Monday, October 30, 2006 woah. today i only went two places which is my home and bedok inter. hahah. was woken up my mum this morning just becos she wanna photocopy some health products details... arghh. then i can't get back to sleep. heyy. its a holiday!! arghh. and i can't get to sleep all day. hur. anyways. back to my day. was nua-ing at home this morning until mum calls and i get down to the polyclinic at bedok. hmm. after seeing the doctor, [omg. the doctor is so damn freaking unfriendly can...O.o] went to meet xinyi for lunch. in bedok inter also. but we had kfc. [omg. that's fattening. gonna put on weight mann...] mum tagged along. ahh. i knew i dun needa pay for it. cos my mum tagged along. if she nv tag along i might needa pay for it myself. whee. i love mummy! hahaa. hmm. went back home with xinyi. oh we walked home instead of taking the bus home.. just to help in digestion. xDD haha. hmm. we chat about our past. our memories. and all gone. now we are in sec2. it seems just yesterday that we were in pri6. and now? gonna be sec3 soon. hais. OH NONO. i'm not gonna be emo. haa. hmm. saw junhui while walking home. HEY. i just realised he's ALWAYS in orange tee. arghh. nvm. haa. anyways. i accompanied xinyi to fetch her sis from student care. then went home after that. haha. asked xinhui over since she wanna finish watching the office got ghost. hmm. finished the movie and watched the maid. whee. haha. but haven't finished with the maid. and hey. when i was watching the maid i remembered. ERIC=AH SOON, TENG=ROSA , CARMEN=ESTHER SANTOS. hahah. it was so fun then. and i became AH SOON's sister. HAHA. hmm. it will be a memory. since i think. we are seperated now. i dun even think we will be a 9 of us anymore. maybe two maybe three or even five. but nv its gonna get back to 9. or even 10. where's the tenth? cheuk where are u? hais. nahh. i promised not to get emo. hmm.went to bedok inter to meet sophia and wanjing for death note1. ohh its great. we watched it at princess though. hey. i was a lil cold. but they wasn't ahh. haha. there's this guy "L" whose known to wanjing and sophia that he's cute. haa. i think he looks like some walking zombie. LOL. hahahaha. but the way he acts like small boy like that. quite cute lahs. and one thing is that, he keeps eating. u dun see him stop eating. haha. he's eating none stop lahs. and he doesn't get fat. and there's this guy named "light" and hey he's the evil one. wth the death note and causes all the convicts to be dead. and even his galfriend was dead in his hands. and he planned so many deaths ahh. the FBI also kana killed. hurr. so exciting. its not scary. trust me. its just that the monster is a cartoon. and he LIKES ONLY APPLES. sophia was saying next time cannot eat apple liao. if not become monster. O.o'' the monster looks so err.. no comments. but its like only ppl who have touched the death note can see it. hahaha. hmm. fun lahh. after that went home. and oh yes. SOPHIA CUT HER HAIR ALREADY!! haha. and now, i'm no longer the only one who have short hair. hahah. eh. she go apply that blue colour thing on her hair. then got blue colour lahh. haha. and now i'm back home blogging. hmm. i just wanna make sth clear. the joke i made for him, he can't take. he didn't accept that testi. he accepted teng's with almost the same thing. and pl. i really made that as a joke. and u can't take it. so. i really dunno what to say. i've no comments for YOU now. the end. and yes. i'm rotting away tmr. the interview supposed to be tmr. so change to wed. and had to go after sch. but anyways. thanks to huiyi for telling about the job. ON ah. haha. i can't wait to starting working. cos i dun wanna be rotting at home. and i dun feel like doing my holiday assignments. arghhh. nvm. i shall try doing it.. hahah. byee ppl. blogged @ 7:44 PM Sunday, October 29, 2006 eww. its sunday again. and its really bored but fun today. went to xinhui's house again. saw lynn there. then we were like talking and playing cards lahh. haha. then here comes zegna and friend. we so dun welcome his friend cos we dunno him. hahah. we were like dun let zegna and friend ito the house.. hahaha. joker lahs. then at last they came in. haha. hmm. zegna zhang gao le!! wheeee~~ hahaha. hmm. we did quite alot of stuff there. we had girls' chat, we have "cooking class" for xinhui. hahaha. but end up i cooked for them instead. hahah. for their lunch which is at around 3 plus. haa. oh yahh. zegna's friend left early. haha. was really great cos we did alot of crazy stuff in the room. haaha. after cooking and eating those maggie mee, i clear everything can. i washed all the dishes. then went into the room with them.. we were slacking there. lynn and zegna were playing the gameboys. hahah. kids. then xinhui was playing my snake again. haha. we decided to watch office got ghost in the room. off the lights, with the air con on.. aww. that was great mann. hahaha. lynn, zegna and xinhui down there play until like mad ppl like that. wahh. i somehow envied them.. cos they are like small playmates. so cute lahh. they was like play sportily oks. like they dun care whether they is galor boy one. just like that play. haa. they had great time i guess. hahhaa. then zegna and xinhui super like small couple like that.. hahaha. soo cute. too bad i didn't bring my cam. arghhh. nvm. hahah. nth to blog le.. but had a great fun with the kids today. haa. byee. blogged @ 7:14 PM Saturday, October 28, 2006 hmm. went old ford motor factory with the 34th today. hmm. might be the last meeting together le.. i will miss them for sure.. cos i really have learnt alot from them. haa. no joke. i enjoyed days with them. haa. they cared. esp. rebekah squad. haha. love them lah. haha. anyways. met the ppl at around 0830 in st hildas. then left at around 0845 after roll call. hmm. reached there dunno what time ahh. watched two flims first. then go on to see the exhibits of history of singapore. cos wegot project to do and to be handed in by the 18th nov. omg. and my nov schedule is full!! arghh. let me tell u about my schedule. 1 Nov 06 >> Pre-Camp training. 4 - 6 Nov 06 >> Service Learning Camp 06. 11 - 13 Nov 06 >> KL trip. 14 Nov 06 >> back to sch for posting of class results.[streaming results?] 18 - 19 Nov 06 >> GB Drill Camp @ HQ. 4 - 7 Dec 06 >> JYF Camp 06. can u see? there's like so many stuff for me to do. wahh. lucky there's no CUG camp this year. but quite pitiful lahh. cos it can be real fun too. haha. wahh. the kids are really lucky that they dun have to go through cug camp's toughness. i mean not really very tough but it can be scary. woken up in the middle of the night suddenly by the instructors just to have expedition... and walking to old cck cemetry from lim chu kang is far. haha. we had like expedition from 2am to 7am in the morning lahh. then 9am then go back u know.. haiyoh. but i enjoyed myself. hey. i'm supposed to be talking about my day!! okok. continue continue. went to bukit batok nature park after that to have picnic. actually i dun think its counted to be a picnic cos there's only beehooon and games. i mean like lunch like that lahh. hmm. for games, i'm sorry if we are abit disorganised. cos we had only last minute to plan the games. so sorry. hmm. anyways. i can see from most of the gals that their faces were abit like not happy like that.. like very boring. arghh. soo sorry if we have made yr waited for so long... but still hope yr enjoyed the games... yahh. went back to st hildas after that. hmm. have been sitting with m'am lisha for the whole excursion in the bus. then told her about him. yahh. cos she said she wanted to go back to her sec sch life. he say no worries. but then i got lehh. about that kinda stuff. whatever. i'm notgonna be emo now. cos i'm happy today. i'm very happy. hmm. i think there's a problem with my template.. cos i can't link anyone now... arghh. sad ahh. nvm. i will try again later... hurr. nth to blog le.. byee. =)) blogged @ 7:54 PM Friday, October 27, 2006 whee. just now sophia came my house to use comp.. then after that went to her house pei her eat her lunch.. then we set off to bugis to meet wanjing. haha. actually its a last minute one lahh. haha. fun!!! hah. hmm. we took neos. haa. so fun. we took so many kana box one sia.. later show u. haa. hmm. its really a fun day. wahh. sophia looking for mp3. then at last she bought a $69, 512mb, mp3. wahh. wanjing's mum so damn powderful lahh. she go sha jia lehh. she's very good at bargaining.. very good. haha. then she help sophia save a dollar. hahaha. she's very cute also ahh. dunno how to explain but then jiu shi very good lor. haha. wanjing bought a earpiece for around 49 bucks. then her mum bargain until the seller had to sell the earpiece at 42 bucks. wahhh.. so power. i like!! xDD hmm. her mum treated us bubbletea. then she gave us the dried tomatoes.. ehh. i didn't know it would be so nice. haha. i today very happy ahh. haha. cos with wanjing, her mum and sophia pei me mahh. haha. hmm. going the ford sth sth tmr for the heritage thingy. hey. i'm off-topic. okok. i shall go back to my topic. hmm. went sim lim square to search for sophia's mp3. then we went back to bugis junction. me and wanjing ate tako pochi. wahahhaa. so nice. haha. lalala. then went inside cold storage to buy some stuff.. then went down to the mst station.. wanjing and her mum took a bus back home from there although they walked us back to the station.ha. thanks aunty and wanjing!! heyy. ohh yahh. we went to edge today. then we happen to walk past pastamania. and we saw huang zhiyang and the gal in the kids show... wahhh.. i think they fliming some show and stuff. cos got cameraman and blah blah blah. hahah. so fun. then wanjing say we look at our LOVERS. LOL. hhaha. hmm. and today sophia said she wanted to find some clothes. me and wanjing tried to help her find lehh. then she hor. keep figgetting with the singtel cd she got earlier. arghh. nvm. haha. hmm. went to sophia's house for dinner. hmm. thanks SOPHIA for the dinner!! =)) hahaha. ok. da gugu, gu zhang and adrain gorgor is in my house now talking about some health products. hmm. catch no ball ahh. hahaha. ehhh. i was chatting with peiyin. she was telling he's a jerk. hahha. and she asked me to read her blog. hmm. so it tells all. hahhaa. ok. there's nth to blog about already. byee. =)) blogged @ 9:08 PM arghh. i dreamt sth nice and scary last night... first i dreamt about DASMOND KOH. yers, the actor. hahaha. i dreamt about him being like my friend. a good friend. then dunno why he msg only me and shihui. hahaha. then he will say he very bored.. and ask what were we doing? then he will tag my blog.. cos i sms him he dun want reply then he replied it in my blog. o.O hmm. that's lame. hurr. hahaha. hmm. then one day we went shopping.. then walk here walk there still dunno what we doing.. LOL. bleahs. hahaha. err. i can't remember much lahs.. haha. secondly, the scary thing is that, i forgot to bring my jeans for the tmr outing. omg. that's really scary lahhs. i went to st hildas in my culottes. and ms gan was asking everyone to go get change as the bus is gonna set off soon. and that's when i realised i didn't bring my jeans. then i shouted "SHIT! i frgot my jeans!!! omg." then everyone was like looking at me... oops. hahhaa. then dunno why they ask me got any shorts or sth.. then i dunno i say. hahaa. and oh yah. i dunno isit yesterday if i dreamt about going sophia's grandfather's house. omg. what am i doing there? she say kovan lehh. but how come its at chaichee? hurr. and its somehow like a gathering or sth.. so many ppl there. and pls, its at night. then like have to walk very far in the block. like maze like that. hahaa. then reach there. the kitchen is out one leh. so style. haha. i can't remember everything. but i know i kana pang seh. hahaa. sophia go to the kitchen and saw her mum there. haha. that's cute. and that's the time i was pang seh-ed. hahaha. omg. then i went home after that. ok i know my dreams are really wierd lahh. hahaha. but i dunno why i will dream about these stuff... but i know why i dream last night. becos i couldn't get to sleep. and finally i could sleep. o.O hahhaaa. ok lahs. hmm. today nv go sch. cos sch close le. i mean for us. lalala. today nobody jio me out. so i not going today.. omg. that's boring!!! ha. ok lahs, blog later. byee. =)) blogged @ 9:21 AM Thursday, October 26, 2006 ok. my stomach is hurting now. dunno what happen just after bath when helping mummy clean the floor jiu very pain le.. breathe in also very pain. siao liao. hurr. nah.nvm. hmm. today is the last day of school... but we sec 2s are going back to sch for our streaming results on the 14th nov.. arghh. just after my kL trip. hur. hmm. today after silent reading gotta go up to the hall for dialogue session 2006.. wahlao. from 8am until 1030 like that. then nyaa participants have to stay back for some briefing thingy. so its around 1035 when we went for recess. hmm. inmy heart i may be feeling abit off unhappiness, but my friends bright my day up.. and yes, i successfully made myself look brave and happy.. oops. nahh. i was really having fun today. although i didn't manage to take much pictures with my class but i manage to take some with my close friends. show u afterwards.. hais. i wonder how's cheukman. i hope he's alright. i'm sure everyone does.. anyway.. had spring cleaning today. but sadly only juncong brought rag. and everyone had to use newspaper to clean the tables. and pls. we are actually helping the two idiots to clean the "pls add ---- and ------ in maple cassopia //blah blah blah//" thingy on most tables. what the hell. nvm. hmm. tody my temple not so good lah. like i keep raising my voice to pauline.. cos of somereasons. but anyways. sorry pauline. hmm. the dialogue session this year includes farewell for mrs yap, our principal, who is leaving at the end of this year.. so tokens of appreciation was given to her.. and there's a video specially dedicated to her. soo sweet.. and the song behind the video is super nice. "treat me like a rose. gave me room to grow......." its super nice. i'm gonna ask my bro to download it for me.. cos it simply rocks. haa. and the video rocks too. haa. hmm. after dialogue session, went for recess. but again, i didn't eat. i dun feel like eating even though i'm hungry. and some more i just feel that i dun wanna spend my money. i know its very cruel to my stomach.. but.. i can't care much... and that i really wanna save money.. i everyday save 2 bucks and i think i can save more... and its not totally about saving money... but i just dun feel like eating.. i can eat some light stuff. but just now when i come down for recess, already no food le.. and everything all finish already. so i decided not to eat. haa. hmm. ok today is a great day for me. cos i didn't speak a single thing about him. and i don't even wanna hear his name... it freaks me out... i seriously dunno what's going on with me. ut i'm deciding to put everything down.. ok. wait. its out of topic... hmm. got back our report books. and my results were still ok. at least i got a goods news today from mrs kong [vice-principal] that the teachers are opening 2 classes for poa. cos majority chose poa. and one thing is that poa geog alot of ppl. so they are suggesting ppl to transfer to hist. hmm. shihui transferred to hist today... i mean from geog.. i dunno what's her reason lahh. hmm. after some changes and stuff, we had some pictures.. its cool ok. haha. after that me, pauline, sophia and wanjing go help teacher to clean and collect the cans. cos art club participating in some competition so need 1000 over cans and watercaps i think. that's alot lahh. u think by 2 days got 1000 over cans ahh... me and wanjing had to like go around the whole sch and dig for cans from the BINS ok.. its really haard lahh. we were no given gloves. but we managed to go to the canteen and get 2 gloves from one of the vendors. haha. we had fun. we complained. hahaha. the bins some really stink.. but we still managed to get them. haha. sophia and pauline did all the washing of the cans. fun lahh. then we go back staff room we saw ms tan then we tell her we super nice help her wash and get all the cans from the bins. haha. then we go inside staff room talk little bit.. then we were like kahjiao-ing mr viknesh.. wahhaha. he super good lahs. eee. he dun wanna tell me when's memorial day of ww1.. he ask me to find out.. haa. nvm. haha. then he was eating a lollipop. sophia they all say like "wah cher u still eating lollipop ahh." then i say. "wah cher u how old already still eat lollipop.." hahaha.then he was like "i'm always a baby in my mum's eyes." hahahaa. cute ahh mr viknesh. hah. then cos ms lim, pauline and sophia go take some snacks for all of us. then after that i give mr viknesh one pcket of nips. then he told ms lim we very kind hearted. so i said sth like. "of course ahh. we are beuatiful ladies. wahaha" then ms lim say "yahh beautiful ladies. then later want be beautiful to be bridesmaid.. wahahhaa." then i was like laughing away. hahaha. cute lahh. ehh we are supposed to go at around 1200 lehh. but then we all stay until 1415 like that then go home lehh. and i realise my post today is very long. ehh. still got pictures lehh. omg. haha. i got so much to say today. hhaha.. aand one last thing. me and sophia saw nadhira and friend in 225 today.. she was like "chicken here chicken there" cute lahh. then whole bus only got her voice. hahahaa. funny de. okok. here's the pictures. =)) girl power. =) cheese!! =))) our report books. star on our report books.[good results huh?xD] wanjing yr head lahh. -.- tipping toe. girl power2. our results are good. =)) wheee~~ jiayous!! ehh. what kinda look is this?-.- lalala. wanjing yr hand ahh. hi sophia!! =)) whee. they rocks ahh. =))) and here's what my teacher have wrote about me in my report book.. : "A conscientious and focused student who take pride in her studies. Pamela carries out tasks assigned to her promptly and faithfully. Being a proactive girl, she never fails to take initiative to approach any teacher to render her help if the need arises. Above all, her caring nature shines and makes her endearing to both the classmates and teachers alike." blogged @ 7:52 PM Wednesday, October 25, 2006 hmm. i'm gonna be emo again for this time. i seriously think i mean nothing to any of them. cos.. they don't care anymore. or even my "bestfriend" don't care about me. why am i always being in such state that i'm always giving in to others and none of them thinks i'm true? you guys need not read this post. its just about how i feel now. its myvent. my way of venting and numbing myself. thoughts run through my mind no matter good or bad, positive or negative, it doesn't bother you guys. i gave in. i did all i can to make you guys happy. i made myself smile even if its so fake, i tried to make you guys think its not a fake smile in fact its a real smile. but it doesn't seem to work.. i just can't smile.. when i'm really down... as i said before. many said that they would be there for me whenever rain or shine. they just would be there. but where were you guys when.. i cried? when i totally have no mood to smile? when my heart was broken? when i'm so stress? when i lost that feeling for him? none. none was here. perhaps, yes, its just a feeling. its not important. but you guys didn't know what i'm thinking. when you ask me what's wrong, did i say anything? or did i just shake my head? i shake my head isn't it? cos i just have no guts to say them out. i don't know who to turn to. i don't know what i could do to make others happy... instead of worrying about me... i was lost. i didn't know what to do.. have you guys ever wondered why only after 2 years that my feeling to like someone came back? its becos i have no guts and rights to love someone i don't deserve loving.. now, i don't even know whether i really like him or not. all i know is that feeling... i really don't know. don't ask me. i seriously hope he's not reading this dumb post. HER DREAMS. SMASHED. SCATTERED. i was joking about the stuff.. you don't have to give this kinda look. you don't have to be so straight. can't i just joke around?? i mean... yes, i admit i like you. so? does that mean you have to give me that kinda emotion? you don't like me jiu don't like lahh. i don't need you to like me... you can hate me.. i know you do. i have total no comments now.. whatever i've said, its a joke. a simple. dumb. idiotic joke. can't you take that? you don't have to be so serious right? yes. i know i don't have whatever a girl needs. i don't have the character a girl have. i lack of everything a girl have. i've my limits of tolerance.. i was so excited in the first place when you first got your stuff. so very excited i shouted with joy... did you know that? you don't know. cos i didn't want you to know. i don't want that image to be destroyed. yes. i'm mad. i'm whatever a tom-boy. a gril who walks like a guy. a guy-like voice. character. broad shoulders. whatever. dressing sense like shit. nobody loves me. everybody dislike me. they hates me. they want me out of the world. you too, right? you don't wanna see me. i don't mind. 'cos i know where my limit is. when i should stop and stuff. do you know how hurt i was when i saw that stupid emote you gave me? at most, i don't bother you. i don't take the same bus as you. i go my own way. and do you know everyday, when i didn't see you, i felt kinda disappointed. but who knows? my classmates? my really close budds? myself? or you? you don't know right? its because i like you. yes. you knew it. you knew i like you from the start, isn't it? i don't need a relationship. and i NEVER say i wanna get into a relationship. I NEVER WANT TO. i know i won't be happy. i just wanna be happy. i just wanna see everybody around me happy. i know you will read this. all this while, i just treated you as my very very good friend.. i didn't treat you as my whatever shit. i don't want our 7 years of friendship to just because of these small stupid stuff to be destroyed. i just wanna remain friends. is that a problem? is that a very hard task? FRIENDS. not LOVERS. HELLOOOO. I NEVER WANTED IT OK. i know i ain't pretty. i ain't cute. infact i'm fat and ugly. i'm an ugly duckling can? i'm tom-boy can? happy? i'm washing my hands off. i'm giving up. as they say i should GIVE UP on YOU. THE END. blogged @ 3:41 PM hmm. everything was alright today. but then near to the end of the day, sophia and shihui quarrelled.. hais. nvm. i'm not gonna care about it. cos the more i dig into it, the more trouble i'll get. so yah lor.. hais. nvm lahs. tmr ok liao. i think now also sophia dun want talk to me.. well, i'm not involved. hmm. ok enough of that. today got the police come our sch give talk.. ok lahs.. when i see the video, i feel sorry for the teenagers who got into trouble and was sent to prison... hmm. got some exhibits and stuff. ok lahs. anyways. today during chinese lesson we watch i not stupid too. wah. i watch alot of time le lahs. hahaha. but then nvm. i dun mind watching it again.. although i now watch again i won't really laugh and cry. hahaa. but its worth watching again and again. cos its a really nice movie.. haha. wahh. i'm starting to miss someone... arghh. u know... haha. u know i know can le. haha. hey.. cheukman.... where are u? go home lahs..... hais. nahh. ok lahs. nth to blog le. byee.=)) blogged @ 3:02 PM Tuesday, October 24, 2006 hmm.. i was watching zhuan shi qing yuan.. and i think pierre png is sooo sweeettt..... omg. serious.. i'm starting wonder... will my love be like that also? i will start imagining that i'm the female lead and SOMEONE the male lead.. awwww... that's so sweet... my xiang xiang li very fong fu right? oops. anyways. i just felt like blogging. i was just wondering if my love life will be like that... i really wish that my love life will be so romantic.. omg... oops. okok. here's just some naive thinking as a 14 year old. haha. i know its not possible for a 14 year old like me to have such stuff.. [even if i wish, i can only dream...] aww.. how sad.. nvm. i was just talking nonsense.. i seriously love LOVE serials. i think its soo sweet.... soo nice.. although i disagree of getting the love you dun deserve using some cruel ways. but i still like the sweet and romantic part.. awww... see lahh.. i anyhow think again.. sometimes ppl ask the one who loves them to wait for them.. but how long are they gonna wait for that only treat u as a sibling person? u never know. u can ask me to wait for u until u get the feelings for me. i'll. if i can take it. if i can wait, how long do u want me to wait? 3 years? 5 years? 10 years? or 20 years? i'm not sure if i can wait so long. but i know now, i like u. and i didn't let u know. but u know. right? [oh ya, i'm not saying that got ppl ask me to wait for him or stuff. just an example. =D] u knew i like u.. and i didn't ask for some repay or sth... i didn't say u must like me back.. right? anyways. whether he like me or not it doesn't matter. as long as i know what i'm doing. hmm. i really wish one day i'll get what i deserve. but with real heart. and not getting what i don't deserve in a motive-ful way. i'm not gonna tolerate that. duhh. omg. is this sounding dramtic? nono. i dun mean tobe dramtic. but i love dramas!! esp love scenes.. i seriously wonder sometimes why the females in the showsgot so much charm that guys will fall for them.. i also want that kind of charm lehh. but then i want it my way. i mean my own charm. xD hahaha. ok lahs. i'm thinkingtoo much. i'm still young. i dun need such relationships. or should i say. i dun even need one. seriously peaking, nobody have fancied me before, i haven't rejected anybody before. [cos nobody even fanciedd me, so i dun have to reject. -.-] hmm. this are my thoughts.. haha. i may be abit mad sometimes but then. bear with me lahs. i abit siao cos i sometimes think too much then will become like that one.. haha. eww. this few days i have been sneezing, ah-choo-ing.. hurr. and 3times in a row. does that ean there's someone missing me? thinking of me? actually i dunno lehh. i dun even know whether i believer or not lehh. i just say for fun that got ppl xiang me. hahaha. haiyah. i was just being BHB. so mind me oks. hahas. ok lahs. enough of my rubbish. stopping here for now. byee. LOVE sucks and rocks at the same time. xDDD blogged @ 10:06 PM hey ppl. anybody have cheukman's news? pls help. i think he's gone missing. now his father is looking for him. he msged me and friends then he's looking for cheuk. anybody have his news pls kindly call his dad, 81136204. we are worried that sth might have had happened. now none of my friends know where cheuk is. pls help. thanks. any news, call me also. just in case ath happen. but call his dad immediately if u guys have his news. thanks. to cheukman: hey cheuk. i know you won't be reading this. but i just wanna say.. hey, everyone's worried about yr safety. can you go home now? pls. yr dad is worried and i'm very sure about it. he msged everyone in yr contacts. looking for you. and as yr friends, we are worried for you too. you may say that you are gonna be fine or whatever. but do you know things do happen? i don't know how long have you not gone home. buti'm telling you to go home now. we may not know what have happned to you. you might be having some problems. i don't know. if you don't wanna go home, is there a reason why? you might be beaten by yr dad. but you still have to go home. pls. take it as i'm begging you.. pls.. go home. or contact me as soon as possible. pls cheuk. everyone's anxious looking for you. urgently. we can't reach you. you left yr phone at home. we don't know where to look for you. i just hope you will go home now.. safely. i want you to be safe. get that? pls. i'm sure everybody want you to be safe. really. we will all pray that you are safe.. pls.if you have the heart, don't let others be worried for you.PLEASE. GO HOME. i've said what i wanna say. contact me asap. thanks. blogged @ 9:19 AM wheeee~~. i'm so happy... cos kayan got phone le!!! lalala. i got soo excited.. then i send him one friendly msg. he replied!! omg. first time he reply to my msges.. but then after like 2 or three super short ones, he nv reply le. ok lah. at least he replied.. oops.. i yesterday talk to him like i super bhb like that lahh. really lahh. i waited so long for his phone to come can... now his phone is the same as hazel's.. arghh. i also want... kayan, shane, hazel, afifah, sharir, suling and perhaps sarah are using that phone lahh... hurrr.. and i wanna change phone also.... but then i must wait until mummy get bonus in dec... arghhh. heyy. i just checked the price out.. their phone is selling at $138 lahh. its soo cheap.... its 3G phone ok.. and the retail price is $618 lahh. but then i wanna buy a bigger mmc. wahahha. oops. cos the mmc given is only 64mb... not enough for me to put songs lahhh. and i wanna take many pictures with it... ahh... oops. hahaa. wahhh. now alot of phones.. nice nice one.. cannot let gorgor know which phone i want.. he will say i qiao mama de money.. lalala. i just love looking at phones.... hahaha. cos when i look at phones, it give me the urge to buy one quickly, then my time will go fastwer.. right?? hahahaha. oops.. lalala. okok. today is hari raya so i'm here blogging. hahaha. then my whole family dun need go sch and go work.. just at home sleep.. only me and mama wake up liao.. my two piggy gorgor till sleeping.. my papa also sleeping..zZzZz... i quite dumb lahh. i thought only mixed schs got holiday... then sap schs dun have.. hahaha. oops. wahh. ok lahs. i will continue blogging later on..... off to have breakfast now.. oh yahh. SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERYONE esp. TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!! =)))) [3.27pm] hmm. ok. back to blogging. i accompanied carmen for breakfast just now.. then go home. had lunch.. watch a little tvee.. slept.. teng called. went down to her house to help her with her new blog.. and here i am blogging. hahaa. nth to do lahh. sian lor. i just wish i can help cheuk's father in search of cheukman. hais. wonder how's he now... what's doing out there. and stuff. the thoughts running through my mind.. trying to make an efort to help.. but.. his phone is at home... hais. i can only pray for his safety and pray that he will be led home safely. he's my friend after all. i can't leave him in the lurch. what's more i have known him for 5 years and counting... hais. pls i pray that YOU will lead cheukman home safely. is it all that a child will do besides running away from home? hais. blogged @ 7:40 AM Monday, October 23, 2006 wahhh. today is hari raya eve. and my muslim friends are able to go home at 1000. we are only allowed to go home at 1130.. but very early lahh. hmm. went to sch.. didn't see many students today.. dunno why.. alot of students from other schs dun need go sch.. example.. tms? oops. i dun mean anything. really. i just happento not see any tms students. haha. today interchange like nobody like that. but still have students ahhh. hmm. anyways. today me and yichun hit xinhui 3 times for her bday bash. wahahha. actually we hit more than 13 i supposed. haha. then she beat me back.. ahh. nvm. hahhaa. has. today my clique like dispersed like that... wanjing like dun want talk to us like that... hais. i dunno what's gone into her.. i felt so upset seeing her like that. hais. nvm. i shall let her decide. hmm. YES. tmr no sch.. lalala.. eh. i was so looking forward to having internet again lahh. and now i am. hahaha. lalalala. oh yah. almost forget. today got the harpist, magdelene wong came to our sch. ok and this is the first time i see a real harp lahh. omg. so nice. gorgeous. hmm. although its abit bored.. but still ok lah. wahlao. lucky the woman nv ask for demo.. cos that guy from some class will be so extra be the first to run up. hurr. anyways. ok lahs. the thing was kinda alright. so instrumental lahh. haiyoh. hmm. gone home after that. then cooked lunch for myself... hahaa. slept and wait for the modem to come.. and herei am blogging after dinner. haha. ok lahs. stop here for today. byeee. =)) blogged @ 6:38 PM Sunday, October 22, 2006 i went bedok cc with chailian. was so fun with her. she very busy ahhh. hahaha. her business very big. phone keep ringing. hurr. lalala. she's soo bored!! and oh yes, i'm sorry xinyi! i totally forgotten to call u back... second time le! dui bu qi! i really dun mean it.. i got stm... hais. anyways. chatted with chailian. 5pm then go home... ahhh.. so sian. internet tmr then come.. urgh. nvm. i shall wait patiently. oh yahh. i wanna apologise for my messy posts. for the past week. yahh. so sorry to my readers. oops. xD haha. ok lah. end here le. byee. blogged @ 6:25 PM Saturday, October 21, 2006 wahlao. at first is kboxing with tianloke, kairui they all one. then one nv go, all dun want go or cannot go. hahaa. then end up with teng and derald. omg.i feel so odd. i'm extra! i'm gooseberry! omg. hahaha. anyways. had a great time there. but then the bill so ex! its like $65.95 lahh. then we paid 22 bucks each. then when going dunno where, suddenly, got cold war.. which i dunno what's going on.. then i also like got cold war like that. wth... nvm. i can't care much. cos i dun even know what's going on. although i wanna know.. but i dun have the rights to know.... nvm. hmm. went home myself in the end... hais. nvm. haha. sian! got take a few pictures. will post them soon.. oops. =x ohh yahh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL!! =)) sing!! xD oops. =x i sang! xDD "i sang too!" oops. ahhhh. -.- "i kick!!" "come on!" hao you gan qing orhh. opps. ok. up now. enjoy!=)) blogged @ 9:12 PM Friday, October 20, 2006 haa. ok. i did some comic drawing today. cos got the workshop thingy. quite cute lahh!. i got a picture of what i've drawn. but then temporary cannot post yet. dunno why.hahaha. hmm. sian ahh.monday then can get back internet. lalalaa. whatever. nvm. i shall wait patiently! =x wahahha. isn't it nice?? wheee~~ i know. bleahs. =x blogged @ 2:49 PM Thursday, October 19, 2006 hmm. today went to singapore discovery centre for the hist learning journey thingy. wahh. i saw alot of my friends from st hildas. there were many schools there. hmm. got st anthony, punggol, st hildas, pingyi, bedok north, and two more schs which i'm not sure of the names. haa. got alot of activities ahh. got see videos, sort of play games, got safti tour, then got break. and the break is super short ahh. leewee they all buy food cannot finish then we have to like help them eat the food. bleahs. hahaa. today didn't took alot of pictures cos most of the places is photography restricted... so cannot take pictures. hais. nvm. ehh. today also no mood ahh. nv see my motivation this morning. haaha. ok its not funny. quite emo today. eww. everyday also i emo. hurr. nvm. haa. its ok. haha. cos NOBODY CARES. and oh yes, i'm in mr foo's lab for the make up lesson thingy. its bored though. but still ok lahs. i wanna stay here man! its so cool. at least i still can use to the fullest. hurr. so bored. hmm. today not as lucky as yesterday. cos never pass by TEMASEK lahh. nvm. at least i get to have a glimpse of it. wahaha. hmm. ehh! i wanna go toilet! eww. didn't go toilet for the whole day can! wahlao. must wait until next monday then can use internet at home lehh! sian lahh. my gor already complaining liao lor! wahahha. lucky O levels are coming in like 2 weeks. he nneda study for them. and he can't use the comp! hahaha. but pls lah. he will still use it can. i'm going to kL, sunway lagoon in the next 2 weeks? cool! whee~. lalala. i'm mad! i love TMS! although its not my sch... hahaha. i love it more than my sch lah! omg. hahaha.l i missed the glance man! hais. sian. i wanna go there again! i wanna show off that i've gone to TMS to just get a picture of the sch logo! bleahs. sorry. i'm just being abit mad here. hahaha. i'm so mad now. i dun wish to continue. haha. cos nth more to continue le.. byee. =)) zZz... nice pose!=)) ... mine!! xDD lalala. xD see. i took yr pic! xD SO SINGAPORE!!xD go up the bus! kuai dian! xD sian... zZz... kiong sleep! =DD sophia! fire!fire! xDD sorry for the delay of picts man. anyways. enjoy! =) blogged @ 2:19 PM Wednesday, October 18, 2006 haa. hmm. went for that geog learning journey thingy.. i saw kayan and randy this morning. wahh. ehh. i thought randy dun wanna talk to me! BUT THEN HE TALK TO ME AHH. haha. i was chatting with kayan.. about what ahh? ehh. i can't remember lehh. oops. hahaha. anyways. i'm at leewee's house using her comp now. thanks leewee! although starting yr comp abit laggy. but now bu hui le! thanks! haha. hmm. good day! hahaha. was half happy and upset today. dunno why.. but still ok lahs. first stop was air force museum. seco9nd stop was the NEWater thingy. then last stop was the URA gallery thingy. wahlao! i went pass TEMASEK SEC SCH today! BEFORE THE LAST STOP!!! and i didn't manage to take picture of it!! eww! i was soo hoping to see temasek lahh. then i really saw it! and that vision was so fast! hais. and i could get to take picture of it! i got mad in the bus lahh! i wanna cry ahh!! hais. why like that?? then i was so damn hoping to return to sch by that route lah! then never lehh!!. u know so sad anot? hais.. nvm. ppl thinks i'm mad now.. i'm sure for that can. ARGHH!!! can die lahh. nvm. whatever is mine is mine, what's not mine, is will never be mine. haa. hmm. i will post the pictures next time. i got plenty. hmm. eww! i'm soo hungry now... hais. didn't have my lunch.. nvm. not important. ehh.. nobody sms me today lehh. nvm. haha. used to it le.. haa. hmm. hey.. really sorry for the delay of pictures yahh. must wait until next monday then getting my modem... hais. sian. nvm. i will try to go bedok cc to use the comp yahh. cos i at leewee's house, i bu hao yi si ahhh. hahaha. anyways, i'm feeling really luan now... hais! nvm. anyways... tmr going for history learning journey.. at singapore discovery centre.. its like sian ahh. everytime also go singapore discovery centre. eww! but nvm. i'm going tampines alone later to buy batteries if kahming doesn't wanna help... cos i was asking him to help me buy the batteries then i pay him tmr.. but i think.. nvm lah. i go myself lor. i very independent de lor.. xDD haha. so BHB. bleahs. ok lahs. i will post the pictures soon. byee.. hey. so sorry for the delay of picts. =( illegal gathering! xD wahh. isn't this big?? =x wahh. smart! i want! xD handsome ahh! xD whee~~ "1.2.3 JUMPPP!!!" smart! map. whalao. the rank super nice sia. i want man! part of 2g GALs.=)) nice office. =) i love YOU!! =)) woah. "COME, i help u clip your hair until nice nice!" xD cheeseee. =)) slack slack slack. nice ahh. free bottles! its nice! =) wheeee~~ let's dance! =x "hais. i'm so sad." "lets take picture!" xD shhesh. i'm busy.... "SIAN ahh!!" sophia: OMG! the thing dropping liao! how?how?how?xD getting ready... here's one! =)) "hey, what's that?" haa. enjoy! =) blogged @ 3:53 PM