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Thursday, August 25, 2005

yesterday the english h.o.d ask us to hand in our black english ring file for checking.. but the day befre, sophia was told to tell the others in class that they are not to hand in the files no matter what.. just saying never bring.. so alot of ppl never bring lah..

yesterday morning mrs linda loh who is h.o.d of english came and told us to hand in lah.. then we were thinking if we should hand in lor.. haha..at last still hand in lor.. alot of ppl never bring so they all have to stay back lah.. then the ones who handed in, could go back to class.. i was one of the handed in ppl..

when we went back to class we look for some of the files that was left in the classroom.. we only found some of them.. so i brought them down to the quadrangle.. mrs linda loh ask me bring to office.. so i just bring lor.. ms lim ask me bring down to hope mrs loh would let some of them go for mother tounge..

when me and wanjing go for chinese lesson, we are worried for the ppl at the quadrangle... we worried until we cried.. really worried lor.. shihui came in to class from the quadrangle looking rather scared.. ask her then she refused to say.. but when she come in, the 1e ppl kept saying that shihui paotoh ms aadilah..

its becos leewee sided her good friends in 1e.. so both 1e and shihui started to quarell.. i was really fed up and i shouted at both of the parties.. saying that nobody's to be blame.. so pissed lor.. they still keep saying and saying.. i was damn fed up so i shouted again..

i burst into tears too.. mr wong, our chinese teacher, ask us to go toilet to calm down and wash our faces.. btw.. shihui and lee wee cried too.. me and shi hui brisk to the toilet.. upon reaching the toilet, i ran to the toilet.. zaixuan, kahming who were taking cLb were there chatting.. they saw us crying.. they saw me ran too.. in the toilet, shihui cried and told me that she didn't want ms aadilah to be sacked..

she kept telling me that... i can see that she's really scared.. after some washing.. we are still looking extreme sad.. but we still went out of the toilet.. at the spiral staircase, lee wee and mr wong were there.. i mean mr wong was coming down from 3rd storey where our classrooms are there.. then leewee was trying to tell us nicely.. we are still in a teary look.. i ask mr wong for permission to let us settle down first.,.

then om2 saw us crying he ask us what happened we didn't say anything.. he ask us go general office.. we went.. mrs tan ailing and mrs yap saw us crying too.. they ask us go mrs yap's office.. they asked us what happen.. we slowly told them everything.. haiz..well.. aiyah.. dunno lah.. ahh.. stop this story lah.. today i quarelled with huiyi again.. i'm real fed up lor.. its not i wanna quarell with her but.. she started it first..

blogged @ 2:09 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005

wah.. just came back from fellowship.. talent time yesterday.. so fun sia.. i took many pictures with flash but i was shocked that it was really dark.. and when i didn't use flash, it seem to be very nice.. sad.. all my efforts of taking the pictures was a waste.. most of them under the flash was too dark to be seen.. the ppl inside also can't be seen properly.. was a waste..

lucky i have some pics taken without the flash.. my bro say its becos the flash wasn't good enough.. so bo bian.. have to jiang jiu yi dian.. next time got talent time i swear i won't use flash with my bro's digital cam again.. haha... its was great fun.. but i think they dun miss me.. haha..

yesterday genxian see me he only say one thing "hao mah?" i say "hai hao".. then he walk away liao.. haiz.. oh well.. sinliang didn't talk to me yesterday.. but still ok lah.. alot of ppl didn't talk to me yesterday.. i wonder if they miss me.. btw.. gen xian's galfriend, kathleen was there too..

but genxian was too busy playing drums for almost all the items.. haha.. ivy was almost all the items' pianist or even guitarist.. someone impressed me yesterday at the talent time.. and that's kairen.. he was one of the guitarist.. ahh.. he look so nice with the guitar lor.. he played really well.. all the struming and playing on the guitar..

wah.. really impressed.. how wish i could be such a good guitarist like him.. sinliang played the base.. cool.. genxian was the drummer.. wenguang was one of the guitarist too.. yvonne is one of the pianist.. and jiale one of the pianist too.. but drumist is only genxian.. haha..

ahh.. belinda, sarah and kaiwei took part in the solo competition.. kaiwei got third, belinda got second and sarah got first.. wah.. nice.. cara who is belinda's friend, came too!! hahah.. such a pretty, cute and nice gal.. style too!! haha..

after fellowship, belinda, cara and me went to have dinner.. after dinner we went for bubbletea.. haha.. then we walk walk for little while at minitoons.. then.. we go take neoprint.. ha.. was nice sia.. was too tired to scan the neoprints yesterday.. so cara was like asking me for it.. haha.. so i told her when gor is back will ask him scan it for me.. haha... yeah.. i think i stop here liao.. bye and take carez.. =)

blogged @ 2:29 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

haiz.. my f4rulzzz kana hacked.. sad right.. some more my friendster also kana hacked.. sad.. acc kana hacked last week.. all the emails in my f4rulzzz kana hacker deleted all.. friendster acc kana deleted.. there goes my 383 friends and 100 testimonials.. so sad..

some more in my friends there are some celebs leh... know i took how long to look for them not?? how could he or she be soo cruel.. ahhh.. but glad that my acc is now back but empty.. sad.. well.. just blame myself for putting the same password for msn and friendster.. but now i have learnt a lesson not to put the same password again..

well.. am just unlucky.. now in the school computer lab.. sian lor.. huiyi angry with me again for not letting her see what i'm writting here.. oh well.. should not talk bad about ppl behind his or her back.. no good.. yea!! this sat going fellowship for talent time..

dun care if mr tan let or not.. mummy let can liao.. hee.. haha.. soo glad that i could see my fello church friends again.. so happy..i wonder if they miss me.. i miss them alot.. well.. i hope they didn't forget me.. haven't got any happenings stuff ever since i last went fellowship in febuary.. and a bbq in the june holidays..

haven't see the 8586s for a long long time ever since 2004 december.. after the camp relentless endeavour.. i know they are very busy.. well.. i hope they will be in this year's church camp.. yeah.. gb and bb gonna have a five day camp this year december.. 1st to 5th december.. i wonder if i could go..

i can go only if my church youth camp doesn't clash with this camp.. i'm wanting so much to go fellowship everyweek.. so i'll know them better.. i really hope i can go there everyweek without rushing back to tuition.. haiz.. sian.. every saturday and sunday must go tuition.. saturday maths, 6.30pm to 8pm.. sunday english and science, 5pm to 7pm.. sian right..

dun have much time to practice guitar.. very peaceful now.. but the lab is abit noisy.. that siao ta bor in the lab also.. u know why i say he siao ta bor?? sometimes if he doing morning gate duty and he sees us students' socks below ankle, he will say normally for the first time then if never pull out socks, he starts to bark.. like shout lah.. siao right.. shout for what..

early in the morning ppl so happy come school.. see him can die lor.. like not pulling our socks is his prob like that.. btw.. he's one of the counsellors that stand at the gate for ankle sockies.. yeah.. sockies are the ppl who wear socks.. bleah.. u know?? hahah..

sian.. today not going taf.. sick dun feel like going.. nowadays i sick liao le.. but who cares?? my friends dun know cos they can't hear it from my voice.. haha.. the day before huiyi wanted to join a dj thing.. i said ok since she want me to join her.. so that night i went home to check the entry form sent to huiyi's acc.. to save it and to send it to hafizah to print..

hafizah printed out and it seems to be blurry.. she brought the paper to school to let me see how blur it is.. i saw it yesterday morning when she gave it to me.. its quite blur.. so nevermind.. me and huiyi intend to go mr beh's lab to print out the paper after school..

its soon after school.. i'm still in class doing the singapore thing.. its a competition.. still colouring the thing.. becos huiyi was going to support the basketball thing at 2, she rushes me to finish quickly so that we can go print the thing together and she will be able to go for supporting on time..

i tell her go lab print first later i go look for her she say she dun dare i ask shihui acompany her shihui dunno say what lah.. then at last we never go lab.. we intend to photosted the one hafizah printed.. no choice liao.. cos the closing date is on the 19th august... have to send in on time if not cannot go in liao..

this morning i told huiyi i wanna back out.. then she angry liao.. but this time she angry little while only... well.. its her right to angry with me cos i broke her promise.. oh well.. i'm that bad gal who always break promise.. that's what she said lah.. i know i very bad.. well.. think i stop here liao lah.. yeah.. haha.. bye and take carez guys.. =)

blogged @ 3:31 PM

Monday, August 8, 2005

today ndp.. 6.45 reach school.. sian.. my hair was in a mess.. i mean i thought its in a mess so i asked huiying to retie for me.. but end up it was more messy than before.. haha.. so dun care lah.. i so sad sia.. today forget about my name tag.. totally.. i realised it only when i was in school saw the name tag on peiting's uniform.. ahh..

then i thought i could borrow it from huiyi since she's still at home at that time.. i was like hoping she's not angry with me liao.. but i was wrong.. she jian si bu jiu lor.. she was still angry with me for not going church with her.. before that, she asked me to go but i didn't agree to go so i just said see first and that doesn't mean i have agreed right?? so she said was my fault..

i was like talking on the phone with weiteng in the bus.. and huiyi was infront as she didn't wanna sit with me so just she sat infront about 1 seat infront.. she heard me saying that "wah lao eric rather go watch movies than to come the mini gathering thing".. that's roughly what i've said.. i mean i say them in chinese lah..

duh.. eric going for movies that one is weiteng tell me de.. then feline told me she can't come liao.. of course i will get angry right?? i mean they agreed and they broke their promise.. and about huiyi is i haven't agree and she thinks that i've agreed?? what logic is this?? i haven't agreed and she's like forcing me to go?? what's this man?? must it be so..

and guess what she msged me when she heard me saying eric not coming and stuff.. she said " know how to say ppl when they break their promise dunno how to say urself.." that's roughly what she said lah.. u see what's the diff?? eric they all have agreed to come for the mini gathering for 6e and they at last say not coming liao..

then huiyi there is i never agree and i said see first doesn't mean that i have agreed isn't it?? so she was like so what lor.. i can't believe this lor.. she still thinks its my fault.. so pls lor.. give me some comments to see if i'm in the wrong or she's in the wrong for forcing me when i just said see first and i just said see first becos i didn't wanna agree so fast and i dun intend to go too.. so am i in the wrong?? its really what u see.. ok lah now weiteng is in my house very noisy ah.. muahaha.. bleah.. crap.. k lah.. stop here le lah.. really freaking sad for being accused.. take care guys..=)

blogged @ 12:45 PM

Saturday, August 6, 2005

ahh.. so long never update le.. haiz.. wah lao.. i kana ndp.. monday needa wear full u.. haiz.. oh well.. so happy that huiyi seemed to forgive li and kim le.. i thought this thing will like never end.. but finally it ends.. so nice.. haha.. ahh.. that stupid riduan yesterday say i sing like frog.. go and die lah.. eiffah said his voice more frog sia.. muahaha.. okok.. not funny..

hmm.. actually i dun understand why i dun hate weihan i mean.. i began to forgive and forget.. perhaps i have really prayed hard to god that i dun wanna continue all the hatred and dislikeness.. really thank god i dun really hate anybody now.. but still sometimes dislike ppl lor..

but still hope i could get out of this freaking hatred thing.. oh well.. yesterday had dinner with jessica and aunty judith.. oh well.. they are my relatives.. aunty judith is my 2nd aunty who is also my mum's second sis.. bleah.. jessica is my cousin.. they just came back from england..

aunty judith bought alot of clothes for me.. ahh... finally i could really have them loose le.. muahaha.. cos last time i very pui de.. now slim down little bit.. bleah.. haha.. that time she called mummy to ask for my size.. then she go buy... yesterday try so loose.. but still ok lah.. ahh..

today mummy force me wear skirt to tuition.. i hate wearing skirts.. oh well.. aunty judith bought 3 skirts, 1 pants, 2 t-shirts and 1 undergarment.. bleah.. shh.. none of ur business.. bleah.. crap.. then still wear lor.. kana force sia.. bad hor.. haha..

i knew they would laugh at me.. but shirlene, chai lian and pui cheng said i looked nice.. is it true?? i dunno lah.. all i know is.. I HATE WEARING SKIRTS!! i'm a tomboy ok.. u may not know that.. cos i'm tying 2 pony tails to school everyday.. still.. ppl said i looked cute..

haiz.. isit a good thing?? so many ppl say i cute lor.. i dunno i where cute lah.. haha.. today sit miss ho's car goparkway.. oh well.. was with huiyi and peiting.. just an excuse to sit miss ho's car.. so shiok.. toyota leh.. so nice.. haha..

huiyi kept asking me and peiting to go for city harvest's 16th anniversary.. i said see first.. but actually i dun feel like going.. sian.. so i just say see first lor.. but she seemed to like force me like that.. then i just msged her and said my leg pain.. not going liao.. she very disappointed leh.. how?? shall i go??

haiz.. i very mao dun leh.. haiz.. was really irritated with somebody today.. haiz.. i scared huiyi angry leh.. how ah?? haiz.. hope she will not put it in heart.. btw.. i didn't know how to eat chilli but i actually ate chilli crab yesterday during dinner!! i dun dare eat at first.. then yide gor gor help me do the crab thing.. then i so happy haha.. kk.. hmm.. think i stop here already lah.. nth more to write le lah.. next time then write longer de.. well this is very long liao.. haha.. kk.. take carez.. =)

blogged @ 9:06 PM