*Own Laptop
*MOVIES!
*Quiet Time with God
*People around me to be happy(:
*new waterbottle
*CRUMPLER sling bag
*CANON IXUS 85IS
*PHILOSOPHY Back pack
*new wallet
*new backpack
*new shoes
*new phone
*slim down
*True Love
today i was actually alright this morning until afternoon.. today huiyi ate lunch with farhan.. i dunno where they lunch but i so envious! ='( nah nvm.. well.. after i have eaten my lunch in school, i walked out of school.. as i walk along the path to the bus stop, i saw riduan, sharir, farnaim and company opposite at a void deck playing i think.. i couldn't see properly as my eyes wasn't sharp.. i kept looking at them as if they were so charming.. and then riduan saw me walking along the path so he waved his hands at me and so i waved back.. as i walk along, i kept looking at them until i reach the bus stop.. waiting and taking bus alone.. feel so lonely and left out.. when i reached home, i saw my second brother lying on his bed.. i was wondering why he was home so early.. then while the computer was on, i asked him whether i could use the computer.. and so i used.. until halfway, my brother woke up and was walking out of the room when i asked him where he going... he said he was going to buy lunch.. its about 3.30pm then.. i asked him " u haven't eat ur lunch meh? " he say haven't.. and i asked him why he hasn't taken his lunch he say he have been lying on the bed from morning til then.. then i say " u never go school today meh? " he say he got a headache and he say this morning my dad brought him to the doctor's.. so he went down to buy his lunch.. after awhile, shi hui called me to ask if there's any homework.. then we started to chat along.. as we were chatting, wei han kept calling her hp (as she's using her house phone to talk to me..) i was still talking to shi hui on the phone when my brother come back.. i told my brother that he can use the computer as i doesn't wanna use it anymore.. so i continued talking to shi hui.. then after about 20 minutes, her mum was saying that she's using the phone for too long.. and then wei han call again.. then shi hui say she will call me later on.. but i have been waiting for her call ever since we ended the conversation and putting down the phone as she say she wanted to call wei han if not later he scold.. so i just put down the phone lor.. nonono.. before i put down the phone, i was asking her why dun wanna stead with him since they two like each other? then she say cos she cannot go out with friends de mah so like that lor.. then she also say that wei han and her is now everyday talking on the phone.. then we put down the phone and that's when shi hui called wei han.. after that she broke her promise.. u know why? after that very conversation that had ended, she did not call again.. until now, 7.30pm.. i have been waiting for hours for her call.. but she never call.. she even promised to message me.. but she did not.. she didn't even reply my smses.. she broke her promise.. shall i ever trust her again?
blogged @ 8:45 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
today is mrs. singh's birthday.. i did not went to buy a gift for her yesterday as nobody accompanied me to buy the gift.. so sianz.. oh yeah mrs. singh is my ex teacher.. yesterday i messaged her to give her my regards or even just greeting her a happy birthday.. i told her about how we are doing now in secondary schools.. i told her what CCAs we are in.. and also i'm keeping in touch with the peeps in 6e.. and she suggested that we meet up somewhere in the june holidays.. i was so happy.. i asked her about the date and the time and she ask me to decide.. its such a good news yea? haha... today i'm just feeling sian the whole day.. in the morning, i watched the children's show all on channel 8.. in the afternoon, weiteng called me and ask me if i wanna accompany her downstairs to buy lunch.. i agreed.. and so i met her under her block at about 1pm.. so we half way walk, half way talk on our way to the coffee shop.. after that we went home seperated.. i was using the computer checking up on friendster and also online on msn.. but nobody chatted with me.. then huiyi called me.. and so we chatted.. she told me she had messaged farhan (our orientation camp leader..) actually huiyi got his number from my hp.. she took my hp and she always started to steal numbers from my phonebook.. so bad sia.. =P haha.. haiyoh.. then she messaged him lor.. then he actually replied many times lor.. but when i messaged him he only replied me to ask who am i.. when i say i'm pamela.. he did not reply anymore.. everytime also like that.. whenever i messaged somebody lah then after they ask who i am they never reply already.. like they hate me like that.. like that time lah i got shafirin's number and huiyi steal the number again.. (that was before i got farhan's number..) when she messaged him, he reply.. but not even once he had replied me.. i so sad sia.. everytime like that.. and there's once when i got nabil's number and i messaged him.. he ask me who am i.. i say i'm pamela.. after that, he never reply me already.. (huiyi doesn't know nabil..) nabil is my ex classmates.. i always got a feeling that they hated me cos whenever i said my name already.. they never reply.. why they replied huiyi but did not reply me? why am i so unlucky? i can't even get someone to sms or talk to whenever i'm so bored? but now finally my hp got peace and why? weihan have stopped messaging me.. nowadays my hp is a total peace.. there's no long conversation.. it went back to last time when my hp is in peace.. (not die.. but very quiet..) how wish i just got someone messaging me now.. starting a conversation with me.. i'm feeling so bored, so down... CAN ANYONE MESSAGE ME NOW?!! ahh... sian.. total boringness.. ='( sad right.. haiz.. there's nth much i can do.. no mood to study for my geography test tmr, no mood to talk as no one's talkin to me.. not a single conversation window is on my screen.. pathetic right? my ink pens are in peace too.. (now then is die..) sian.. just hoping that june holidays quickly come.. i'm so desperate to see all my classmates again!! haha.. kk.. i dun wanna talk liao.. bye bye and take carez k.. friends forever.. come back next time.. =)
blogged @ 8:43 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
today is such a bad day.. today our girls' brigade so sad sia... haiz.. i slightly cried leh.. so sad sia.. today kana scolded by huiting lor... i not the right marker also the timer right.. then cos actually she was the right marker then should give timing.. then i only say she should give timing right then she say i should give the timing then she say if u so clever u do lah.. then it totally upset me for the whole day.. one of our officier cried lor.. we did give the timing as the timer did not come for gb lor.. her mid year exams are coming so she (zhili) and kimhong who are in sec 3 have to study so they never come.. then its like what lor.. then some more today no drill cos our school speech day reharsal for next sat.. then huiting and huiyi never prepare their game lor.. then its like so irresponsible lor.. then the whole day so sian.. like hell like that.. then officier give talk on friendship lor.. its quite a nice one lor.. at least i'm not bored to death lor.. haiyah.. no mood sia.. now everything i also no mood to do.. dun wanna write liao lah.. i very pek chek (fustrated) lor.. bye bye..
blogged @ 8:36 PM
hey! good morning! its me PameLa! haha.. ha.. today's Saturday again.. have to wake up early to go school for my Girls' Brigade (GB).. I woke up at 6.45am and i went to bath.. i changed into my GB t-shirt and ate my breakfast.. will have to leave the house 8am to catch the bus.. our GB starts at 9am but i always go early and reach the GB room at around 8.30am.. i will be the only gal in the room.. i mean plus afew of my officiers and of course my teacher i/c miss ho! haha.. wanna know who are my officers? not gonna tell u! haha.. =P yeah.. our GB is the 73rd company and it only started this year so there's only 8 of us.. pls dun laugh k.. i know its pathetic but i'm sure we can have more galz in the years to come by, right? haha.. haiz..i was thinking of going either Tampines Mall or Bugis Junction to buy my ex-teacher, mrs.singh a gift as tmr is her birthday.. i just knew her birthday was on the 24th April... i was thinking of asking some of my friends who were in the same class as me last year to accompany me to shop for a gift.. but no one's free! pathetic right? haha.. hey i got to go (gtg).. nust go do some packing before i leave the house.. will update it as soon as possible (ASAP) haha.. yeah.. soo.. bye bye! take carez k.. forever friends...
