip away from my fingers like sand. i dun wanna make ppl think that i still can't forget him. an that i dun want him to think that he's so great and stuff. sometimes i seriously cannot stand his LOL-ness.its like everything to him is LOL. whatever. I'M BACK TO NORMAL. and i'm happy that i did that. i know he will be reading this but who cares. my blog, my say. once more,its my wishful thinking. and it will just be like sand. slipping away in less than a second. he's just my bro. i seriously dun want anything more than a bro-sis relatioship. its been half a year. rest assure, i won't like him again. cos i know there won't be any ending. so, i'm letting my heart off again. chang tong bu ru duan tong. oh whatever. i dropped a tear for you. i still remember clearly, 31st july 2006. and i swear i'm not gonna cry for you again. thank god i didn't cry. i've learnt to be strong. after so long,i've learnt so many thngs now. and thanks for always reading my blog WHEN YOU ARE BORED. oh well, at least that's what you told me.leaving without a tag. tells me in my face that whatever i have posted is bullshit. and why must you look into my past? it was september or so and you were reading june-july posts. isn't that the biggest joke ever? think again. whatever. since you like reading, i love posting. i'm just here wasting my time instead of doing my assignments. oh whatever. i dun wanna waste some time here being emo again. ok done. whatever. i'm gonna do my gb proj now. gonna hand in by the 18th DEC. and i only just started. shucks. nvm. i shall continue now. will be back soon. haa. byee. blogged @ 2:41 PM Thursday, December 14, 2006 yey! eric took his braces off today! whee~ but then i cannot see lahh. i wonder how he look now without his braces. arghh!!~ nvm. haha. i wil see him sooner or later. haha. hmm. asked him and kayan whether they wanna pei me go buy my ink cartrige and my x'mas gift for exchanging. but one say go out with friend one say left 3bucks nia. whatever lahs. nvm. its not the first time i go out on my own to buy stuff le. so i just went simei and get my ink cartrige. since i'm there, i shopped around and just went into one of the shops. the things there are very nice. but its quite ex lahs. so i just look around and stuff. so i at last still buy sth which cost me 10cents lesser than the budget. and i had to have the gift wrapped. and it cost me 1.40 more than the budget. so. am i still within the budget? arghh!~ ok. the guys were funny lahs. one say i quite tan then say what i do sports ahh. then i say no. he ask then how you become so tanned one? i say jiu shi go shai lor. then he ask me go where shai. the other guy say ppl tanned your problem meh. sth like that lahs. i say err. i from uni grp de. they ask me what uni grp i in. i say girls' brigade. then the second guy say he last time boys' brigade de. i was like woahhh. cool. haha. okok. enough of those guys k. hmm. teng called me. asked me where i was. say at simei going back liao. then he ask me i with who. i say i alone lahs. the two idiots dun want pei me go. HAHA. okok. i didn't realise it was raining heavily until teng told me so. haha. ok. i was inside the mall.haha. hmm. back home. and i was ok seriously i was happy when i saw SOMEBODY's display picture is same as mine still. but now he change back le lah! okok. i just checked. and he changed back to whatever is before. okok. i'm happy ok. zhen. actually i also dunno why i so happy today and yesterday. oops. haha. okok. eh dun try to distract my attention oks. hmm. ok. i think that's all lahh. come home jiu use comp liao le. haha. my day like that lor. argh! k lahs. byebye!. =)) blogged @ 9:49 PM me and peiyin's conver... 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HAHA. blogged @ 5:35 PM wahh. ehh. now got err. wait ah. [[isabel, teng, junjie, eric, chitmin]], 5 ppl say we is couple liao lehs. look below.. i mean the below post. arghh. nvm. [[i don't mind having a ahem]] oops. haha. hmm. i shall ask more ppl what they think about that picture. haha. blogged @ 3:36 PM haha. very qiao can!! i open his window and i see this. =))) blogged @ 3:11 PM Wednesday, December 13, 2006 ok. he told me only yi ge picture can be posted. i dun care. i want post.. before and after. wahaha. oops. hmm. ok anyways. went to trim alittle of my hair with kayan just now. cos i can't stand my thick and irritating hair le. haha. alamak! okok. hmm. anyways. he become my part time nan peng you liao lor. ke ai right? oops. hahaha. okok. i will do a fast update. my stupid idiot bro spoil my peaceful day. i will post two pictures kk. before. after. i will continue later. k. byes. haha. ok. back. hmm. i shall post the rest of the picts. haa. ok? OKY? oops. =x heyhey. i dun like this picture! make me look so short! hohoho. see lahh. nice right. i see my picture... xDD hahaha. okok. be honest. WE ARE NOT TOGETHER! so put your minds straight! and hey, now you know why i love being single? this is the pro! wahaha. no lahs. take picture with hao peng you is very good! cos even if ppl misunderstand, we are still hao peng you can! part time nan peng you!. oops. haha. anyways. good day to everyone! =))) [[oh yah. KAYAN's GONNA KILL ME!! cos he will see soo many pictures..... arghh. nvm. i like! oops. xD]] blogged @ 6:22 PM Tuesday, December 12, 2006 went carmen's house just now like around 12 or 12 plus.. went there nua. hahaha. she's grounded lahs. she waswatching some show when i went her house. hmm. she's leaving for thailand tmr. arghh. miss her lah! xD but anyways. she was grounded, and she can still go inter. haha. sneak out one lahh. haha. hmm. went popular to get some stuff. arghh! i needa start doing my proj liao. sian. needa hand it up on 18th. omg. i spent like 34 dollar plus just in popular can. wth. anyway. i did went to withdraw a 50 bucks lah. i bought to notebooks, one scrap book, afew pens. and it cost me 34 dollars plus plus. wtf~. nvm. hurr. hmm. went eastpoint after that. cos i wanna get a keyboard. it cost me 14 bucks? omg the baby soo cute!!!! argh! okok. get back to story ks. hahaha. bought the keyboard and i went home lahs. stupid piggy eric. dun want pei me go buy thing. hurr. nvm. hahaa. oops. eric shi zhu!! xDDD okok. anyways. went home. used the comp and stuff. watched tvee.super nua today. hurr. waited for time to pass lahh. so sian. soon, its 9pm. eric called my phone so many times. yet, i didn't hear it. myymyy. nvm. haha. then finally i pick up the phone. haha. ran down to meet him. hee. he gave me my bday present. its a photoframe. we chatted.. teng called.. the e chatted through loudspeaker. haha. omg. I LOVE ERIC!! nono. i was just joking. =DD haha. anyways. we waited for teng at the bus stop. cos she want us ei her go eat mah. stupid eric. nv eat again. hurr. anyways. went market. they had fried kway teow. after that we was walking home then we took some pictures. whoo~ haha. ok. i shall post the pictures. =)) whee~ so sweet huh?!! xDD hahaha. hey. i know i'm short! =( lalala. bend down again?!! okok. my DEAREST eric. hurr. as told to put. by teng. oops. =x HAHA. see. our pictures are up!. xDD ok. that's about it. cute huh. haha. love it. haa. THANKS ERIC, FOR YA BIRTHDAY PRESENT!! LOVE YA!! =p k lahs. enjoy. haa. byee. =)) blogged @ 10:42 PM Monday, December 11, 2006 ok. i was checking the pricings of phones lah. wtf. the phones' pricings all drop until very jialat can. my phone from 138 drop untl 8++ can. then cybershot phone become 68++. wahlao. how can. i haven't buy that time so ex. now price drop until like hell lahh. i was so danfreaking shock to see the prices can. hurr. f*cked up. hurr. but nvm lah. already buy le. hurr. ok here are a list ofppl who i wanna thank for getting me a birthday present. `my mum >> N6280. `my dad >> 10 bucks. `siyuan. >> a teddy bear + bday paper [instead of a card] `huiqi. >> warheads extreme sour sweets + bday card. `m'am jasmine >> something with my name on it. dunno what is it called but there's my nme. haha. `eric >> photo frame. `wanjing's mama >> a packet of crackers. `pauline >> bday card. haha. thanks ahh. blogged @ 7:18 PM hurr. its raining heavily now and bro just left for work. he was like complaining that he don't wanna go to work. but he still did. haha. today is a very very sian day. its like for the whole day i was staying at home rotting can. nobody's home now. arghh. sian-ed. ok. i really shall start doing my hw. its the second month and its gonna be school reopen again. what the hell. for the whole holiday, it seems that i have not been doing anything lah. for the whol nov, schedule full. dec, very free. but i just can't do my hw lah. hurr. its what the second week of dec. in like 3 weeks i will be in school again. but not as a 14 year old. but a 15 year old. i might just have my 14th bday. but then see, according to age, i'm 15 already lor. i must really buck up le. i wanna skip my Ns.there's another name foritbut i can't remember. nvm. i shall just do my best. i'm gonna beat the rest. haa. and what the hell. i still have my heritage badge to complete. i needa go buy sketchbook, some writting or drawing materials, and start doing my sketchbook. due date is supposed to be 18 NOV but we drag until like 18 DEC we dragged our assignments forexactly a month can. hurr. even if i don't know how to do it, i'm gonna do it. i dun care. i must. i must finish everything by next week. cos i simply have too many stuff to complete. arghh. i hate projects. and assignments. nvm. i guess if i got into apoly, i'll just have as much projects and stuff. gosh. i'm not gonna get into an ITE, am i? but seriously, i dunno what i wanna be when i grow up. should i be an accountant? omg. why am i so confused of what i wanna be next? i wanna fix myself in just one thing lah. nvm. i shall persevere on. i'm determned. i don't care! i must ge into SP!! arghh. nvm. haa. okok. i shal get on doing my hw liao. tata. oh yah. here's my bro's pass.... cool huh?! xDD blogged @ 4:14 PM Sunday, December 10, 2006 09 Dec 2006 hmm. ok. went church. it was post camp lah. same thing. see a set of powerpoint slides. thei was thinking about the times we had in camp. aww. quite sweet lahs. haha. hmm. after that was games. we played chop chilli chop, wacko, follow the leader. we wanted to play honey do you love me but thn nv. haha. halfway through follow the leader, i had to like rush off to lakeside can. cos i meeting carmen there. at like 1745. but i was like late for 30 min k. haha. cos like the bus very long lahh. haha. hmm.then wth. carmen lost her phone can. in err. esplanade's toilet? haha. nvm. ran around to find her phone but then still cannot find. hais. ok lahs. then went her house eat dinner. watch tvee. then went home. haha. 10 Dec 2006 ok. went escape today. went with ber, nick[ber's bf], her friends, junze, guanchuan, isaac, cara, adeline. haa. ok. they are very fun ppl. alot of lame jokes can. but had fun with them lah. after escape went marina for steamboat. hahaa. oh yah. wth. junze, gunachuan say i look like 18 can. but nvm. haha. they are cool. love them loads. haha. they are like ppl i can really get along with. quite sociable lahs. haha. hmm. but then also quite anti social when comes to playing escape. i thought they would be more on than us. bu we gals are more on. haha. ok nvm. haha. juze like da shao ye sia. last time np one dunno how to cook lehs. guanchuan alsso. last time st john's also dunno how to cook. hurr. nvm. we did the cooking. hahaha. hmm. k lahs. about there le. love my new friends. haa. k lahs. stop here for today. byee. =)) THANKS FOR READING OKY and GUANCHUAN! =x blogged @ 10:23 PM Saturday, December 9, 2006 hurr.i wanna blog tmr. i'm very lazy now. haha. nvm. i shallblog about today tmr haha. byee. blogged @ 11:16 PM Friday, December 8, 2006 ok. i woke up at like 1212 this afternoon lah. i'm so tired that even i hear the alarm rings, i dun wanna even stand up and off the alarm. then gorgor came in to off it. i didn't even look at the time. haha. cos normally i will like take a look at the time before going back to sleep. ok. so i woke up lah. on the tvee. on the comp. reply testi. eat brunch. use comp again. meet jinghan 1430 at bedok library. cos needa help m'am jasmine with the stuff. ok. i was very late lah. cos i 1415 then bath mah. only managed to reach at around 1449. so sorry man. haha. rushed down to the church. supposed to reach at 1500. haha. reahed there abit later. haha. saw jeremy, tim and cheng hoong. and hey. i saw tim yesterday when i was coming back to bedok in 67. haa. he was with his gf. hur. hmm. nvm. err. the three of them is very cool lahh. haha. ok. we help out for ahwile. had tea break. ate fried rice and some ate beehoon. haha. me and liane outside slacking. talk talk eat eat. haha. we had lotsa koropok can.cos it so nice. wahaha. oops. haha. then went back in. we were like playing around. haha. then liane loves taking my comb away from my pocket. she alot of nonsense lah. haha. hmm. ok one of the teachers called jeremy jerjer. HAHA. cute ahh the name. xDD hmm. we waited for the concert to begin. we were like still playing. haha. you know what? we sprayed our hair. hahah. cos the kids needa spray their hair. then we used them as a decor to our heads. haha. hmm. the concert began. we were like so enthu can. we clap clap. then joined in the fun. haha. the jian kang song. hahaha. ke ai lor. we sat at the back mah. then cheng hoong, jeremy, me, liane we kiao ka mah. then our direction the same one sia. so nice. but didn't manage to take a picture of it. haha. after the concert we had to clear up everything. even clearing up can be fun can.nono. beforethat was buffet after that then clear up. so many balloons flew up to the ceiling can. some can get it. some no sring then cannot get them. but liane used the bambos, masking tape, put it on the bamboo which is super long, and stuck the balloons on it and brought it down. hahah. ccool huh. learn from us man. haha. hmm. got my bday present from m'am jasmine. ohh so sweet. haha. show it to ya later. haha. around there lahs. nth much liao. but i had a really fun day there. haha. =)) hurr. i know i very short dun need bend down one. =x playing in the toilet with the sprays. haha. one direction. se my leg? haha. the jian kang song. hahaha. i say jeremy is giving to his "girlfriend" haha. oops. =x the kissing song. =x cute right thehair. he's born with it can. the tail. sad next year must cut off le. hai. PAMELA - from m'am jasmine. =D blogged @ 10:25 PM Thursday, December 7, 2006 hmm. i'm back from camp. and i'm freaking tired. haha. slept at 4 plus going 5 in the morning. woke up at like 8 am this morning. haha. hmm. i feel that past year camps are like better than this camp. somehow i prefer past year camps more.. dunno why. i'm very lazy toblog now. my arms are aching. but nvm for your guys, i shall blog about the camp...... first day. [[041206]] had to reach tradehub at like 0830?? met xinhui halfway through along the road when she's supposed to meet me in the bus. reched tradehub exactly at 0830. hahah. pro huh. but anyway. before we leave for sbc, we were like playing games. some yf came along to help us along with the camp. hmm. we had open ceremony.. then whatever activities. the sermons and wrkshops are great. although yes, i do fell asleep. hahaha. oops. but hey. i'm very nice ok. i took down alot of notes. haa. we were supposed to have campfir. but sbc dun allow so we changed the campfire to stomp up. whatever it is, it's like playing games and stuff. slept at like 2? haha. even if we switched off the lights we can still use torches to shine and write care notes. hahaha. chatting and playing. haha. i wanted to write a care note for justinLEOW but i ended up putting the note into justinLEE's carebox. and he replied can. omg. that's so paiseh ahhh. arghh. nvm. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIJIE!! =)) second day. [[051206]] its the second day of camp. had to woke up at like 0700? had morning exercises. then some games. then breakfast. had devotions, workshops and sermons again. haha. hmm. had wet games. free time. bbq. whatever lah. bbq kinda sian. nono. before bbq was mass dance. it's no longer what it used to be le.. nvm. anyways, there's alot of kids. and i somehow think they are very not sporty can. hais. nvm.doesn't bother me. same thing, at night we used our torches to write care notes. hahah. hmm. can't remember what time i slept. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILE!! =)) third day. [[061206]] hmm. last night of camp le. an we had sermons, and stuff for the whole day. actually not really lah. we had testimony sharing after workshop. i didn't dared to say much thanks. cos i'm afraid i might cry again. that's the worst thing can... after that we had to gather at sermon room for our night trail briefing. woah. its cool. hahha. we will become one night's "police officers". cool huh. anyway. our task is to "catch a thief" make a search warrant. but objective is to make the search warrant lah. with all the questions answered and puzzled up together. we had to run around the whole orchard rd can. starting we ran from our campsite to the bus stop where we will be taking our bus to orchard. my grp, mount carmel which is jia mi shan, ran like mad to the bus stop. we waited for quite some time. the other grp caught up. omg. haha. but we alighted first. hahah. we reached there at around 11 plus. we started to do our tasks and stuff. we managed to finish finding the answers by 12 plus.we had to finish everything by 0230. so we checked one question again. then we set off to plaza singapura. cos its our finishing point. then we did our stuff there lahs. hmm. we were the first grp to reach there and the first grp to finsh our search warrant. hahah,. using banana skin as our decor too. hahah. cute sia. hmm. we went back at around 3 plus? wrote carenotes.. wrote for justinLEE. haha. entertaining him. xDDD but anyways. fun night. very tiring. sleept at around 4 plus to 5? HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGMIN!! last day. [[071206]] hmm. today is the last day of camp. we woke up at like 0800?? cos going hawker centre for breakfast. but becos some of them woke up late. the rest of the groups went to the hawker centre to eat. me, qiurong and sophia went to pack food from the hawker centre. we packed nasi lemak back. then we ate at sbc. hahaha. when they came back, we are still eating. haha. had our devotion at like 1015? then had free time. then lunch. after lunch.. erm.. what ah? can't remember liao lah. kinda stm liao. haha. we had our closing ceremony. i didn't cry!! hmm. okok. maybe... hmm. haiyah. dunno lah. hmm had area cleaning. then around 5 plus go home. had photo taking first before going home. took 67 home. we walked a long way to the bus stop can. hurr. nvm. hmm. camp has ended. we are having post camp activity this sat at tradehub. next week having christmas celebrations. arghh. gonna think of what to buy again lahh. hais. arghh. nvm. hmm. ok lahs. wanna watch tvee. bye. miss me. =))) blogged @ 8:35 PM Monday, December 4, 2006 ok. this shall be my last post of the day. going camp tmr le. so yah. here is my last post before i leave for camp. hmm. ok here are some birthday wishes. yijie >> 041287 yile >> 051288 jingmin >> 061290 zegna >> 071293 aijing, paul >> 081292 lawrence >> 091292 kailin >> 121292 weidi, shilin, raishun >> 13th dec zhiqi >> 141292 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU!! FELLOW DECEMBER BABIES!! =)) take cares people. <3* =) ok. shall go to sleep liao. oh yah. my camp is from 4th to 7 th dec. yahh. so take cares everyone!! byee. =)) blogged @ 12:19 AM Sunday, December 3, 2006 ok. actually, this is the worst birthday in my 14 years. not really lah. but then not much on this "special" day of mine. went bugis with pauline. she wanted to buy her shirt and stuff. one thing i dislike about her is her thinking. whatever. i'm not supposed to say ath like his here. so there's nth. anyways. i'm supposed to be packing for my camping stuff. and here i am blogging. wth. hurr. nvm. i shall blog awhile longer. hmm. wahhlao. leong bing called me just now. i was kinda shocked. then after that they ask me my add. wth. then after a while they came up. then what? they ask me buy icecream. arghhh. i no miney sia. my allowance kena taken by them liao lor. hurr. 15 bucks!! say what my bday confirm alot of angbao one. wth. hurrr. got like that one mehh? ee. bully me sia. hurr. nvm. what's done cannot be undone. ren ming bahh. arghh. sian. must get 15 bucks from mummy. but then she's gonna kill me!! =( nvm. haha. sian. hmm. ok lahs. nth to blog already. birthday will be over in less than 3hrs time. ha. ok.,. byebyee. =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS TEO and PAM!! =DDD blogged @ 9:28 PM hmm. ok. although my birthday isn't as excited, but i still wanna thank the following people for wishing me just a simple HAPPY BIRTHDAY. NOT IN ORDER: `SHANE `EIFFAH `WEITENG `CARMEN `SHARIFFAH `LEEWEE `ZHIYIN `PENELOPE `CHUQING `CHUANYA `SIYUAN `WANJING `PAULINE `MUMMY `DENNIS `HAZEL `SULING `DOREEN GAN `JUNHONG `ERIC `KAYAN `MELVIN `MS TEO `WINNIE `FADZILLA `PUAYSEE `ANNCHEE `TRIXILEA `KELVIN `LAWRENCE `MITCH `PEIYIN `"CYRUS" `WEIHAN `HAFIZAH `AKHRAM `WEILIN [YEAR 89] `ALICE FONG `FELINE `EVELYN `KAREN THAM `SOPHIA CHUA `VANESSA YEO hmm. i think that's all. cannot think of anyone liao. haa. ok. stop here for today. byee. blogged @ 5:26 PM Saturday, December 2, 2006 well. i think.. my bday is no longer special. cos.. seriously. i dun need any presents. what make me really disappointed is that. my very very good friends... actually forget my birthday. and i can still be chatting with them... not even mentioning my BIRTHDAY. oh. what big deal. my birthday? big deal. nobody cares. i was so excited last year when i turn 13. but this year, i dun feel anything. yes. i'm happy for ppl who are happy for me. who wished me. as my brother says, my birthday will just be another day. yes. its true. and he just said, ppl who really care to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY will do so. even if i'mnot online or what, they still will send me a sms, wishing me a happy birthday. so, i shouldn't be waiting here like a fool. well, whether its my birthday or not... not important to me. to anyone. anymore. well. it has nv been important. maybe the day i was born WAS important. or my one month old WAS important. i never really had my own party. but why does people have all that and i don't have? you know when was the last time i had a cake? when i was like 10 years old? oh pls. i never meant all these. who ask me to be born duing the HOLIDAYS? when people are enjoying their birthdays with friends in sch. and i'm always the last? whatever i do, whatever i'm in, i'm the last. always the last. what my bro says is true. "birthday only what. big deal." yes. big deal. i'm not happy this year. its just soo fast. it's like i don;t have time to even reflect. and its 2007 ALREADY. i've been on earth for 14 years. what have i been doing? wasting my time? thinking how i'm gonna spend my birthdays and who i will be spending them with. what the hell have i been thinking? i'm just a useless nobody. and yes. i did think how my birthday this year is gonna be spent. but as far as i'm concern, i pounder over what my bro have said. "it will just be another day" so what for repeating it again and again.when nobody really care. my family dun care. my relatives dun care. maybe only my friends cared. whatever. i have been wishing for a very special birthday. i dunno when it will beome special. presentsare important. the value is more important. and most important. is the heart that counts. you ain't sincere.how long have i known you? you never fail to forget my birthday. you only know it is in DECEMBER. i don't care whether i have got birthday presents. what i care most is the heart that counts. and that how many ppl remembered it by heart. serious. i dun need my birthdays to be grand. even just a simple "happy birthday" makes my day. even if you don't care, nvm. cos i didn't say you must remember or must wish me happy birthday. i don't really care about what you are thinking. really. you can say i'm dumb. yes i am. i admit. i never get the best. whatever it is. i don't care anymore. LET IT JUST BE ANOTHER DAY. blogged @ 11:50 PM went tampines to get my phone back. went walking around tampines mall with wanjing and xinhui. then went to meet wanjing's mother at tampines inter. cos she got sth wanna pass to me. we waited at inter for like going an hour can. hurr. was like yawning away can. haha. but then nvm lahh. she gave me a packet of koropok for my bday. -.- haha. ut thanks anyway. haha. hmm. went church after that. today got pre-camp briefing. then after that go home lor. haiyur. BIRTHDAY EVE so sian can. anyways. there's nth much to blog about. and what the hell. i think eric and kayan forgot my bday. no i think all of them forget my bday. arghh. nvm. haha. anyways. i don't look as forward as last year. i am like so damn freaking excited last year can. but then not now. haha. ok lahs. stop here le. byebye. blogged @ 8:48 PM Friday, December 1, 2006 hmm. went army market together with sophia and wanjing. meet them 1pm at alighting point. haha. again see sophia in the bus. hahaha. hmm. we reached bedok inter at around 1250. waited for wanjing. wahh. wanjing's timing super accurate lor. she 1259 reach. that means she's not late. hahaha. hmm. she's still sick. haven't ok yet. hais. hmm. went down to lavenda. went running under the rain. haha. ran to one tower. then cannot find the army market. so went asking around then went to the hawker centre. cos the army market above the hawker centre, so we had lunch first. haha. me and wanjing walk so many rounds still dunno what to eat. then at last we bought meepok dry. haha. bought sugarcane juice. wahh. damn nice. haha. then an aunty from the sugarcane stall behind us, kept looking at us. just becos we didn't buy from her. hahah. haiyah. i think also not nice one lor. whatever. hmm. eat finish then went up to the army market. haha. alot of shops. sophia bought alot of stuff. i bought a pair of shorts. hmm. cheap lah. 9 bucks nia. fbt some more. hahaa. hmm. nvm. i think imitation one lah. hahaha. hmm. went century square after that to have my phone's software to be upgraded. sophia went down at bedok. wanjing pei me go tampines. haa. then waited very long for my number. wahlao. my msges all will kena deleted sia. sad ahh. all my sweet msges. awww. sad sia. ='(( nvm. haa. old ones don't go, new ones don't come. ha. MUST BE POSITIVE. *hmm. don't you think it sounds familiar? haha. yes. it is from my sassy neighbour. hahaha.ok i'm lame.* hmm. getting back my phone tmr. hais. xinhui quarrelled with her mum then cannot go camp liao. nvm. hmm. nth much to blog. haa. ok shall stop here. byee. blogged @ 7:53 PM